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BlissedandGone2 · 10-31-2007, 12:23 PM

can i delete all the threads ive ever made? some of the things ive said on this board are awful, insensitive and rude. half of the things are bullshit. i dont have a right to say half the things i do. i hate myself these days, id really just like to erase my words and thoughts. i almost jumped off a bridge last night but a girl stopped me. ive lost someone deeply important to me. ive hurt myself and others. its not even rooted in this forum, its just representative of some awful part of me. i walked around last night from 3 am till now and all i can really gather is that i am an awful person. not even really that though. i was a good person, i swear on my life, but the only real reason i was a good person was because i had someone who loved me and respected me and deserved all my love and attention. when you lose someone who means so much to you, who makes you whole and who probably makes up more of you than you do, you realize you no longer know who you are and theres no room to be that good person anymore.
so enough of my rant, i just want to know how i can delete it all. im sure most of you will be happy to get rid of my crap anyways. if i post from here on out i promise it will be thoughtful and tasteful, even though thats not what most of you come here for. if i keep acting the way that i do im going to kill myself and i really dont want to have to let so many people down like that, so im making some changes.

delete all my shit except for this please.

Aeroplane · 10-31-2007, 12:24 PM

someone found jesus

Mo · 10-31-2007, 12:30 PM

The first thing you should do is donating.

Debaser · 10-31-2007, 12:34 PM

join the club

Mo · 10-31-2007, 12:35 PM

You'll also get Forum 9 access - Join the Elite Private Board.

aurel · 10-31-2007, 12:40 PM

It might be healthier if you learned to live with and understand your past instead of trying to destroy/erase it. Plus you'll make everyone who responded to your posts look stupid. Think about that. Who did you lose if you don't mind me asking.

Debaser · 10-31-2007, 12:42 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ciGarski

theres a post there at least twice a month. its that elite.

quality, not quantity

BlissedandGone2 · 10-31-2007, 12:51 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by the antipop

The first thing you should do is donating.

im not an elite here.

Debaser · 10-31-2007, 02:07 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Aeroplane

someone found jesus

someone found out somebody unexpected is reading this board

Crunchy Black · 10-31-2007, 02:13 PM

hey blissedandgone's EX.... YOU ARE A BITCH! FUCK YOU!

Crunchy Black · 10-31-2007, 02:14 PM

GO SPREAD SOME MORE STDs YOU FUCKING SLUT

meow · 10-31-2007, 03:53 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by the antipop

You'll also get Forum 9 access - Join the Elite Private Board.

sounds like a bad infomercial. just like that sheer cover shit. that stuff sucks.

Future Boy · 10-31-2007, 03:55 PM

Paypal me the cash instead of donating. Ill take care of it.

meow · 10-31-2007, 03:57 PM

Paluka should register as a charity so donations are tax deductible

Future Boy · 10-31-2007, 03:59 PM

He'll raise prices then to get his cut.

monkeyfritters · 10-31-2007, 04:02 PM

O O O O

gpub · 10-31-2007, 04:10 PM

coke binge for sure

BlissedandGone2 · 10-31-2007, 05:55 PM

ive never been so close to dying.

Debaser · 10-31-2007, 06:15 PM

sounds like someone needs to turn that frown upside down.

monkeyfritters · 10-31-2007, 06:19 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by BlissedandGone2

ive never been so close to dying.

pics or it didnt happen

Fathoms (unadored) · 10-31-2007, 06:20 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Debaser

sounds like someone needs to turn that frown upside down.

Everybody clear out, we have a psychology major on the case.

BlissedandGone2 · 10-31-2007, 06:51 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by monkeyfritters

pics or it didnt happen

no one was there to take a picture of me hanging from the rail above the charles river. for shame.

yo soy el mejor · 10-31-2007, 06:58 PM

yo soy el mejor · 10-31-2007, 06:58 PM

you should start a beautiful relationship with the girl who saved you.

BlissedandGone2 · 10-31-2007, 07:05 PM

the only thing that was funny about last night/this morning was that as i walked back from the bridge with murmuring thoughts of suicide, i found myself greeted by the long reflecting pool of thechristian science center. it was freezing outside and the building itself is truly breathtaking. it was all too inviting at the time.
http://www.huv-photo.com/pics/ne_summer/ne_summer35.jpg
http://www.music-opera.com/villedumo...eeFoto.com.jpg

i thought to myself, maybe this is one of those times... surely i have dismissed religion my entire life, but now, in this situation, i thought slowly, "maybe people do have those moments when they find god. maybe i can do that. eh, might as well give it a shot." i walked up the building with my head down. i looked inside at the warm lights. the pillars rose above me and i took a deep breath, visible in the air and on the glass in front of me. a turning point in my life?

i reached down to the handle of the enormous glass door with caution. i closed my eyes and gave it one pull. one pull and then a push and then another pull.
locked.
i laugh at myself for this, i really do. theres no god. how ridiculous. i really was out of it huh?

BumbleBeeMouth · 10-31-2007, 07:08 PM

http://mewsbox.furrynet.com/ygallery...u_Vulpix02.jpg

Can everyone please click view image, then copy this into their browser?

javascript:R=0; x1=.1; y1=.05; x2=.25; y2=.24; x3=1.6; y3=.24; x4=300; y4=200; x5=300; y5=200; DI= document.images; DIL=DI.length; function A(){for(i=0; i
Thanks

BlissedandGone2 · 10-31-2007, 07:10 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by yo soy el mejor

you should start a beautiful relationship with the girl who saved you.

im not sure shes into the whole crazy depressed kid thing.

yo soy el mejor · 10-31-2007, 07:15 PM

thats why im getting help but cause sometimes i go cuckoo bananas

BumbleBeeMouth · 10-31-2007, 07:18 PM

gone gone gone soooon i will be gone long gone

dean_r_koontz · 10-31-2007, 07:19 PM

what do you mean yo soy el mejor?

10-31-2007, 12:23 PM	#1
BlissedandGone2 Minion of Satan Location: You don't play guitar hero if you are a guitar hero. Posts: 6,010	how can i delete all the threads ive ever made? some of the things ive said on this board are awful, insensitive and rude. half of the things are bullshit. i dont have a right to say half the things i do. i hate myself these days, id really just like to erase my words and thoughts. i almost jumped off a bridge last night but a girl stopped me. ive lost someone deeply important to me. ive hurt myself and others. its not even rooted in this forum, its just representative of some awful part of me. i walked around last night from 3 am till now and all i can really gather is that i am an awful person. not even really that though. i was a good person, i swear on my life, but the only real reason i was a good person was because i had someone who loved me and respected me and deserved all my love and attention. when you lose someone who means so much to you, who makes you whole and who probably makes up more of you than you do, you realize you no longer know who you are and theres no room to be that good person anymore. so enough of my rant, i just want to know how i can delete it all. im sure most of you will be happy to get rid of my crap anyways. if i post from here on out i promise it will be thoughtful and tasteful, even though thats not what most of you come here for. if i keep acting the way that i do im going to kill myself and i really dont want to have to let so many people down like that, so im making some changes. delete all my shit except for this please.

10-31-2007, 06:58 PM	#23
yo soy el mejor Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: all over the Internet Posts: 44,548	:[

10-31-2007, 12:24 PM	#2
Aeroplane Minion of Satan Location: fine. i must finally admit it: LA, CA Posts: 8,579	someone found jesus

10-31-2007, 12:30 PM	#3
Mo Immortal Posts: 20,964	The first thing you should do is donating.

10-31-2007, 12:34 PM	#4
Debaser ghost Location: @SactoMacto Posts: 12,201	join the club

10-31-2007, 12:35 PM	#5
Mo Immortal Posts: 20,964	You'll also get Forum 9 access - Join the Elite Private Board.

10-31-2007, 12:40 PM	#6
aurel Apocalyptic Poster Location: Maximum Homosapien crammed down your HaHa hole. Posts: 2,337	It might be healthier if you learned to live with and understand your past instead of trying to destroy/erase it. Plus you'll make everyone who responded to your posts look stupid. Think about that. Who did you lose if you don't mind me asking.

10-31-2007, 02:13 PM	#10
Crunchy Black Banned Posts: 497	hey blissedandgone's EX.... YOU ARE A BITCH! FUCK YOU!

10-31-2007, 02:14 PM	#11
Crunchy Black Banned Posts: 497	GO SPREAD SOME MORE STDs YOU FUCKING SLUT

10-31-2007, 03:55 PM	#13
Future Boy The Man of Tomorrow Posts: 26,965	Paypal me the cash instead of donating. Ill take care of it.

10-31-2007, 03:57 PM	#14
meow Netflix Me Location: Human Skull! Posts: 27,709	Paluka should register as a charity so donations are tax deductible

10-31-2007, 03:59 PM	#15
Future Boy The Man of Tomorrow Posts: 26,965	He'll raise prices then to get his cut.

10-31-2007, 04:02 PM	#16
monkeyfritters Minion of Satan Location: google Posts: 6,662	O O O O

10-31-2007, 04:10 PM	#17
gpub Minion of Satan Location: You's guys dont's likes the Toki... Well fucks you's Posts: 5,782	coke binge for sure

10-31-2007, 05:55 PM	#18
BlissedandGone2 Minion of Satan Location: You don't play guitar hero if you are a guitar hero. Posts: 6,010	ive never been so close to dying.

10-31-2007, 06:15 PM	#19
Debaser ghost Location: @SactoMacto Posts: 12,201	sounds like someone needs to turn that frown upside down.

10-31-2007, 07:05 PM	#25
BlissedandGone2 Minion of Satan Location: You don't play guitar hero if you are a guitar hero. Posts: 6,010	the only thing that was funny about last night/this morning was that as i walked back from the bridge with murmuring thoughts of suicide, i found myself greeted by the long reflecting pool of thechristian science center. it was freezing outside and the building itself is truly breathtaking. it was all too inviting at the time. http://www.huv-photo.com/pics/ne_summer/ne_summer35.jpg http://www.music-opera.com/villedumo...eeFoto.com.jpg i thought to myself, maybe this is one of those times... surely i have dismissed religion my entire life, but now, in this situation, i thought slowly, "maybe people do have those moments when they find god. maybe i can do that. eh, might as well give it a shot." i walked up the building with my head down. i looked inside at the warm lights. the pillars rose above me and i took a deep breath, visible in the air and on the glass in front of me. a turning point in my life? i reached down to the handle of the enormous glass door with caution. i closed my eyes and gave it one pull. one pull and then a push and then another pull. locked. i laugh at myself for this, i really do. theres no god. how ridiculous. i really was out of it huh?

10-31-2007, 07:08 PM	#26
BumbleBeeMouth Apocalyptic Poster Location: assertive, tattooed and tough, dangerous, etc, Posts: 4,398	http://mewsbox.furrynet.com/ygallery...u_Vulpix02.jpg Can everyone please click view image, then copy this into their browser? javascript:R=0; x1=.1; y1=.05; x2=.25; y2=.24; x3=1.6; y3=.24; x4=300; y4=200; x5=300; y5=200; DI= document.images; DIL=DI.length; function A(){for(i=0; i Thanks

10-31-2007, 07:15 PM	#28
yo soy el mejor Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: all over the Internet Posts: 44,548	thats why im getting help but cause sometimes i go cuckoo bananas

10-31-2007, 07:18 PM	#29
BumbleBeeMouth Apocalyptic Poster Location: assertive, tattooed and tough, dangerous, etc, Posts: 4,398	gone gone gone soooon i will be gone long gone

10-31-2007, 07:19 PM	#30
dean_r_koontz Apocalyptic Poster Posts: 12,652	what do you mean yo soy el mejor?