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Elphenor 03-27-2019 05:33 PM

I mentioned that to her and she got like irately jealous actually

wtf

what a crazy lady

yo soy el mejor 03-27-2019 07:06 PM

you're a blowhard, dude.

yo soy el mejor 03-27-2019 08:01 PM

just got word via email i was offered the job at the disability access center at the community college i used to attend.

i left my last job after 18 months cause my new boss was an absolute asshole who behaved like a typical white woman with a little bit of power who also fancied herself a progressive. our relationship was tense and unproductive and i ended up getting fired the last day of february. but before any of that, i had taken some issues to my union rep including my boss changing my job duties (thus breaking the contract) without a pay increase. honestly, i might have been okay with this if she weren't so awful.

anyway, my union lawyer still dealt with this for me and ended up getting me 4 weeks of pay and the firing is officially considered a resignation. as if that last part matters...

FoolofaTook 03-27-2019 08:03 PM

so i guess this means cee-dub has one less phone bill to worry about

yo soy el mejor 03-27-2019 08:04 PM

OMGLOL

yo soy el mejor 03-27-2019 08:34 PM

you pretend to have a problem when he says problematic bullshit yet you revel in and repeat it and aren't so different yourself. eat shit, poor little rich boy.

FoolofaTook 03-27-2019 08:46 PM

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

yo soy el mejor 03-27-2019 09:01 PM

exactly.

Elphenor 03-27-2019 10:01 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by yo soy el mejor (Post 4504285)
you're a blowhard, dude.

tru

yo soy el mejor 03-27-2019 10:31 PM

how punk

ilikeplanets 03-27-2019 11:03 PM

started listening to podcasts at night again. i really shouldn't be staying awake until 12 or 1 am but i don't have very much down time and i really enjoy them. averaging about 5 hours of sleep though so it's probably not very sustainable. oh well.

Elphenor 03-28-2019 12:46 AM

I ran into her and she rejected me again

I wasn't trying to run into her

Idk what to do

I can't survive this

Elphenor 03-28-2019 12:48 AM

Suicide is the only option

buzzard 03-28-2019 01:04 AM

To sleep perchance to endlessly run into her only to be rejected again and again.

Not worth the risk.

ilikeplanets 03-28-2019 01:15 AM

this time next year you won't care nearly as much, and in 5 years you'll struggle to remember the details of the "relationship"...especially if you keep it up with the one-two memory punch of ecstasy and alcohol. just breathe and get a little meaner.

Elphenor 03-28-2019 02:38 AM

I am going to kill myself I think

I mean I met some other lady idc though this is it

buzzard 03-28-2019 02:48 AM

You were like this about the friend from high school, too, but how important did she turn out to be within a fairly short time frame?

smashingjj 03-28-2019 07:30 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by yo soy el mejor (Post 4504296)
behaved like a typical white woman

could you give us some 'typical white women behaviour' characteristics please

smashingjj 03-28-2019 08:21 AM

or examples

yo soy el mejor 03-28-2019 08:39 AM

i'm not here to teach

FoolofaTook 03-28-2019 08:59 AM

dude, elph, hang in there. give it some time. you went for walks: go on longer walks, with music. and give the ecstasy a break. i know you feel crappy and i'm not trying to question your feelings, but at least some of this is due to coming off that stuff.

FoolofaTook 03-28-2019 08:59 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by smashingjj (Post 4504358)
could you give us some 'typical white women behaviour' characteristics please

bashfully raises hand

smashingjj 03-28-2019 09:11 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by yo soy el mejor (Post 4504362)
i'm not here to teach

I'm not asking you to teach, just to clarify what you just described

genuinely interested

myosis 03-28-2019 01:19 PM

elphie come and chat tonight in discord

yo soy el mejor 03-28-2019 01:23 PM

uh oh you're in big trouble, mister

Disco King 03-28-2019 01:32 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by myosis (Post 4504397)
elphie come and chat tonight in discord

Yeah, live-stream that shit

vixnix 03-28-2019 01:59 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Elphenor (Post 4504353)
I am going to kill myself I think

I mean I met some other lady idc though this is it

Just give yourself one more week; count down the days as they pass

Imagine if you killed yourself and only one week later you would have felt better

Just give yourself one week

Disco King 03-28-2019 02:35 PM


yo soy el mejor 03-28-2019 03:04 PM

i had that song stuck in my head for a year. even tommy was sick of it. god, i hate that song.

chickitty-chine at the chinese chicken

Disco King 03-28-2019 04:51 PM

Barenaked Ladies are sinisterly catchy.

Add to that the fact that in Canada, there is this undue reverence for our few popular domestic bands, particularly amongst the middle aged, and it makes bands like this and the Tragically Hip unescapable.

Thankfully even Canadians draw the line at Nickelback, though. We don't typically correct people who mistakenly believe they are American. You guys can have them.

vixnix 03-28-2019 06:48 PM

how do you guys feel about moxy fruvous, these days?

I still love King of Spain. I'm ashamed, but I do. There, I said it.

Elphenor 03-28-2019 08:01 PM

I hit rock bottom

snorting coke with guys that could have easily murdered and robbed me

drank so much and then the Real Sad kicked in as I entered oblivion wide awake...it can all be so much worse

no more drinking

Disco King 03-28-2019 08:38 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by vixnix (Post 4504436)
how do you guys feel about moxy fruvous, these days?

I still love King of Spain. I'm ashamed, but I do. There, I said it.

I've actually never heard of them and had to Google them. I assume anything connected to Jian Ghomeshi can't be looked at with much fondness in 2019, though.

Quote:

Originally Posted by Elphenor (Post 4504445)
I hit rock bottom

snorting coke with guys that could have easily murdered and robbed me

drank so much and then the Real Sad kicked in as I entered oblivion wide awake...it can all be so much worse

no more drinking

Jesus, dude, a breakup after a six-month relationship should not cause you to "hit rock bottom."

You should be snorting coke for fun, not out of despondency.

yo soy el mejor 03-28-2019 09:11 PM

i did coke in the backroom of a gas station with the owner and his friend after it had closed. i had just purchased beer from the place as it was closing up.

elph is making me remember how much i liked coke.

reprise85 03-28-2019 10:36 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Elphenor (Post 4504445)
I hit rock bottom

snorting coke with guys that could have easily murdered and robbed me

drank so much and then the Real Sad kicked in as I entered oblivion wide awake...it can all be so much worse

no more drinking

stop that would you

vixnix 03-29-2019 05:14 AM

Received a B at school. It hurts. Im not dealing with the endless distractions of life very well. In Sydney I did a lot better, because I hired a babysitter to help me. And also my husband was around.

Its been 47 days since he was here last. And another 28 until he arrives back for good. It looks like he has a job offer and will go straight to work when he gets here, which is a relief, but also quite hard for him. Hes doing his normal job, trying to find a new job, selling all the furniture and household crap, and painting the apartment. He needs a break, but I have a feeling the new job will want him to start straight away.

Im unmedicated and living with my parents and my kids without my main support person, and Ive gone back to school full time. I keep flip flopping between I need to go see someone ASAP to organise these thoughts and Is therapy an extravagance? Could I just journal everything and make to do lists? Could it really be that easy?

In some ways living with my parents had been a helpful trigger to re examine my past traumas and see all the ways my life has been affected by my upbringing. But it is pretty brutal. The kids are OK but not great. We really need to find a house and we keep inching closer...but its just so painfully slow.

vixnix 03-29-2019 05:16 AM

Twenty years ago Id be out bingeing like Elph, drowning away the confusion and the hurt and the fear.

Now I just do a shit job on my homework and drink herbal tea and sleep like the dead

Am I middle aged now?

smashingjj 03-29-2019 06:57 AM

middle aged? we're all fucking geriatric here. even 'young Elph' is about 68

Elphenor 03-29-2019 07:45 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Disco King (Post 4504450)



Jesus, dude, a breakup after a six-month relationship should not cause you to "hit rock bottom."

You should be snorting coke for fun, not out of despondency.

I think the E burned out my serotonin receptors or something

I just woke up that day feeling abysmal

and my depression just takes the form of these obsessive fixations on women that don't want me anymore

I got some other woman's # that night while she was on a date lol

also nah coke sucks I did like 3 bumps though

Mals Marola 03-29-2019 08:29 AM

sympathetic as always, elephant


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