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Medicaid is open for enrollment year-round.
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ha yeah i just applied
i have no idea where i went to that first time. silly tookling! |
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so u think u can play with yourself better than Back Jates?
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the agony I'm in
it is eternal |
WTF you were just happy like yesterday
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Then again, maybe I don't empathize with bipolar because I've just got solid depression the whole way through, baby
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But srsly though, what happened?
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well I had E yesterday or idk how many days ago
I'm drunk now |
do you also have to iron a shirt, five days of the week?
because if you do....I get it |
oh its just an E crash
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smoke weed instead? i mean, look how i turned out!
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I can not square it in my mind
okay this is my life and this is this girl you dated's life and they are 2 separate things my brain will not allow it right now |
what about coffee and donuts
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it's worse than the 2 year relationship I was in and I don't know why
I guess because she moved and I just won't see her or anybody who knows her I try to go out and meet people and she already knows them because the punk "scene" is not all that big in Texas (at least where I'm at) |
when you date girls with similar music interest you have no where to run afterwards I suppose
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oh, you need a "moving on" album or something. Or a book. I liked this one.
one of the quotes I took with me into my general "post relationship" life was compromise: is me lowering my standards, so that you can meet them just keep dulling the pain of heartbreak with anything, until it passes. It will pass. Are you having dreams? Dreams were the killer for me. I would go days and weeks without even really thinking about him, and then BAM I'd have a dream and wake up and cry, before I'd even had a shower or breakfast. |
strangely
I have got a text from every ex that they "dreamed about me"...both recent times this meant we started talking again and then they dumped me I don't dream |
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but yeah nothing works but time I just don't think I can avoid her ultimately and her reason for dropping our relationship makes no sense |
after almost 6 months of dating and sex is it not strange to just ghost someone for 3 weeks
and then text them and say I don't think this is right I couldn't even get a phone call |
Move out of Texas.
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I guess because I find it hard to see a given person on a regular basis, I could be going on dates with somebody overcast six-month period, but still only have seen them four times, and not be exclusive or "a thing" yet. But it sounds like you guys were actually a couple. Who the fuck ghosts their boyfriend/girlfriend? |
we were a couple and then we weren't and then we were and then she vanished
really it wasn't a good relationship ever if I'm being honest with myself I just can't get over it |
I am still trying to get her to talk to me
and like she is...but clearly does not care either way lamesauce |
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but unfortunately drug/alcohol abuse has been the only anything to help at all |
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it's complete inability to cope. i could kinda get that. pretty selfish but self preservation and whatever. as senior, might i suggest a period of introspection? |
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind that motherfucker
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honestly every day off I wake up and start hitting the bottle
this is rent money I'm drinking right now I tried going for long walks and that initially was working but it's not working anymore |
I'm gonna see my Dad today it's just I come from a family where men are not to be emotional
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it's not as if she was looking for a friendship she just does not care...at all |
Ask her to solve a debate that you and a friend are having before abruptly insulting her.
Make sure you're wearing eyeliner and enough jewelry to emit a consistent jangling noise. |
Isn’t this the girl you were dating when you had a crush on cute blue vest girl though? I kinda got the feeling you were just enjoying the benefits of being in a relationship (I.e. sex and companionship) but still very much keeping an eye out for a better package
She might have sensed that...humans can be pretty intuitive. |
no when I met her I abruptly stopped caring about blue vesty lol
though she tried to talk to me again |
I should have kept an eye out though!
because like I went to a show she didn't want to go to and I could barely make it into the venue without some smiling girl wanting to talk to me which is basically how I met her if I don't have to meet new people though I won't because I just hate it |
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