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What happens to a lot of 19 year olds like me, is that they live a sheltered life, and then they meet a messed up girl who fucks them over hardcore and then they have to suffer in agony for 2 years before they can start drinking and meeting people. This has happened to all my underage friends and myself. |
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And my friends post will have like 25 fucking likes and Obama left a comment and the UN shared it. |
like I kept wishing I lived in a city with a high concentration of netphorians for a long time but I realized I'd be just as alone and never see anyone
Like I mean I actually did and everyone was sick of me by the time I quit and went home I am not somebody who can hold it together for more than a few hours at a time and generally even that's a stretch In my case I think the government should have just went "nope" and had me snorted when my parents had the bright idea to have a kid in their 40s Some of those Chinese ideas are not insane |
alcohol is nice and all, but don't kid yourself. it's not going to make your life any better on any kind of long term basis, and has the potential to make it terrible. you sound very naive.
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i mean i have like 100 friends on face book and i think about 50 of them are from netphoria i might as well just die |
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what does your therapist say when you tell him/her this? |
I mean on the other hand I am still glad I have my three boards and my occasional twice a year visits in actual life with people from them
I can't imagine how much deeper in despair is be on a daily basis if I didn't get that as well as rack up likes and favs on the social media |
It's not about drinking itself, it's about getting into Rock clubs and shit so I can meet people who are like me.
"Spitting on the streets Numb hands and feet Nowhere to go They wont let us into the shows" -The Fall |
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1 of the remaining 2 I met on adult friend finder There are worse ratios you could have |
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First day of summer semester is tomorrow so I'll be heading off soon. Can't wait for the wondrous tapestry of terribleness my brain will cook up tonight while I'm unconscious. |
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i mean fuck life |
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I just never meet people who like the things I like.
I feel like I should be from another generation. |
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i feel like you are not quite having a realistic look at yourself right now is all im saying. |
i'm just a lurker and i can attest that i have seen trots talking about having good friends irl
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Yeah he's way better off than I am
Let me get so,em of that attention You all know much I need it |
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Lol. Im already damaging my bodies with the psychedelics I think.
And Id rather have a damaged body than a dead one which is how sober people who dont fit in end up. |
How soon is now?
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I gotta get a filter that removes people more than five years older or younger from my consciousness
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i mean, i did that for a long time and yeah i was able to have a fairly active social life but at the same time i remember nothing from those interactions so i don't think it was worth much i mean i literally have no memory of the first time i slept with a guy in a way i'm thankful for all that cause i was probably going to kill myself and didn't because of drugs |
I was saying this same shit two years ago.
It's like some people just don't fit in and are doomed to be lonely. That's what makes me want to off myself. I don't want to just live life as a fucking loser until my stupid loser body dies. |
"See Ive already waited too long
And all my hope is gone" |
Every time I see an attractive girl I get all anxious and I hate myself.
Why can't I just talk to her? I just want that anxiety to go away. Its the worst feeling in the world. |
Like. Ive slept with attractive girls. Why is it so hard for me to just talk to one?
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The first girl I slept with didn't remember it and I barely remembered it.
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what the fuck is this, shut the fuck up you goddamn kid fuck all you talk about is sex shut the fuck up already
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