Wow that's disturbing, wonder if it has to do with the animal cruelty you've seen in teh SinolandZ
Anyone F with lucid dream states? I was doing the "am I dreaming" test throughout the day and was getting some good ones going. Hardest part is keeping it stable when you go lucid. They say looking at your hands works sometimes, also spinning in circles. Sometimes I'll climb a stair or open a door to another area, but there's nothing there yet, and that wakes me up