This is a sad thread about me being sad

[redbreegull]

oh and it can be difficult (read:impossible) to orgasm on mdma

[buzzard]

It'll be okay. He gyms.

[Disco King]

Wasn't planning on sex stuff anyway, but just being all high and cuddling would be nice.

Except the deepest darkest secrets stuff. I don't want people to know my fears, worries, regrets, or locations of the bodies.

[redbreegull]

my dude. do not worry. when you are on mdma you will want her to know all those things

[redbreegull]

edit: redacted (too high to post)

[Shallowed]

Originally Posted by fuzzyroes

Electric kits really do help qualm the desire of playing.

jfc dude

[Cool As Ice Cream]

i concur.

[Shallowed]

I came, I saw, I concurred.

[teh b0lly!!1]

Originally Posted by fuzzyroes

The worst things about electric kits are the cymbals . You just can't recreate the intricacies and live sound of a symbol on an electric kit.

i dunno how ya'll called out 'qualms' when there's this timeless gem itt

[smashingjj]

[Cool As Ice Cream]

"qualm your symbols!"

[LaBelle]

Originally Posted by Shallowed

I came, I saw, I concurred.

Unless you're on MDMA then you only see and concur.

[redbreegull]

Originally Posted by teh b0lly!!1

i dunno how ya'll called out 'qualms' when there's this timeless gem itt

the fact that he spelled it the right way first almost makes it worse

[yo soy el mejor]

Originally Posted by wHATcOLOR

didn't read the whole thread (sorry about that) -- my quick thoughts --

- didn't realize you were so young
- i understand you're saying you are overly emotional and that this is having a huge negative impact on you, but this is a narrative you've created about yourself. you can ultimately decide whether or not to let something impact you to this degree. it's not an easy thing to accept or believe right away, but there is a lot of great writings out there on this you could read
- do you feel medication is warranted here? particularly if it's making you feel worse. sounds like the normal coping skills anyone needs to develop as they grow up and deal with suboptimal things are really the right kind of thing to focus on
- i second the v-drums suggestion -- your obsession with jimmy has always amused me, but it's clearly rooted in a deep passion and doing what you can do have an outlet for this passion is really important.. one way or another, finding a way to drum is likely going to be healthy for you

good luck hombre

perfect response. wish i had thought of it...especially the bolded parts.

[Elphenor]

Originally Posted by Disco King

Re: MDMA acquired some recently and am thinking of trying it out with a lady who's cool with drugs.

You will talk a whole lot of nonsense but it'll feel excellent

I hope you don't comedown the way I do though, I had to quit

[fuzzyroes]

Originally Posted by redbreegull

oh and it can be difficult (read:impossible) to orgasm on mdma

It's hard to even get a hard-on on MDMA, Viagras a must if you're gonna try to get laid on it.

[fuzzyroes]

Originally Posted by redbreegull

my dude. do not worry. when you are on mdma you will want her to know all those things

Maybe so. But the thing that sucks about MDMA is that the comedowns really fucking harsh. That's why once it starts wearing off people always wanna do more, and before you know it it's 8 in the morning. And you're coming down awfully and think "oh man, why did I tell her all that shit"

[fuzzyroes]

Originally Posted by Elphenor

I hope you don't comedown the way I do though, I had to quit

Yeah man, that's the worst part of it for sure. It's one of the things that makes coke better.

[fuzzyroes]

Originally Posted by teh b0lly!!1

i dunno how ya'll called out 'qualms' when there's this timeless gem itt

To be fair, I spelt it right in the first part of my response

[Eulogy]

Man where was this

I was hammered at Mardi Gras in St. Louis when I was 20 and cops wrote me a ticket and told me not to let it ruin my day

[Eulogy]

At the time I was mad they wrote the ticket but the cuffs and everything seems very unnecessary in your situation

[Disco King]

He was a danger to himself. His harms had to be restrained from pouring any more of that substance that is deadly until your 21st birthday into his mouth.

[qwerty sp]

You can drink in Australia when we're 18
And believe me, we do

[buzzard]

If only your desiccated farms could say the same.

[ohnoitsbonnie]

Originally Posted by qwerty sp

You can drink in Australia when we're 18
And believe me, we do

I partaked at the time

[FoolofaTook]

Originally Posted by fuzzyroes

It's hard to even get a hard-on on MDMA, Viagras a must if you're gonna try to get laid on it.

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Originally Posted by fuzzyroes

It's hard to even get a hard-on on MDMA, Viagras a must if you're gonna try to get laid on it.

Originally Posted by fuzzyroes

It's hard to even get a hard-on on MDMA, Viagras a must if you're gonna try to get laid on it.

Originally Posted by fuzzyroes

It's hard to even get a hard-on on MDMA, Viagras a must if you're gonna try to get laid on it.

Originally Posted by fuzzyroes

It's hard to even get a hard-on on MDMA, Viagras a must if you're gonna try to get laid on it.

Originally Posted by fuzzyroes

It's hard to even get a hard-on on MDMA, Viagras a must if you're gonna try to get laid on it.

Originally Posted by fuzzyroes

It's hard to even get a hard-on on MDMA, Viagras a must if you're gonna try to get laid on it.

Originally Posted by fuzzyroes

It's hard to even get a hard-on on MDMA, Viagras a must if you're gonna try to get laid on it.

[FoolofaTook]

Originally Posted by fuzzyroes

It's hard to even get a hard-on on MDMA, Viagras a must if you're gonna try to get laid on it.

.

[FoolofaTook]

Originally Posted by Cool As Ice Cream

"qualm your symbols!"

Heh.

[noyen]

"COVFEFE!"

[Ram27]

Originally Posted by wHATcOLOR

didn't read the whole thread (sorry about that) -- my quick thoughts --

- didn't realize you were so young
- i understand you're saying you are overly emotional and that this is having a huge negative impact on you, but this is a narrative you've created about yourself. you can ultimately decide whether or not to let something impact you to this degree. it's not an easy thing to accept or believe right away, but there is a lot of great writings out there on this you could read
- do you feel medication is warranted here? particularly if it's making you feel worse. sounds like the normal coping skills anyone needs to develop as they grow up and deal with suboptimal things are really the right kind of thing to focus on
- i second the v-drums suggestion -- your obsession with jimmy has always amused me, but it's clearly rooted in a deep passion and doing what you can do have an outlet for this passion is really important.. one way or another, finding a way to drum is likely going to be healthy for you

good luck hombre

Never thought about it like that. My first reaction was to freak out and I never thought about just...forcing myself to not. I'll have to look some of that stuff up

Admittedly the medication was a bit of a cop out. I kinda fucked up the story a bit -- I started therapy and got prescribed before all this happened, but stopped going and never took the pills (I was feeling great, why bother) until after this happened. I really only took them regularly for a week.

Originally Posted by Eulogy

Man where was this

I was hammered at Mardi Gras in St. Louis when I was 20 and cops wrote me a ticket and told me not to let it ruin my day

Originally Posted by Eulogy

At the time I was mad they wrote the ticket but the cuffs and everything seems very unnecessary in your situation

This was in Indiana. I couldn't believe my fucking eyes when the guy got his handcuffs out. Ridiculous. The cop was actually talking and joking with me a bit, which felt odd given how overly escalated the situation was

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Thanks for all the advice guys. Helped way more than anyone I actually talked to in real life about this