don't ask me anything

[pavementtune]

hey "Claire" - congrats on taking the piss and all, but it's not a huge accomplishment to troll me, you know. I'm dumb as a brick!

[Rafalski]

what r talkin about pavey i wasn't trolling anyone

Originally Posted by pavementtune

hey "Claire" - congrats on taking the piss and all, but it's not a huge accomplishment to troll me, you know. I'm dumb as a brick!

Oh that sucks
I mean if it's accurate
A lot of ppl thought I was trolling at first and I would give the benefit of the doubt but it would suck to see someone doing this for troll purposes

[Rafalski]

im not trolling??

i dunno what exactly leads you to believe this

[Rafalski]

i dont appreciate my identity being called into question like this w/o any reason as to why?

I dunno a moderator said you were I take authority figures at their word

Also I didn't say you were just that it would suck if you were

[Rafalski]

it would be fucking horrible if I were, that would be a really shitty thing to pretend

i dont get why pave said this either?? like pave and I have talked on TC over the last like week almost and have been friendly w/ each other and im not sure why she would think this about me?

i mean if you found my facebook somehow that uses my birthname because I'm not out to most of my family yet. if you want my tumblr url I could PM it to you pave and you could see that i have in fact been out there since like early march after a decade long struggle with my gender identity? it's kinda upsetting i dont know what i did that lead you to this conclusion and id like to talk to you about it

[Rafalski]

like please i want to clear this misunderstanding up ASAP because its really upsetting me that this would even be said

Don't worry about it too much
One of my closest friends didn't totally believe me until earlier this year (I came out in Oct 2013)
He still used the right name and pronouns just in case but he was basically convinced I was gonna just say it was a big joke

[Rafalski]

that makes me feel better thanks

i just like i like pave a lot shes super cool and enjoyed chatting with her and it makes me sad that she thinks i would lie like this?? fuck im feeling feelings too hard right now

[LaBelle]

It's those hormones getting on top of ya.

[Rafalski]

jesus it probably is im a fucking wreck about this tbh

[Trotskilicious]

i dont think pave is aware you are transgender

so chill out

[Trotskilicious]

@caic, wed give you pos rep for saying that to belte

Well she said she was in this very thread before paver made her post

[Rafalski]

Okay look I'm gonna make this post and shit and then I'm gonna fuck off for awhile because I guess that's what you all want

back on the oboard yeah I lied about a lot of shit. I fully admit. I was borderline sociopathic probably. in 2008 when the board opened I was 15 years old. I was 15 and I lied on the internet about a lot of shit.

yeah I did. I admit it. I take full responsibility for it. I am very sorry for being 15 years old and lying on the internet about stuff. I am deeply sorry and it was stupid of me to do. I was a fucking mentally ill 15 year old and I lied a lot on the internet. I did it a lot.

Fucking just, it's been almost 8 years. Fucking like, I'm 22 now and going thru HRT and trying to get my shit together and w/e

fuck

[pavementtune]

hey oh what happened.

see I don't actually care what things you said in the past or even the past few days - no harm done, at all.

thing is, apparently I was the only one around who did not question anything at all - like HRT. because in my head, that surely isn't a thing anyone would use for "trolling."

so either way, as Raf or Claire - it didn't mean to jump on you like "woa fuck you, you troll" - not at all. More like "look at me, you can probably tell me anything you want to, and I'll believe it, still learning the internet, just how naive am I." more like that.

all good now?

[buzzard]

Originally Posted by Rafalski

I'm the hip cool piece of shit troll cam

The life of a self-proclaimed troll is fraught with peril.

I mean that's presumably basically the same reasons people thought I was bullshitting probably except I don't even have the excuse of discontinuing my trolling before I was like. Well, 30

[Trotskilicious]

christ

[toase]

Originally Posted by Elijah Moon

Tell us more

lol

Originally Posted by Trotskilicious

christ

What

I mean I'm bad at talking and doing what Im trying to do but surely you understand why I'd want to attempt in my own way to be reassuring to someone coming out as trans right

[Eulogy]

I doubt that was directed at you. Maybe pavementune.

[Mayfuck]

if we are talking about anything less than a clint barton level of pathological lying then i think you'll be fine

[Rafalski]

i juste wanted to make fucking frirneds and shit and i liked all of you in the TC crew and fuck im sorry okay im deeply sorry just fucking i dunno im sorry

[Eulogy]

Originally Posted by Rafalski

i juste wanted to make fucking frirneds and shit and i liked all of you in the TC crew and fuck im sorry okay im deeply sorry just fucking i dunno im sorry

Relax. No one but pavementune has said anything that could conceivably be construed as negative.

[Eulogy]

I don't know what the TC crew is though

[Eulogy]

And I know being told to relax can be infuriating but uh

It's ok. No one is mad.