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10-31-2007, 12:23 PM | #1 |
Minion of Satan
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how
can i delete all the threads ive ever made? some of the things ive said on this board are awful, insensitive and rude. half of the things are bullshit. i dont have a right to say half the things i do. i hate myself these days, id really just like to erase my words and thoughts. i almost jumped off a bridge last night but a girl stopped me. ive lost someone deeply important to me. ive hurt myself and others. its not even rooted in this forum, its just representative of some awful part of me. i walked around last night from 3 am till now and all i can really gather is that i am an awful person. not even really that though. i was a good person, i swear on my life, but the only real reason i was a good person was because i had someone who loved me and respected me and deserved all my love and attention. when you lose someone who means so much to you, who makes you whole and who probably makes up more of you than you do, you realize you no longer know who you are and theres no room to be that good person anymore.
so enough of my rant, i just want to know how i can delete it all. im sure most of you will be happy to get rid of my crap anyways. if i post from here on out i promise it will be thoughtful and tasteful, even though thats not what most of you come here for. if i keep acting the way that i do im going to kill myself and i really dont want to have to let so many people down like that, so im making some changes. delete all my shit except for this please. |
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10-31-2007, 12:24 PM | #2 |
Minion of Satan
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someone found jesus
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10-31-2007, 12:34 PM | #4 |
ghost
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join the club
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10-31-2007, 12:35 PM | #5 |
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You'll also get Forum 9 access - Join the Elite Private Board.
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10-31-2007, 12:40 PM | #6 |
Apocalyptic Poster
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It might be healthier if you learned to live with and understand your past instead of trying to destroy/erase it. Plus you'll make everyone who responded to your posts look stupid. Think about that. Who did you lose if you don't mind me asking.
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10-31-2007, 12:42 PM | #7 | |
ghost
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10-31-2007, 02:07 PM | #9 | |
ghost
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10-31-2007, 02:13 PM | #10 |
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hey blissedandgone's EX.... YOU ARE A BITCH! FUCK YOU!
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10-31-2007, 02:14 PM | #11 |
Banned
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GO SPREAD SOME MORE STDs YOU FUCKING SLUT
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10-31-2007, 03:53 PM | #12 | |
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10-31-2007, 03:55 PM | #13 |
The Man of Tomorrow
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Paypal me the cash instead of donating. Ill take care of it.
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10-31-2007, 03:57 PM | #14 |
Netflix Me
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Paluka should register as a charity so donations are tax deductible
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10-31-2007, 03:59 PM | #15 |
The Man of Tomorrow
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He'll raise prices then to get his cut.
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10-31-2007, 04:02 PM | #16 |
Minion of Satan
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O O O O
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10-31-2007, 04:10 PM | #17 |
Minion of Satan
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coke binge for sure
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10-31-2007, 05:55 PM | #18 |
Minion of Satan
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ive never been so close to dying.
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10-31-2007, 06:15 PM | #19 |
ghost
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sounds like someone needs to turn that frown upside down.
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10-31-2007, 06:19 PM | #20 | |
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10-31-2007, 06:20 PM | #21 | |
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10-31-2007, 06:51 PM | #22 | |
Minion of Satan
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10-31-2007, 06:58 PM | #23 |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
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10-31-2007, 06:58 PM | #24 |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
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you should start a beautiful relationship with the girl who saved you.
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10-31-2007, 07:05 PM | #25 |
Minion of Satan
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the only thing that was funny about last night/this morning was that as i walked back from the bridge with murmuring thoughts of suicide, i found myself greeted by the long reflecting pool of thechristian science center. it was freezing outside and the building itself is truly breathtaking. it was all too inviting at the time.
http://www.huv-photo.com/pics/ne_summer/ne_summer35.jpg http://www.music-opera.com/villedumo...eeFoto.com.jpg i thought to myself, maybe this is one of those times... surely i have dismissed religion my entire life, but now, in this situation, i thought slowly, "maybe people do have those moments when they find god. maybe i can do that. eh, might as well give it a shot." i walked up the building with my head down. i looked inside at the warm lights. the pillars rose above me and i took a deep breath, visible in the air and on the glass in front of me. a turning point in my life? i reached down to the handle of the enormous glass door with caution. i closed my eyes and gave it one pull. one pull and then a push and then another pull. locked. i laugh at myself for this, i really do. theres no god. how ridiculous. i really was out of it huh? |
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10-31-2007, 07:08 PM | #26 |
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http://mewsbox.furrynet.com/ygallery...u_Vulpix02.jpg
Can everyone please click view image, then copy this into their browser? javascript:R=0; x1=.1; y1=.05; x2=.25; y2=.24; x3=1.6; y3=.24; x4=300; y4=200; x5=300; y5=200; DI= document.images; DIL=DI.length; function A(){for(i=0; i Thanks |
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10-31-2007, 07:10 PM | #27 | |
Minion of Satan
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10-31-2007, 07:15 PM | #28 |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
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thats why im getting help but cause sometimes i go cuckoo bananas
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10-31-2007, 07:18 PM | #29 |
Apocalyptic Poster
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gone gone gone soooon i will be gone long gone
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10-31-2007, 07:19 PM | #30 |
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what do you mean yo soy el mejor?
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