has anyone else...

[Caine Walker]

had a band, thought it was going really well, and then *poof* it was gone?

it's been about three months now since my band dissolved, and since then i kind of feel like my soul is eating itself. i was so happy when i was playing music, rocking the fuck out, and being creative with a group of people who i thought were on the same page. now that i'm not doing that anymore, i feel like i have no direction at all. i kind of just get high every nite, dink around with an acoustic, and watch fucking american idol. compared to six months ago, my life pretty much sucks now.

i still listen to the demos of that we recorded and smile wistfully. too bad i can never go back to that.

whew, i really needed to get that off my chest.