ilikeplanets death watch thread

[Bread Regal]

let's put the pieces together. i've never heard her mention being employed, and she can't afford gas or vehicle registration renewal, but apparently always has drugs. she's going on a water fast which i'm pretty sure is motivated by being broke, not any sort of potential health benefit. and i seem to recall that she doesn't pay for drugs, but rather gets them for free from men whose motives are not explicit, but pretty easily inferred.

i mean if none of this is true, that's some epic trolling. but somehow i don't think that's the case.

[reprise85]

it's true i talked to her on the phone and her friends on facebook back when i made ILP deathwatch part 1

ilikeplanets deathwatch

[Bread Regal]

oh that's right there was another thread just like this wasn't there.

[reprise85]

i think the water fast is motivated by anorexia however i have come around to the idea that giving her loads of attention in an attempt to get her to do something is not a great idea

[MyOneAndOnly]

Is it really that bad?

[Shallowed]

Originally Posted by Bread Regal

and i seem to recall that she doesn't pay for drugs, but rather gets them for free from men whose motives are not explicit, but pretty easily inferred.

Ah shit.

[Bread Regal]

Originally Posted by reprise85

i think the water fast is motivated by anorexia however i have come around to the idea that giving her loads of attention in an attempt to get her to do something is not a great idea

well they do have a baker act in bammer.

[Trotskilicious]

she's bein cool

[pavementtune]

Do you still have her phone number, reprise?

[Sonic Johnny]

Hey guys what do you think happened to Catherine Wheel?

[reprise85]

I don't. It was on my old phone.

[slunken]

fill us in with more details reprise so we can help

[pavementtune]

How about you ask her since she's been reading the threads just now.

Hi ilikeplanets, btw.

[slunken]

i was pretty bummed that one time she wanted to start telling gnarly drug stories as a challenge and i called her out on so she lurked for 30 minutes and dipped. thread never to be bumped again.

[slunken]

i still want to hear those gnarly depraved tales

[pavementtune]

As much as I occasionally can enjoy such stories, it's really about how they are told.
If someone thinks it's cool and keeps "bragging" and is actually still living in the middle of a gnarly depraved tale, it's not really fun to listen to it.

Bye, ilp.

[vixnix]

She told a drug story about her mother in that thread. it was disappoint.

[pavementtune]

del

[slunken]

Originally Posted by pavementtune

If someone thinks it's cool and keeps "bragging" and is actually still living in the middle of a gnarly depraved tale, it's not really fun to listen to it.

i think that makes it more fun for the casual audience

[TuralyonW3]

Tough love from bread regal

[ilikeplanets]

Holy shit

[ilikeplanets]

I just don't see how a water fast will kill me, it's like a giant reset button if you don't fuck it up by caving in.

[pavementtune]

Originally Posted by Bread Regal

you know how whenever you read about doing any sort of fast, there's something that says you should consult a doctor about it before starting?

yeah well, what's the over/under on ilp actually having seen a doctor.

also you know why you should see a doctor prior to starting a fast? because they'll tell you it's an awful fucking idea.

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Originally Posted by Starla

This isn't a matter of someone without an eating disorder taking on a fast. She has indicated here that she struggles with an eating disorder and drug addiction for a long time. It is hard to not say anything to someone who intermittently shows up on a forum and talks about how they are killing themselves with starvation and drugs. Clearly you see the difference between a simple health fast for a person who has no issues vs. a person who does, and should not be fasting because they are already sick and underweight?

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[ilikeplanets]

Originally Posted by slunken

i was pretty bummed that one time she wanted to start telling gnarly drug stories as a challenge and i called her out on so she lurked for 30 minutes and dipped. thread never to be bumped again.

i shot up a psychedelic called 2C E. I also injected 2C B and 2C P, but 2C E was the most intense BY FAR. I don't have a mg scale so I eyeballed about a fourth of my 50 mg bag so that's about....12 mg in one shot. 12 mg in one shot. People EAT that much and hallucinate pretty well (I have!). I don't know why I didn't dose a lot less, I guess I just thought I could handle it. I "could" but from the moment my friend pushed the plunger down into my arm (I rarely use a tourniquet) all the hair on my body stood straight out and the walls turned into worms and crawled out of sight. I somehow made it to the couch and proceeded to experience what I can only describe as a trip that matched the intensity of DMT but left me feeling the opposite both physically and mentally. Ego death certainly happened....there was no me, no thoughts, no concept of consciousness....I was just witness to the massive hallucinations that overdose triggered. Apparently that peak lasted 2 hours, where I didn't move or speak but to occasionally glance over at my roommate and ask if he was okay, as he had done the same thing I had. Except he shot himself with it! When the effects leveled out a few hours into it, the experience was like a nice acid/mescaline trip (that's how shooting 2C B feels in general) but with a horrrrrrrible body load. I was gripping my heart during that first rush; whenever I did notice my body it was either my rapid heartbeat or my cramping muscles that I could feel. I have felt completely swooned by injecting opiates, but no drug has penetrated me quite so deeply. Except for DMT, but that is so much more compassionate. I don't know how to end the story....we came down and words still can't properly express how powerful that was.

[pavementtune]

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Originally Posted by reprise85

can i just say again you can be any weight and die from water fasting if you dont get any vitamins or minerals which are vital for your heart to keep a steady beat

[ilikeplanets]

Anyway about the water fast. I didn't start at midnight but it'll begin upon awakening tomorrow. I'm not underweight anymore, I'm at the average recommended weight for my height but it's a litttttle big for my tastes so I just want to lose some of the pounds that obviously aren't muscle and clean out my system from some of the crap I've been eating and drugs I've been using. Nothing drastic, just 15-20 pounds until my belly is flat again. I'm even gonna give up caffeine, but probably not weed. In my previous fasting/anorexia experience, weed actually curbs hunger from me for some reason and alleviates any pain from detox symptoms or hunger pangs. So does roxi but I can't afford as many as I'd like. I can't sell plasma during the fast since my sugar always gets too low. But I want to do this fast to prove that I have mental control over some physical habits I need to break. Drastic changes reqiure drastic measures, especially for someone as lackadaisical as I am. If I can survive this then I am going to receive many healing benefits, some of them emotional. I need to learn to deal with some of the things nothing short of an extended fast can stir up.

[pavementtune]

So are you saying you're actually doing a complete (besides weed) drug detox?
No shooting, no meth, no MDMA, no nothing?

[ilikeplanets]

I'm not sure, since I am growing mushrooms in the closet which will be ready during this time period and I plan to use them...and I have a few other things in my stash I might deplete but I will definitely stay away from the stimulants. I don't like the blood pressure tug-of-war that stimulants play with a fasting heart.

[ilikeplanets]

Clarity baby

[pavementtune]

"A few things in my stash, weed, and mushrooms". Clarity, my ass.

Is someone staying with you 24/7? Just in case you swallow your vomit?