Been on the no food love hunger strike. Hope it helps me loose weight so I can find someone new and not die alone. That's all I have to contribute.
gonna turn 28 this year. no spring chick. |
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pretty sure he's including himself in that
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i just turned 29 a few days ago. feels kinda weird. |
Happy Belated Birthday Erica! Hope it was a good one.
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thank you
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one day closer to DEATH
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This kind of thought process is very unhelpful. I am eating very small amounts spaced out. I'm just not hungry. That was a lie, I do get hungry I just refuse to eat for now.
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kelsome when was the last time you saw a therapist?
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Also it's creepy that you know my name but I don't know yours. |
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There probably isn't anything that looks more like depression than my multiple attempts to put on my makeup everyday
You'd think I'd be getting a little better |
you and me both, sister.
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i just wanna cover a couple blemishes and not look sallow.
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I'm mostly struggling with with covering my beard shadow without looking like Powder
And not stabbing myself n the eyeball when I do eyeliner And not getting nail polish all over my entire right hand Oy vey |
ugh i have the same problem with nail polish. i h8 it. i'll paint my left hand with my right and it looks great, right? then i fuck my right hand using my left so i just take it all off. pretty much all my polish goes to waste that way.
i like using clear polish for that reason. or this stuff: http://pics2.ds-static.com/prodimg/464484/300.JPG not only do nails look clean and pretty, but chipping is never visible. chipped polish reeks of grungy teenager to me probably because i always sported nasty chipped polish in h.s. |
I mostly go clear with this "nail protein" stuff that promises to keep my nails from always breaking since they've always been brittle
But dammit I want black nails It sucks that I can do my toes perfect but nobody's ever gonna see my dumb nasty big toes |
this thread is for telling people how much you want to kill yourself, not sharing makeup tips.
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Every thread is whatever anyone wants it to be
The internet is a magic playground |
makeup seems like kind of a fun thing to be into.
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kind of like the way women have a much wider selection of sex toys.
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intense thread
that vixnix/pavement/trotsky interaction made me squirm |
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Did i do bad again chamfuck
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Ah, i'm going to see my therapist today. I'm just going through a breakup with a live-in bf.
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If i may, maybe ask about ways to derive self worth from other sources than a bf. It seems from your posts, breakups trigger major troughs
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not saying anyone did bad
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Yeah she keeps telling me about self worth. I must be dumb and can't get it through my thick skull. Or it can't be attained. Whatever. Work will save me.
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no it won't
you can do it or whatever...boys r dum |
i really wish i was one of those sad people who just threw themselves into work
my life would be no less miserable but at least i wouldn't be such a loser |
You could always throw yourself unto a train track.
Though don't. I mean you'd probably fail at that too. |
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But that might just be me trying to justify what will be long years if I'm to continue on the psychology career path. Since I'm already doing 50-60 hour weeks between work/school/homework/studying and I'm just getting started. |
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I have problems with self worth. Only I don't have personal relationships so my self worth is basically based on what happened at work/school that day which is not really good either. Like I got suspended from work (mandatory) after being short $60 and it's hard to not just think I'm an idiot who can't count and should just drop out of school and kill myself. If this would have happened a year or so ago I would have felt that way without knowing it's out of proportion. Now I still feel that way sometimes but know it's crazy talk. |
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i see losers as people like banana and nimrod. people who are unrepentant jerks who somehow think they are some kind of gift to mankind.
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me and mr. rhino are "losers" |
i dont see it that way. i like you guys. but i guess if you guys are "losers" than so am i.
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no friends, no fems, no life, no joy
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