damn I'm buzzed as hell but that was a bad idea already
I let myself get so fat over the course of 2010-2014 with insane depressive binging that I basically can't breathe or move and that's without smoking and having lost weight slowly during the course of these four months
Not that you can make up for four years in four months but I'm huffing like tony soprano and that's not a good look for me now
I shoulda got cigars since you don't inhale them but I dunno then I wouldn't have the vyvanse buzz I got going
Like if I'm gonna die I don't want to just immediately asphyxiate off one smoke at age 30
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