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Bread Regal 05-08-2014 04:26 PM

kind of like the way women have a much wider selection of sex toys.

null123 05-09-2014 03:54 AM

intense thread
that vixnix/pavement/trotsky interaction made me squirm

The exploding boy 05-09-2014 10:05 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Charmbag (Post 4058443)
intense thread
that vixnix/pavement/trotsky interaction made me squirt



fixed.

Trotskilicious 05-09-2014 11:27 AM

Did i do bad again chamfuck

kelsome 05-09-2014 12:48 PM

Ah, i'm going to see my therapist today. I'm just going through a breakup with a live-in bf.

Trotskilicious 05-09-2014 12:52 PM

If i may, maybe ask about ways to derive self worth from other sources than a bf. It seems from your posts, breakups trigger major troughs

null123 05-09-2014 03:32 PM

not saying anyone did bad

kelsome 05-09-2014 08:55 PM

Yeah she keeps telling me about self worth. I must be dumb and can't get it through my thick skull. Or it can't be attained. Whatever. Work will save me.

Trotskilicious 05-09-2014 09:07 PM

no it won't

you can do it or whatever...boys r dum

Trotskilicious 05-09-2014 09:07 PM

i really wish i was one of those sad people who just threw themselves into work

my life would be no less miserable but at least i wouldn't be such a loser

The exploding boy 05-09-2014 09:23 PM

You could always throw yourself unto a train track.


Though don't.


I mean you'd probably fail at that too.

Bread Regal 05-09-2014 09:27 PM

http://24.media.tumblr.com/65e869b42...thdeo1_250.gif

reprise85 05-09-2014 10:42 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by The exploding boy (Post 4058853)
You could always throw yourself unto a train track.


Though don't.


I mean you'd probably fail at that too.

come on keep that shit out of my thread

reprise85 05-09-2014 10:46 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Trotskilicious (Post 4058804)
i really wish i was one of those sad people who just threw themselves into work

my life would be no less miserable but at least i wouldn't be such a loser

You're not a loser. But I also don't think people who throw themselves into work are necessary doing it in an unhealthy way. Obviously you need work/life balance but people in the medical field, for example, might just really like their jobs that much.

But that might just be me trying to justify what will be long years if I'm to continue on the psychology career path. Since I'm already doing 50-60 hour weeks between work/school/homework/studying and I'm just getting started.

reprise85 05-09-2014 10:48 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by kelsome (Post 4058771)
Yeah she keeps telling me about self worth. I must be dumb and can't get it through my thick skull. Or it can't be attained. Whatever. Work will save me.

Hope things get better, kel.

I have problems with self worth. Only I don't have personal relationships so my self worth is basically based on what happened at work/school that day which is not really good either. Like I got suspended from work (mandatory) after being short $60 and it's hard to not just think I'm an idiot who can't count and should just drop out of school and kill myself. If this would have happened a year or so ago I would have felt that way without knowing it's out of proportion. Now I still feel that way sometimes but know it's crazy talk.

Trotskilicious 05-09-2014 10:55 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by reprise85 (Post 4058989)
You're not a loser.

i am a picture book superloser.

reprise85 05-09-2014 11:00 PM

i see losers as people like banana and nimrod. people who are unrepentant jerks who somehow think they are some kind of gift to mankind.

MusicMan4 05-09-2014 11:04 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by reprise85 (Post 4059003)
i see losers as people like banana and nimrod. people who are unrepentant jerks who somehow think they are some kind of gift to mankind.

those are "assholes"

me and mr. rhino are "losers"

reprise85 05-09-2014 11:09 PM

i dont see it that way. i like you guys. but i guess if you guys are "losers" than so am i.

Trotskilicious 05-09-2014 11:18 PM

no friends, no fems, no life, no joy

Trotskilicious 05-09-2014 11:18 PM

i mean i'm destined to be a failure in everything i do

kelsome 05-10-2014 11:02 PM

I just ripped my toenail off on the door. This is what depression looks like.

I think I just dropped 250 on stuff to improve my living situation. Could be good. Also doubled my antidepressant. Could be good.

Future Boy 05-10-2014 11:16 PM

keep us posted

Bread Regal 05-10-2014 11:33 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by kelsome (Post 4059492)
I just ripped my toenail off on the door. This is what depression looks like.

I think I just dropped 250 on stuff to improve my living situation. Could be good. Also doubled my antidepressant. Could be good.

what're you on?

The exploding boy 05-10-2014 11:44 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by reprise85 (Post 4059003)
i see losers as people like banana and nimrod. people who are unrepentant jerks who somehow think they are some kind of gift to mankind.

There's nothing wrong with being an unrepentant jerk as long as you're convinced everyone else is wrong. Though i guess that the unrepentant part implies that.

Anyway i find the term "loser" to be a stupid one. The concept that in life there are winners and losers... only people who haven't lived much see life this way, you do what you fucking can with what you were or weren't given. Nobody is keeping score. Those that do are insecure and trying to make themselves feel better about their lives.

Future Boy 05-10-2014 11:55 PM

thats just bullshit losers say

The exploding boy 05-11-2014 12:12 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Future Boy (Post 4059513)
thats just bullshit losers say

:(

I know it's true but will keep denying it.

The exploding boy 05-11-2014 12:51 AM

Charlie Sheen is definitely winning. Despite all the drugs and all the public meltdowns women still want to fuck him. Then again he's rich and was born into it.

We should make an inventory of people who are winning at life.

Trotskilicious 05-11-2014 12:52 AM

It's about as right as you can get.

reprise85 05-11-2014 01:51 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by The exploding boy (Post 4059509)
There's nothing wrong with being an unrepentant jerk as long as you're convinced everyone else is wrong. Though i guess that the unrepentant part implies that.

Anyway i find the term "loser" to be a stupid one. The concept that in life there are winners and losers... only people who haven't lived much see life this way, you do what you fucking can with what you were or weren't given. Nobody is keeping score. Those that do are insecure and trying to make themselves feel better about their lives.

for sure, life isn't a contest. good point about the labels.


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