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FoolofaTook 03-28-2019 08:59 AM

dude, elph, hang in there. give it some time. you went for walks: go on longer walks, with music. and give the ecstasy a break. i know you feel crappy and i'm not trying to question your feelings, but at least some of this is due to coming off that stuff.

FoolofaTook 03-28-2019 08:59 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by smashingjj (Post 4504358)
could you give us some 'typical white women behaviour' characteristics please

bashfully raises hand

smashingjj 03-28-2019 09:11 AM

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Originally Posted by yo soy el mejor (Post 4504362)
i'm not here to teach

I'm not asking you to teach, just to clarify what you just described

genuinely interested

myosis 03-28-2019 01:19 PM

elphie come and chat tonight in discord

yo soy el mejor 03-28-2019 01:23 PM

uh oh you're in big trouble, mister

Disco King 03-28-2019 01:32 PM

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Originally Posted by myosis (Post 4504397)
elphie come and chat tonight in discord

Yeah, live-stream that shit

vixnix 03-28-2019 01:59 PM

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Originally Posted by Elphenor (Post 4504353)
I am going to kill myself I think

I mean I met some other lady idc though this is it

Just give yourself one more week; count down the days as they pass

Imagine if you killed yourself and only one week later you would have felt better

Just give yourself one week

Disco King 03-28-2019 02:35 PM


yo soy el mejor 03-28-2019 03:04 PM

i had that song stuck in my head for a year. even tommy was sick of it. god, i hate that song.

chickitty-chine at the chinese chicken

Disco King 03-28-2019 04:51 PM

Barenaked Ladies are sinisterly catchy.

Add to that the fact that in Canada, there is this undue reverence for our few popular domestic bands, particularly amongst the middle aged, and it makes bands like this and the Tragically Hip unescapable.

Thankfully even Canadians draw the line at Nickelback, though. We don't typically correct people who mistakenly believe they are American. You guys can have them.

vixnix 03-28-2019 06:48 PM

how do you guys feel about moxy fruvous, these days?

I still love King of Spain. I'm ashamed, but I do. There, I said it.

Elphenor 03-28-2019 08:01 PM

I hit rock bottom

snorting coke with guys that could have easily murdered and robbed me

drank so much and then the Real Sad kicked in as I entered oblivion wide awake...it can all be so much worse

no more drinking

Disco King 03-28-2019 08:38 PM

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Originally Posted by vixnix (Post 4504436)
how do you guys feel about moxy fruvous, these days?

I still love King of Spain. I'm ashamed, but I do. There, I said it.

I've actually never heard of them and had to Google them. I assume anything connected to Jian Ghomeshi can't be looked at with much fondness in 2019, though.

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Originally Posted by Elphenor (Post 4504445)
I hit rock bottom

snorting coke with guys that could have easily murdered and robbed me

drank so much and then the Real Sad kicked in as I entered oblivion wide awake...it can all be so much worse

no more drinking

Jesus, dude, a breakup after a six-month relationship should not cause you to "hit rock bottom."

You should be snorting coke for fun, not out of despondency.

yo soy el mejor 03-28-2019 09:11 PM

i did coke in the backroom of a gas station with the owner and his friend after it had closed. i had just purchased beer from the place as it was closing up.

elph is making me remember how much i liked coke.

reprise85 03-28-2019 10:36 PM

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Originally Posted by Elphenor (Post 4504445)
I hit rock bottom

snorting coke with guys that could have easily murdered and robbed me

drank so much and then the Real Sad kicked in as I entered oblivion wide awake...it can all be so much worse

no more drinking

stop that would you

vixnix 03-29-2019 05:14 AM

Received a B at school. It hurts. Im not dealing with the endless distractions of life very well. In Sydney I did a lot better, because I hired a babysitter to help me. And also my husband was around.

Its been 47 days since he was here last. And another 28 until he arrives back for good. It looks like he has a job offer and will go straight to work when he gets here, which is a relief, but also quite hard for him. Hes doing his normal job, trying to find a new job, selling all the furniture and household crap, and painting the apartment. He needs a break, but I have a feeling the new job will want him to start straight away.

Im unmedicated and living with my parents and my kids without my main support person, and Ive gone back to school full time. I keep flip flopping between I need to go see someone ASAP to organise these thoughts and Is therapy an extravagance? Could I just journal everything and make to do lists? Could it really be that easy?

In some ways living with my parents had been a helpful trigger to re examine my past traumas and see all the ways my life has been affected by my upbringing. But it is pretty brutal. The kids are OK but not great. We really need to find a house and we keep inching closer...but its just so painfully slow.

vixnix 03-29-2019 05:16 AM

Twenty years ago Id be out bingeing like Elph, drowning away the confusion and the hurt and the fear.

Now I just do a shit job on my homework and drink herbal tea and sleep like the dead

Am I middle aged now?

smashingjj 03-29-2019 06:57 AM

middle aged? we're all fucking geriatric here. even 'young Elph' is about 68

Elphenor 03-29-2019 07:45 AM

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Originally Posted by Disco King (Post 4504450)



Jesus, dude, a breakup after a six-month relationship should not cause you to "hit rock bottom."

You should be snorting coke for fun, not out of despondency.

I think the E burned out my serotonin receptors or something

I just woke up that day feeling abysmal

and my depression just takes the form of these obsessive fixations on women that don't want me anymore

I got some other woman's # that night while she was on a date lol

also nah coke sucks I did like 3 bumps though

Mals Marola 03-29-2019 08:29 AM

sympathetic as always, elephant

yo soy el mejor 03-29-2019 09:30 AM

elph is just rottenugly 5 years later

smashingjj 03-29-2019 10:20 AM

sympathetic as always, y s e m

Elphenor 03-29-2019 03:32 PM

usually takes 2 months to start feeling better I read

I'm one month through so ill just focus on surviving the next month

yo soy el mejor 03-30-2019 08:12 AM

i was accepted into a program at school for poor and first-generation college students (I am both!) that provides auxiliary advising and other things that focus on moving into a higher education program. i've decided to chase a phD in linguistics. :s

the interview following my application was this week and i was voted in by the program faculty. :bananamac

FoolofaTook 03-30-2019 08:25 AM

yeah, ok, just wait until i drop the parentheses bomb on them

ilikeplanets 03-30-2019 10:35 AM

Good luck at school, that's pretty sweet. It's possible to rip right through a PhD program if you have the extra time. My dad got his in 9 months!

smashingjj 03-30-2019 12:25 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by yo soy el mejor (Post 4504565)
i was accepted into a program at school for poor and first-generation college students (I am both!) that provides auxiliary advising and other things that focus on moving into a higher education program. i've decided to chase a phD in linguistics. :s

the interview following my application was this week and i was voted in by the program faculty. :bananamac

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Originally Posted by FoolofaTook (Post 4504567)
yeah, ok, just wait until i drop the parentheses bomb on them

now that you mention it. I'm no phd chaser but I believe 'false bullshit' is a double negative, isn't it? does that mean if you call someone out on their 'false bullshit', does that mean you actually agree with them? interesting.

FoolofaTook 03-30-2019 12:46 PM

i have a phd in grammer (took me nine hours) and i can conform that yes, this is veritably true.

smashingjj 03-30-2019 01:08 PM

well shit. let's just say I don't wish you bad luck, y s e m

reprise85 03-30-2019 02:38 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by yo soy el mejor (Post 4504565)
i was accepted into a program at school for poor and first-generation college students (I am both!) that provides auxiliary advising and other things that focus on moving into a higher education program. i've decided to chase a phD in linguistics. :s

the interview following my application was this week and i was voted in by the program faculty. :bananamac

congrats


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