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Originally Posted by Elphenor
dk is stone cold incapable of feeling
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Even on Adderall, I cannot bring myself to give a shit.
I've thought about snorting it, but I read that it's harder to do with XR than the tablets because the beads are so hard to crush, and I didn't want to risk spilling a capsule and wasting it (it's expensive as fuck).
At first I thought that maybe I wasn't feeling anything because it may not have noticable phisiological effects, and that I'd just notice a change in behaviour. Only difference I noticed is that it made me more talkative when I first started taking it. But I don't feel any sort of high. Not even something as simple as a more rapid heart beat.
But then when I read of other people's experiences online, they were talking about getting laser-focused and doing shit like filing and ordering everything. Needing to take only half a capsule because the 20mg was too intense for them. Not being able to sleep. Etc.
Fuck, if I could have just three days of that, I'd probably be caught up. Sounds like it'd suit me outside of school, too, because I have this problem of having a lot of ideas for personal projects I want to do, but never having the energy or motivation to do them.