I got drunk too and listened to vein hardcore. Wow there are some killer riffs buried in there. That is a brutal record, aptly named.
i think praparat was recorded like that. at least all the downloads i've had were all the same. i just turn it up as far as it can go. it appeals to me because it's so different from the usual aural blast that is boris.
i am so sorry to hear that you are sick. i wish i could say something appropriate but i am clumsy and dull witted. just keep fighting; i can tell you are strong and brave, i mean, you like boris!!