is this your first trip to the balkans?

hey this thread title is kind of like that line from smashing pumpkins song

Uh, you blew up. Thread is ruined. Mods, please close. New Chat Thread.

i see you dropped me a pos rep. with no comment.

is this your idea of an apology? cos it's gonna take a whole lot more than that, babe.

i'm not talking to you, btw.

I HAVE YOU ON IGNORE

This website on mobile doesn't let you enter anything in the positive rep field. I ain't mad atcha.

**hugs** **hugs**

OMG YOU ARE RIGHT IT DOES SOUND A BIT LIKE THAT SMASHING PUMPKINS SONG WHAT WAS IT CALLED AGAIN LET ME THINK OH YES NOW I REMEMBER: 1979 MOBY MIX
THIS THREAD TITLE IS JUST LIKE THAT LINE FROM 1979 MOBY MIX

smashing pumpkins died to me after the Moon tape...

Moon Tape never happened. False flag.

You should go see a doctor about that.

i know a guy

calls himself "Baby Fingers"

Is he a proctologist?

we're not entirely sure what he is, really

shoveling snow sucks

Especially when you have baby fingers.

Enlisting my heavily armed guards to shoot the snow

just made a surprisingly bad ass chicken tortilla soup. all i've eaten for like two weeks is soup of literally every variety. fuck you cold weather.

I made the best burger ever.

That's it, everyone else wrap it up burgers are over.

i was gone and nobody missed me

but it's ok

*sobs*

so i stepped down a day at my job and got another job online plus i've been doing freelance. started working less at my main job last week and had a great week money wise so that's good.

since i've been here:
my laptop broke
i got in a car accident
i got a new (used) car
i bought a laptop but it stopped working after 2 hours
they are sending me a new laptop (its a used business class laptop)
i'm getting my sleep apnea machine next week
i will have a surgery date this week
all i do is work basically

congrats on the sleep apnea machine! i have a friend who died in his sleep from the condition. and my dad made my mom go to a sleep clinic because he said she stops breathing multiple times a night, she finally went and they said she was the worst case they've ever seen and yet she refuses to get a machine, and refuses to offer any justification. i asked her how she would feel if one day my dad was all alone and had to deal with everything on his own just because she was stubborn and she said she won't care at all, she'll be dead. and my dislike for her grew.

i was actually on the verge of making a "Wear is reprise85?" thread

what car accident reprise?

and your mom sounds brutal whatcoler.

yes i didn't meant to ignore the car accident or the surgery, that was insensitive though intentionally so. wishing for the best for you

thanks guys. yeah i have it pretty bad, i woke up 98 times per hour during the test and my spo2 went down to 73%

i actually didn't know they have bipaps (not just cpaps) where it has different pressure breathing in vs out. apparently common for severe cases/cases with very low spo2/lung diseases (asthma). so im getting that one

sure sure

i feel asleep while driving and went into a lady sitting at a red light. no, really. i woke up before i hit her so i at least slowed down a lot. her car is not bad. my car i already junked.

i was already doing the sleep apnea thing but yeah this was just another sign that i need it

god damn rep. that is one shitty week. sorry :/

it's good you slowed down at your main workplace though. even though it sounded like you were doing a great job not letting it get to you too much, the job itself sounds emotionally exhausting.

sending you good thoughts, reprise. that's lots of shit all at once.

I moved into a bigger apartment last week in Foggy Bottom. Having trouble sleeping. Gotta get used to the space.

huh hehe. huhuh. foggy bottom

thanks. it's not only emotionally exhausting, it's physically exhausting. it's starting to wear out my feet and legs. i'm sure it will improve when i lose weight but right now it's starting to become a problem. my feet hurt terribly, the top of my feet. i think i might have arthritis. my legs are just sore i can live with it but it sucks.

it's nice to not be working so much but it also means i have to hustle every day to earn money, and i'm always working or looking for work online. i've done really well the past 10 days, like i had a $200 day which is pretty insane considering i'm used to making 12.50 an hour. and i made $130 the next day. today i made about $115. more than i'd make at my regular job and it didn't involve dealing with any customers or being on my feet, and i did other stuff thru the day too like go to therapy and pet my cat.

plus i have to self-start now. i have to work, or i get no money. i can't just show up somewhere and get paid. i cant slack off, i wont get shit.

but it's good. i feel more in control and i'm happy i have worth besides counting money and dealing with angry people.

cool :) i know that feeling with a new place. pretty soon you'll be all settled in

also i've been telling social security to stop sending me disability money for 6 months but they kept sending it to me, so i've just been letting it sit there (since i'll need to pay it back). finally today they sent me all this paperwork about how they need to evaluate if i'm still disabled. DUMBSHITS IVE BEEN TELLING YOU I'M NOT JUST FUCKING STOP GIVING ME MONEY. but they are questioning back a couple months earlier then they should (i should have to pay back dec-march but they are questioning my earnings from oct-marcfh) so now i have to send everything to them so I don't have to give them extra money back and it's so annoying it really is. i have to send them 6 months of paystubs and medical expenses and look through records and whatever and i wanted to do this in fucking december but no they just waited until they saw my tax return i guess

i am very grateful that they subsidized my life when i needed it but i dont anymore and i just want it to be over with. except medicare i still need that. and i get to keep it for like 7 years or something.

that sounds so FUCKING annoying, i don't think i'd have the patience to deal with it. i salute you

wow this is scary. fortunately no one got hurt. hopefully the machine helps. you need your sleep.

Damn, sending all the good vibes your way!
Sleep apnea sounds absolutely terrifying, i'm sorry :(