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Trotskilicious 05-09-2014 11:18 PM

i mean i'm destined to be a failure in everything i do

kelsome 05-10-2014 11:02 PM

I just ripped my toenail off on the door. This is what depression looks like.

I think I just dropped 250 on stuff to improve my living situation. Could be good. Also doubled my antidepressant. Could be good.

Future Boy 05-10-2014 11:16 PM

keep us posted

Bread Regal 05-10-2014 11:33 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by kelsome (Post 4059492)
I just ripped my toenail off on the door. This is what depression looks like.

I think I just dropped 250 on stuff to improve my living situation. Could be good. Also doubled my antidepressant. Could be good.

what're you on?

The exploding boy 05-10-2014 11:44 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by reprise85 (Post 4059003)
i see losers as people like banana and nimrod. people who are unrepentant jerks who somehow think they are some kind of gift to mankind.

There's nothing wrong with being an unrepentant jerk as long as you're convinced everyone else is wrong. Though i guess that the unrepentant part implies that.

Anyway i find the term "loser" to be a stupid one. The concept that in life there are winners and losers... only people who haven't lived much see life this way, you do what you fucking can with what you were or weren't given. Nobody is keeping score. Those that do are insecure and trying to make themselves feel better about their lives.

Future Boy 05-10-2014 11:55 PM

thats just bullshit losers say

The exploding boy 05-11-2014 12:12 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Future Boy (Post 4059513)
thats just bullshit losers say

:(

I know it's true but will keep denying it.

The exploding boy 05-11-2014 12:51 AM

Charlie Sheen is definitely winning. Despite all the drugs and all the public meltdowns women still want to fuck him. Then again he's rich and was born into it.

We should make an inventory of people who are winning at life.

Trotskilicious 05-11-2014 12:52 AM

It's about as right as you can get.

reprise85 05-11-2014 01:51 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by The exploding boy (Post 4059509)
There's nothing wrong with being an unrepentant jerk as long as you're convinced everyone else is wrong. Though i guess that the unrepentant part implies that.

Anyway i find the term "loser" to be a stupid one. The concept that in life there are winners and losers... only people who haven't lived much see life this way, you do what you fucking can with what you were or weren't given. Nobody is keeping score. Those that do are insecure and trying to make themselves feel better about their lives.

for sure, life isn't a contest. good point about the labels.

Trotskilicious 05-11-2014 02:19 AM

it's not a contest but there's a way to lose

Elphenor 05-11-2014 03:00 AM

Is there a way to win?

The exploding boy 05-11-2014 03:32 AM

I think once youve slept with 40+ women you automatically reach level 100 and win life.

There's other ways, earning at least 5 millions i think. Incidentally reaching 5 millions will make it easier to bed 40+ women too.

The exploding boy 05-11-2014 03:34 AM

By that i dont mean women 40 and over. Actually i think the younger they are the less you need to bed to reach level 100. you get more experience the lower their age.

I'm Hardcore 05-11-2014 03:36 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by The exploding boy (Post 4059559)
I think once youve slept with 40+ women you automatically reach level 100 and win life.

what the fuck are you talking about?

The exploding boy 05-11-2014 03:49 AM

Whoa whoa, calm the fuck down.

Trotskilicious 05-11-2014 03:49 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Elphenor (Post 4059550)
Is there a way to win?

No. That's one of the things about life.

Elphenor 05-11-2014 04:16 AM

I'm guessing the best you can hope for is a draw.

Trotskilicious 05-11-2014 04:23 AM

YOU'RE STILL GONNA FUCKIN DROP DEAD

Elphenor 05-11-2014 04:25 AM

Yeah, but that's your final "fuck you" to life.

Trotskilicious 05-11-2014 04:30 AM

lol

The exploding boy 05-11-2014 10:28 AM

Personally Im still hoping someone at some point is gonna show up to challenge me in a swordfight and then "kill me" after which i'll wake up from death to find out i am immortal and i have inside me blood of kings and that i have no rival and that no man can be my equal.

It could happen

Eulogy 05-11-2014 11:04 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by The exploding boy (Post 4059559)
I think once youve slept with 40+ women you automatically reach level 100 and win life.

There's other ways, earning at least 5 millions i think. Incidentally reaching 5 millions will make it easier to bed 40+ women too.

what the fuck

i was about ready to give you some credit for the post about scorekeeping but then you come up with this

MyOneAndOnly 05-11-2014 11:24 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by The exploding boy (Post 4059562)
By that i dont mean women 40 and over. Actually i think the younger they are the less you need to bed to reach level 100. you get more experience the lower their age.

:rolleyes:


is there a way to get the OBoard back?

hnibos 05-11-2014 11:58 AM

I didn't think that was something to be taken serious.

Future Boy 05-11-2014 12:14 PM

nah he was totally serious, burn the witch

The exploding boy 05-11-2014 12:51 PM

Story of my fucking life.

No one ever gets my tone. I'm not asking for people to think i'm funny, that would be asking for way too much. But just that they recognize irony when they see it. I mean in this day and age where even toddlers are required to understand it. you'd think at least.

Future Boy 05-11-2014 12:56 PM

you were fine, some just like being outraged about everything

reprise85 05-11-2014 01:12 PM

my best childhood friend just died. at 29. from natural causes (stroke or heart attack, they are not sure yet). i guess he lost.

hnibos 05-11-2014 02:31 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by reprise85 (Post 4059676)
my best childhood friend just died. at 29. from natural causes (stroke or heart attack, they are not sure yet). i guess he lost.

That could be a win. Sorry for your loss tho

The exploding boy 05-11-2014 03:05 PM

I feel particularly depressed today. I see no good reason to do anything. It's finally summer temperature out there but I have no reason to go out. I can't go out for food, i'm trying to lose weight and anything I might get whether restaurant or store will likely just be bad for me. Taking walks for no good reason is depressing unless you have someone to do it with which I don't since my gf is away.

Working on music seems like it will only frustrate me as I can't write shit I like recently. Playing video games, there's no games I really want to play right now so even mindless entertainment is out of the question. All the movies I have recorded on the DVR don't seem like they'll be any good. And as mentioned just eating, which is a thing to do when bored is out of the question cause I need to lose weight.

So basically I just sit here watching the hours go by and feeling more and more depressed. If only I had money I could buy something. That always makes me feel better for a few hours. But in the last two weeks I made a fairly big purchase by my standards (a 350$ bass) so I don't want to spend anythign more on anything for a while and of course the high from that purchase is already gone.

MusicMan4 05-11-2014 03:19 PM

how long did it take you to figure out how you were going to work in "my gf" in that one

Elphenor 05-11-2014 03:21 PM

Haha. Seriously.

killtrocity 05-11-2014 03:24 PM


Elphenor 05-11-2014 03:36 PM

Favorite episode.

The exploding boy 05-11-2014 03:43 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Aeris Hilton (Post 4059686)
how long did it take you to figure out how you were going to work in "my gf" in that one

See here's how it actually is. I wasn't going to. then I figured someone might wonder why i'd have to be taking a walk alone anyway because obviously i've mentioned her repeatedly before. so I added the clarification. Obviously no one gives a shit but I did.

The exploding boy 05-11-2014 03:43 PM

Sorry this video is unavailable at your location.

Elphenor 05-11-2014 03:49 PM

Rob Schnieder is "the stapler"!
And he's about to find out, being a stapler is
*Shit noises*

The exploding boy 05-11-2014 04:19 PM

important update: I did go out and get food anyway. Now im eating crackers and reeses cups. I hate myself.

i'll keep you updated on further developments as the day goes

hnibos 05-11-2014 04:21 PM

Download Tropico. Great time waster.


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