There has never been a point in my life

Deadeyes · 03-11-2009, 06:32 PM

Where I believe in as little as I do now...

I mean I relate everything I fucking have, I give someone blind honesty.
But they are so fucking scared. So fucking scared of being real.

We are just sick monkeys for fuck sake. If I can't save one I finally give a shit about what is the fucking point.

And everyone wonders why im walking around like I give less and less of a shit about anything. Where are the people that mean anything anymore?

Nimrod's Son · 03-11-2009, 06:32 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Deadeyes

Where I believe in as little as I do now...

I mean I relate everything I fucking have, I give someone blind honesty.
But they are so fucking scared. So fucking scared of being real.

We are just sick monkeys for fuck sake. If I can't save one I finally give a shit about what is the fucking point.

And everyone wonders why im walking around like I give less and less of a shit about anything. Where are the people that mean anything anymore?

what?

Mo · 03-11-2009, 06:33 PM

What happened?

hnibos · 03-11-2009, 06:33 PM

this isnt the place to find them

hnibos · 03-11-2009, 06:34 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by antipop

What happened?

the way things have been going here, im gonna guess shes not putting out

barden · 03-11-2009, 06:39 PM

shrooooooooooms.

Deadeyes · 03-11-2009, 06:41 PM

Well I care about having an identity and sharing honesty before anything. I don't have any time for all this hidden agenda bullshit, I don't give a shit about most of the people I know because they just want to stay hollow and live some blind life.

These people are just fodder, I can't relate or care about anything really. So I meet someone who gets where I am coming from, who actually turns an introspective eye on this fucking absurdity. But they won't change, I mean you don't just turn your back on your homegrown world if you can't detatch.

I just find it hard to feel if people can be so fucking fickle. How many stupid personas are you supposed to have. It's nonsense, and I don't care if I admit I am truly confused and desensitised by my reality and my purpose.

hnibos · 03-11-2009, 06:43 PM

change into what

Deadeyes · 03-11-2009, 06:48 PM

Into someone that doesn't want to be governed day in and day out by others worlds. She is, I mean im probably the greatest discovery she has made in a psychologically disrupted person and honestly, she is fucking looking to help people because of her own suffering. But actually growing out of that is a different story, I know what I need, I know exactly what I want to give, but she is confused and lost.

Relation is the escape.

Deadeyes · 03-11-2009, 06:55 PM

You know what, I hope I am insane. For all your sakes.

barden · 03-11-2009, 06:55 PM

into a beautiful butterfly?
i like my one more.

Nimrod's Son · 03-11-2009, 06:59 PM

well you're most certainly not making any sense

Nimrod's Son · 03-11-2009, 07:00 PM

oh wait, is this like, a poem or some shit?

barden · 03-11-2009, 07:00 PM

dead eyes r u just like me?

Deadeyes · 03-11-2009, 07:04 PM

All I want to do is share pain huh, just because I can't be happy. But that is bullshit, I can be happy if I can just fucking relate with someone.

So what's the diagnosis for that?

Mo · 03-11-2009, 07:05 PM

Maybe our favorite troll Banana03 is able to cheer you up:

NSFW

Deadeyes · 03-11-2009, 07:10 PM

The future of netphoria is in those loins.

Mo · 03-11-2009, 07:16 PM

I hope he gets neutered.

You Said · 03-11-2009, 07:50 PM

ifuktyourmom · 03-11-2009, 09:09 PM

Suicide help line.
1-800-273-TALK (8255)

Toby · 03-11-2009, 09:12 PM

whose bits?

Brute Squad · 03-11-2009, 09:19 PM

sounds like someone needs to a join a cult that drinks the Kool-Aid

OH YEEEEAAAAHH

ATS · 03-11-2009, 10:24 PM

reprise85 · 03-11-2009, 10:42 PM

Deadeyes, with your attitude you are likely to find solidarity in unhealthy people. All they have to do is come off as genuine and attractive (psychologically, whatever), and you can get really hurt.

duovamp · 03-11-2009, 10:43 PM

HAHA TAKE THAT PBR, BEER OF HIPSTERS! Awesome zinger, man. Totally showed 'em.

Starla · 03-12-2009, 02:00 AM

you have to be anti social if you want to survive in this world
there are too many strange people with hidden agendas
there are too many aliens walking around looking li ke people who are ready to take over the country
the nwo wants your house and to put you in a fema death camp

Deadeyes · 03-12-2009, 03:07 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by reprise85

Deadeyes, with your attitude you are likely to find solidarity in unhealthy people. All they have to do is come off as genuine and attractive (psychologically, whatever), and you can get really hurt.

Yes that is the whole point. Healthy people are mindless, I am not attracted to them, I don't care about their world.

Bonding through mutual interest is love, not this fickle house, car, family shit. Give me someone whos emotions are fucked and can actually detatch and think for themselves. I don't care about normality.

Shallowed · 03-12-2009, 03:45 AM

Have you found Jesus yet?

ciGarski · 03-12-2009, 04:17 AM

is netphoria some sort of cathartic output for you or is this your new schtick or something?

wHATcOLOR · 03-12-2009, 01:32 PM

Deadeyes, should we be concerned that you might go on a shooting rampage?

03-11-2009, 06:32 PM	#1
Deadeyes Apocalyptic Poster Location: Robot Factory Posts: 1,499	There has never been a point in my life Where I believe in as little as I do now... I mean I relate everything I fucking have, I give someone blind honesty. But they are so fucking scared. So fucking scared of being real. We are just sick monkeys for fuck sake. If I can't save one I finally give a shit about what is the fucking point. And everyone wonders why im walking around like I give less and less of a shit about anything. Where are the people that mean anything anymore?

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03-11-2009, 06:33 PM	#3
Mo Shalom y'all Location: Wien Posts: 20,262	What happened?

03-11-2009, 06:33 PM	#4
hnibos Socialphobic Location: I was just reading, right? Posts: 11,417	this isnt the place to find them

03-11-2009, 06:39 PM	#6
barden Braindead Location: The Ghetto Posts: 19,536	shrooooooooooms.

03-11-2009, 06:41 PM	#7
Deadeyes Apocalyptic Poster Location: Robot Factory Posts: 1,499	Well I care about having an identity and sharing honesty before anything. I don't have any time for all this hidden agenda bullshit, I don't give a shit about most of the people I know because they just want to stay hollow and live some blind life. These people are just fodder, I can't relate or care about anything really. So I meet someone who gets where I am coming from, who actually turns an introspective eye on this fucking absurdity. But they won't change, I mean you don't just turn your back on your homegrown world if you can't detatch. I just find it hard to feel if people can be so fucking fickle. How many stupid personas are you supposed to have. It's nonsense, and I don't care if I admit I am truly confused and desensitised by my reality and my purpose.

03-11-2009, 06:43 PM	#8
hnibos Socialphobic Location: I was just reading, right? Posts: 11,417	change into what

03-11-2009, 06:48 PM	#9
Deadeyes Apocalyptic Poster Location: Robot Factory Posts: 1,499	Into someone that doesn't want to be governed day in and day out by others worlds. She is, I mean im probably the greatest discovery she has made in a psychologically disrupted person and honestly, she is fucking looking to help people because of her own suffering. But actually growing out of that is a different story, I know what I need, I know exactly what I want to give, but she is confused and lost. Relation is the escape.

03-11-2009, 06:55 PM	#10
Deadeyes Apocalyptic Poster Location: Robot Factory Posts: 1,499	You know what, I hope I am insane. For all your sakes.

03-11-2009, 06:59 PM	#12
Nimrod's Son Master of Karate and Friendship Location: in your butt Posts: 72,971	well you're most certainly not making any sense

03-11-2009, 07:00 PM	#13
Nimrod's Son Master of Karate and Friendship Location: in your butt Posts: 72,971	oh wait, is this like, a poem or some shit?

03-11-2009, 07:04 PM	#15
Deadeyes Apocalyptic Poster Location: Robot Factory Posts: 1,499	All I want to do is share pain huh, just because I can't be happy. But that is bullshit, I can be happy if I can just fucking relate with someone. So what's the diagnosis for that?

03-11-2009, 07:05 PM	#16
Mo Shalom y'all Location: Wien Posts: 20,262	Maybe our favorite troll Banana03 is able to cheer you up: NSFW

03-11-2009, 07:10 PM	#17
Deadeyes Apocalyptic Poster Location: Robot Factory Posts: 1,499	The future of netphoria is in those loins.

03-11-2009, 07:16 PM	#18
Mo Shalom y'all Location: Wien Posts: 20,262	I hope he gets neutered.

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03-11-2009, 09:12 PM	#21
Toby Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: the mtns Posts: 43,017	whose bits?

03-11-2009, 09:19 PM	#22
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03-11-2009, 10:42 PM	#24
reprise85 Socialphobic Location: Now, I'm not a professional psychologist, but I am an amateur psychologist. And I think that your spontaneous eye-watering may have something to do with your father. Posts: 14,568	Deadeyes, with your attitude you are likely to find solidarity in unhealthy people. All they have to do is come off as genuine and attractive (psychologically, whatever), and you can get really hurt.

03-11-2009, 10:43 PM	#25
duovamp Immortal Location: trawling Atlantis (◕‿◕✿) Posts: 28,995	HAHA TAKE THAT PBR, BEER OF HIPSTERS! Awesome zinger, man. Totally showed 'em.

03-12-2009, 02:00 AM	#26
Starla ***** Posts: 12,633	you have to be anti social if you want to survive in this world there are too many strange people with hidden agendas there are too many aliens walking around looking li ke people who are ready to take over the country the nwo wants your house and to put you in a fema death camp

03-12-2009, 03:45 AM	#28
Shallowed Minion of Satan Location: gagged and bound to a chair in a serial killer's basement but still having a sense of humour about it. Posts: 9,239	Have you found Jesus yet?

03-12-2009, 04:17 AM	#29
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03-12-2009, 01:32 PM	#30
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