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03-18-2022, 09:53 PM | #1 |
Minion of Satan
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i am hypomanic ama before i crash
Nevermind, crashed
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03-18-2022, 11:22 PM | #2 |
Braindead
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Can I still ask something?
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03-18-2022, 11:22 PM | #3 |
Braindead
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Does that count as my question?
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03-18-2022, 11:55 PM | #4 |
Minion of Satan
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What's it like coming to the realization that you're not god, and just another chump in the rat race like the rest of us?
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03-19-2022, 12:22 AM | #5 |
Braindead
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mom says it's my turn to experience the universe
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03-19-2022, 12:34 AM | #6 |
Minion of Satan
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03-19-2022, 12:38 AM | #7 | |
Minion of Satan
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But anyway yeah miss being able to chat, ppl fucken like that if u never checked, they really do especially if u ask em something about theirselves Also miss being able to see and hear things outside this little like dog cone or the cone thing they put on dogs so they don’t bite the stitches out their scroat. Like oh there’s a bird up there and it’s this type, and that’s a fine bit of graffiti and oh don’t trip and watch the cars at this intersection will the fuckers stop wee hoo look at that dick in the hat that’s quite a hat huh isn’t it Well it can get irritating but it’s better than not hearing or seeing anything until u fall into it or it falls in your little dog cone there |
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03-19-2022, 12:40 AM | #8 |
Minion of Satan
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03-19-2022, 02:35 AM | #9 |
Minion of Satan
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03-19-2022, 12:54 PM | #10 |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
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oh yeah man i get like this or at least i used to...not so much anymore. and not sure of the triggers. but as a kid it would manifest with lots of jumping and frenetic excitement and wanting to give lots of hugs. it would annoy the shit out of my mom and make me sad
and now i get super dejected when someone rains on my parade like that or gets annoyed when i am excitable |
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03-19-2022, 01:02 PM | #11 |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
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Q: Have you figured out what u want to be when you grow up?
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03-19-2022, 05:41 PM | #12 |
Braindead
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03-19-2022, 07:05 PM | #13 |
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03-19-2022, 10:52 PM | #14 | |
Minion of Satan
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If u don’t mind me asking you anything |
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03-19-2022, 10:56 PM | #15 |
Minion of Satan
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03-20-2022, 06:54 AM | #16 |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
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how do you feel about pandas?
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03-20-2022, 01:43 PM | #17 |
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03-20-2022, 01:53 PM | #18 |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
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would you rather stay bipolar with the ups and downs or just be unipolar and depressed all the time
I'm unipolar, the only glimpses of hypomania I've had were with sleep deprivation/drugs/new medications, and it seems like it would be nice to have unreasonable highs sometimes, but I wonder if the whiplash makes it even shittier. |
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03-20-2022, 01:53 PM | #19 | |
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mostly i've relied on therapy. no medication ever stuck. i'm not good at taking my vitamins either. i did cbt when i took improv for anxiety lol and individual therapy for 10 solid years that basically sort of unceremoniously ended a couple months ago |
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03-20-2022, 02:04 PM | #20 |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
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how do you feel about cool as ice cream?
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03-20-2022, 05:54 PM | #21 | |
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03-21-2022, 08:01 PM | #22 |
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Enjoy your dysthymia
Cyclothymic? I liken the hypomania to sonic invincibility of the mario star. Everything is fast and i'm a smarter me. I once booked a holiday to Rome by myself in two days on a hypomanic episode and cycled back the day before I flew. That was fun. I'm better at managing it these days. |
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03-21-2022, 08:03 PM | #23 |
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Q: Do you always know you're about to go off on one?
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04-18-2022, 10:40 AM | #24 |
Minion of Satan
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Sorry to hear that, damn i know that exact feeling of planning something while hypomanic (often spending dangerously large sums) and then that dawning oh fuck of coming down and you feel so embarassed and helpless
It’s like being possessed except i really sort of like the demonic me, until it goes “poof” and im left with the aftermath, now with vastly reduced Mario powers To answer your Q im using a mood tracker, and it has helped me notice when an episode is starting, yeah. If i can catch it before it goes red it helps me modify my schedule and activities to the extent possible to minimize the risk of harmful shit. Still catches me off guard though, i definitely find myself saying terrible shit to someone and then 10 minutes later like, oh my fuck i am cycling and don’t want to endorse any of that horseshit i just said or did |
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04-18-2022, 04:39 PM | #25 | |
Minion of Satan
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tbh i would prefer to be hypomanic all the time, if i could minimize the pitfalls like impulsivity, spending, self-righteousness, racing thoughts, sleeplessness...actually shit shit yeah, the thing is i hate being depressed so so bad. i feel like ive been robbed of myself, and it's lasted so so long, about 13 years i went completely untreated for it, just limping along with st johns and exercise and some sativa vs indica which eventually matured into a nasty frieken cannabis use disorder when i began to use it to numb all feelings, and to need need need it to feel like my brain could make it thru those first few excruciating seconds of becoming awake in the morning anyway at the beginning of the hypomania seems i get a little glimpse of my actual self, not squashed/obliterated/corrupted by depression. i just wish that i could have that lil bit of energy, fearlessness, gregarious, boundless (albeit sometimes unwarranted) enthusiasm, etc. of hypomania. maybe i will get that on the right combo of meds, im seeing a new psychiatrist tomorrow and will talk about the depressions, which are still completely debilitating for several days at a time even on 200mg lamictal |
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04-22-2022, 02:25 AM | #26 |
Minion of Satan
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Well now im gonna try 300mg lamictal. Psych said no way no more antidepressants for me. Also thought i might be type 1 since i experienced psychosis while manic on antidepressant. But i never experienced true mania unless on antidepressant. Just hypomania. So not sure i agree with that lil thought of his but hey it was his first time seeing this specimen of a monkey of me
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04-22-2022, 02:26 AM | #27 |
Minion of Satan
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06-12-2022, 07:47 PM | #28 |
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That last bit is so true, and thankfully i have similar failsafes in place. My partner can often spot it early and then i know what's coming and defer ANY DECISION until i know i'm thinking straight.
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06-12-2022, 08:29 PM | #29 |
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it is also bullshit how society has decided chatty == good and anyone who isn't should feel like an outsider
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06-13-2022, 01:41 PM | #30 |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
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only chatty people have decided that. it;s p well-known (in society) there is merit in not being a chatterbox, too.
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