Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind that motherfucker

funnily enough, i've never had to do this with girlfriends. only a best friend i had to cut out recently for essentially betraying my trust in a huge way, after letting bygones be bygones for a few years now i finally just had to say fuck it and cut all ties. most days it's perfectly fine and i'm better for it, but then say last night i'll see someone share something on their Facebook story or whatever that will kind of make me sick to my stomach and "see red" all over again

it's good to have reminders of how you fucked up. just so long as they aren't staring you in the face 24/7

honestly every day off I wake up and start hitting the bottle

this is rent money I'm drinking right now

I tried going for long walks and that initially was working but it's not working anymore

I'm gonna see my Dad today it's just I come from a family where men are not to be emotional

I was surprised she didn't block me lol

it's not as if she was looking for a friendship

she just does not care...at all

Ask her to solve a debate that you and a friend are having before abruptly insulting her.

Make sure you're wearing eyeliner and enough jewelry to emit a consistent jangling noise.

Isn’t this the girl you were dating when you had a crush on cute blue vest girl though? I kinda got the feeling you were just enjoying the benefits of being in a relationship (I.e. sex and companionship) but still very much keeping an eye out for a better package

She might have sensed that...humans can be pretty intuitive.

no when I met her I abruptly stopped caring about blue vesty lol

though she tried to talk to me again

I should have kept an eye out though!

because like I went to a show she didn't want to go to and I could barely make it into the venue without some smiling girl wanting to talk to me

which is basically how I met her

if I don't have to meet new people though I won't because I just hate it

I mentioned that to her and she got like irately jealous actually

wtf

what a crazy lady

you're a blowhard, dude.

just got word via email i was offered the job at the disability access center at the community college i used to attend.

i left my last job after 18 months cause my new boss was an absolute asshole who behaved like a typical white woman with a little bit of power who also fancied herself a progressive. our relationship was tense and unproductive and i ended up getting fired the last day of february. but before any of that, i had taken some issues to my union rep including my boss changing my job duties (thus breaking the contract) without a pay increase. honestly, i might have been okay with this if she weren't so awful.

anyway, my union lawyer still dealt with this for me and ended up getting me 4 weeks of pay and the firing is officially considered a resignation. as if that last part matters...

so i guess this means cee-dub has one less phone bill to worry about

OMGLOL

you pretend to have a problem when he says problematic bullshit yet you revel in and repeat it and aren't so different yourself. eat shit, poor little rich boy.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

exactly.

tru

how punk

started listening to podcasts at night again. i really shouldn't be staying awake until 12 or 1 am but i don't have very much down time and i really enjoy them. averaging about 5 hours of sleep though so it's probably not very sustainable. oh well.

I ran into her and she rejected me again

I wasn't trying to run into her

Idk what to do

I can't survive this

Suicide is the only option

To sleep perchance to endlessly run into her only to be rejected again and again.

Not worth the risk.

this time next year you won't care nearly as much, and in 5 years you'll struggle to remember the details of the "relationship"...especially if you keep it up with the one-two memory punch of ecstasy and alcohol. just breathe and get a little meaner.

I am going to kill myself I think

I mean I met some other lady idc though this is it

You were like this about the friend from high school, too, but how important did she turn out to be within a fairly short time frame?

could you give us some 'typical white women behaviour' characteristics please

or examples

i'm not here to teach