last night i revisited my childhood where i was playing street hockey with the neighbor kids and hurt my wrist. i was about 9-10, and it was basically just me replaying the memory.
then later i had a dream where i was trapped by a sexual predator and he got arrested but acquitted and then came after me again. this is kinda one of my fears as i had a similar experience IRL as a teenager (except he hasn't been arrested)
then i was back in the past and revisited his past, which of course i never actually saw, and saw him like torturing animals and fucking with people for the hell of it (like gaslighting stuff) and i tried to interfere but it was like i was a spirit and just went through all objects, but he could hear me and knew i was there and kept telling me how fucked i was that when he was older he'd destroy me.
ptsd dreams suck
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