what depression looks like

[Bread Regal]

kind of like the way women have a much wider selection of sex toys.

[null123]

intense thread
that vixnix/pavement/trotsky interaction made me squirm

[The exploding boy]

Originally Posted by Charmbag

intense thread
that vixnix/pavement/trotsky interaction made me squirt

fixed.

[Trotskilicious]

Did i do bad again chamfuck

[kelsome]

Ah, i'm going to see my therapist today. I'm just going through a breakup with a live-in bf.

[Trotskilicious]

If i may, maybe ask about ways to derive self worth from other sources than a bf. It seems from your posts, breakups trigger major troughs

[null123]

not saying anyone did bad

[kelsome]

Yeah she keeps telling me about self worth. I must be dumb and can't get it through my thick skull. Or it can't be attained. Whatever. Work will save me.

[Trotskilicious]

no it won't

you can do it or whatever...boys r dum

[Trotskilicious]

i really wish i was one of those sad people who just threw themselves into work

my life would be no less miserable but at least i wouldn't be such a loser

[The exploding boy]

You could always throw yourself unto a train track.


Though don't.


I mean you'd probably fail at that too.

[Bread Regal]

http://24.media.tumblr.com/65e869b42...thdeo1_250.gif

[reprise85]

Originally Posted by The exploding boy

You could always throw yourself unto a train track.


Though don't.


I mean you'd probably fail at that too.

come on keep that shit out of my thread

[reprise85]

Originally Posted by Trotskilicious

i really wish i was one of those sad people who just threw themselves into work

my life would be no less miserable but at least i wouldn't be such a loser

You're not a loser. But I also don't think people who throw themselves into work are necessary doing it in an unhealthy way. Obviously you need work/life balance but people in the medical field, for example, might just really like their jobs that much.

But that might just be me trying to justify what will be long years if I'm to continue on the psychology career path. Since I'm already doing 50-60 hour weeks between work/school/homework/studying and I'm just getting started.

[reprise85]

Originally Posted by kelsome

Yeah she keeps telling me about self worth. I must be dumb and can't get it through my thick skull. Or it can't be attained. Whatever. Work will save me.

Hope things get better, kel.

I have problems with self worth. Only I don't have personal relationships so my self worth is basically based on what happened at work/school that day which is not really good either. Like I got suspended from work (mandatory) after being short $60 and it's hard to not just think I'm an idiot who can't count and should just drop out of school and kill myself. If this would have happened a year or so ago I would have felt that way without knowing it's out of proportion. Now I still feel that way sometimes but know it's crazy talk.

[Trotskilicious]

Originally Posted by reprise85

You're not a loser.

i am a picture book superloser.

[reprise85]

i see losers as people like banana and nimrod. people who are unrepentant jerks who somehow think they are some kind of gift to mankind.

Originally Posted by reprise85

i see losers as people like banana and nimrod. people who are unrepentant jerks who somehow think they are some kind of gift to mankind.

those are "assholes"

me and mr. rhino are "losers"

[reprise85]

i dont see it that way. i like you guys. but i guess if you guys are "losers" than so am i.

[Trotskilicious]

no friends, no fems, no life, no joy

[Trotskilicious]

i mean i'm destined to be a failure in everything i do

[kelsome]

I just ripped my toenail off on the door. This is what depression looks like.

I think I just dropped 250 on stuff to improve my living situation. Could be good. Also doubled my antidepressant. Could be good.

[Future Boy]

keep us posted

[Bread Regal]

Originally Posted by kelsome

I just ripped my toenail off on the door. This is what depression looks like.

I think I just dropped 250 on stuff to improve my living situation. Could be good. Also doubled my antidepressant. Could be good.

what're you on?

[The exploding boy]

Originally Posted by reprise85

i see losers as people like banana and nimrod. people who are unrepentant jerks who somehow think they are some kind of gift to mankind.

There's nothing wrong with being an unrepentant jerk as long as you're convinced everyone else is wrong. Though i guess that the unrepentant part implies that.

Anyway i find the term "loser" to be a stupid one. The concept that in life there are winners and losers... only people who haven't lived much see life this way, you do what you fucking can with what you were or weren't given. Nobody is keeping score. Those that do are insecure and trying to make themselves feel better about their lives.

[Future Boy]

thats just bullshit losers say

[The exploding boy]

Originally Posted by Future Boy

thats just bullshit losers say

I know it's true but will keep denying it.

[The exploding boy]

Charlie Sheen is definitely winning. Despite all the drugs and all the public meltdowns women still want to fuck him. Then again he's rich and was born into it.

We should make an inventory of people who are winning at life.

[Trotskilicious]

It's about as right as you can get.

[reprise85]

Originally Posted by The exploding boy

There's nothing wrong with being an unrepentant jerk as long as you're convinced everyone else is wrong. Though i guess that the unrepentant part implies that.

Anyway i find the term "loser" to be a stupid one. The concept that in life there are winners and losers... only people who haven't lived much see life this way, you do what you fucking can with what you were or weren't given. Nobody is keeping score. Those that do are insecure and trying to make themselves feel better about their lives.

for sure, life isn't a contest. good point about the labels.