I think my dog's death seriously fucked me up

Ihaman · 07-11-2007, 12:12 AM

I was just comparing before it happened to now, and I'm a hugely different person.

That's pretty much it.

sickbadthing · 07-11-2007, 12:14 AM

Oh that clears things up.

Ihaman · 07-11-2007, 12:18 AM

It happened maybe 6 months ago. Before it happened i had a lot of friends and i was a really outgoing positive person.
Since it happened I rarely have any human contact of any kinds and just live routinely and mundanely.

firewoman · 07-11-2007, 12:18 AM

what was your dog's name?

waltermcphilp · 07-11-2007, 12:19 AM

you and Byron Barnes should go bowling.

Ihaman · 07-11-2007, 12:19 AM

Ollie

Man I miss him.

firewoman · 07-11-2007, 12:22 AM

smart looking dog. I'm sorry about your loss

Ihaman · 07-11-2007, 12:23 AM

well it was so long ago, i'm over the loss. I'm just facing this weird fucked up thing that happened to my personality since it happened. I feel like an old widow.

firewoman · 07-11-2007, 12:26 AM

did you get a new one?

firewoman · 07-11-2007, 12:33 AM

sorry. off day

smurfing · 07-11-2007, 12:34 AM

did u suck the adrenaline from his glands while his heart was still beating? that would explain it...

pete · 07-11-2007, 05:32 AM

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Originally Posted by Ihaman

I cant even tell if this is before or after he died, the dam thing looks so miserable. How did the dogs death change your outlook on life?

D. · 07-11-2007, 07:38 AM

i cant imagine losing a pet you loved dearly. most people scoff, but if my cat ever died i would be heart broken.

mirrar · 07-11-2007, 07:49 AM

losing the cat i tamed far too early fucked with me really bad. i retreated into myself for a while after that.

ChristHimself! · 07-11-2007, 07:49 AM

Yeah defo, my dog was being a right wee awkward cunt last night and he really wound me up, but i felt really bad when i got up today and he looked up at me all sad.

ChristHimself! · 07-11-2007, 07:50 AM

he looked at me like this

D. · 07-11-2007, 07:50 AM

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Originally Posted by ChristHimself!

Yeah defo, my dog was being a right wee awkward cunt last night and he really wound me up, but i felt really bad when i got up today and he looked up at me all sad.

yup. even when pets act up, it's still hard to imagine life w/o them.

man, i sound like a puss in this thread. oh well.

Starla · 07-11-2007, 07:54 AM

Sorry you lost your dog

(seriously)

He is trying to communicate with me from the other side. He's very happy right now and fucking 72 virgins. Don't be sad anymore.

Karl Connor · 07-11-2007, 12:06 PM

my dog of 15 yrs died last february. definitely was a paradigm shift of thought in me about mortality and all that shit. yet, yknow,.... he was a dog. so.... kind of goofy to get overly emotional.

but i really miss him though

KrazeeStacee · 07-11-2007, 12:14 PM

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Originally Posted by ChristHimself!

he looked at me like this

hahahaha awww...I hate when my dogs do that. I can never be mad for more than just the instant it takes to see whatever they fucked up.

bardy · 07-11-2007, 12:17 PM

maybe the change in your personality was the cause to your dogs death and not an effect

KrazeeStacee · 07-11-2007, 12:18 PM

Sorry to hear Matt, it's a tragic thing and it never gets any easier.

It doesn't matter if it's a dog or a family member, they become family members and life seems a lot emptier without them around. They're innocent creatures so thinking about them suffering or imagining their last moment of confusion is absolutely heartbreaking. I still cry because I miss Jack so much.

It's definitely something that can change you.

bardy · 07-11-2007, 12:26 PM

Was he there for a large part of your childhood? You could have associated him with your childhood. I had this cat named Violet (she was ugly/funny looking, I have posted pics of her on here before) growing up. I can't remember NOT having her... I think we got her when I was 4 or 5. Anyway... she died the last semester of my senior year in college. Man I was so uspet about it, and none of my friends understood. To them it was "just a cat." I think part of my childhood died with her.

KrazeeStacee · 07-11-2007, 01:02 PM

I'm glad I have friends that understand that stuff and don't think it's "just an animal". I'd punch someone if they tried to give me shit for being so torn up about it.

D. · 07-11-2007, 04:35 PM

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Originally Posted by bardy

maybe the change in your personality was the cause to your dogs death and not an effect

I guess you have to have a problem
If you want to invent a contraption
First you cause a train wreck
Then you put me in traction

Well, first came an action
And then a reaction
But you can't switch around
For your own satisfaction
Well, you put my house down, then got mad
At my reaction

Well, in every complicated situation
You're the human relation
Makin' sense of it all
Take a whole lot a concentration

Well, you can blame my baby
For her pregnant ma
And if there's one of these
On the order for laws
It's that you just can't take the effect
And make it the cause

Well, you can't take the effect
And make it the cause
I didn't rob a bank
Because you made up a law
When you people robbin' Peter
Don't you blame Paul
Can't take the effect
And make it the cause

I ain't the reason that you gave me no reason to return your call
You built a house of cards and got shocked when you saw them fall
Well are you sayin' I'm innocent?
In fact the reverse
But if you're headin' to the grave
You don't blame the hearse
You're like a little girl yellin' at her brother
'Cause you lost his ball

Well you keep blamin' me for what you did
And that ain't all
The way you clean up a wreck
Is enough to get one pause
You seem to forget
Just how this song started
I'm reactin' to you because you left me broken-hearted
See, you just can't take the effect
And make it the cause

Can't take the effect
And make it the cause
I didn't rob a bank
Because you made up a law
Blame people robbin' Peter
Don't you blame Paul
Can't take the effect
And make it the cause

07-11-2007, 12:12 AM	#1
Ihaman Sometimes, though. Location: Hazard, California Posts: 21,274	I think my dog's death seriously fucked me up I was just comparing before it happened to now, and I'm a hugely different person. That's pretty much it.

07-11-2007, 12:14 AM	#2
sickbadthing Out fart the hottie! Location: I have super gonorrhoea Posts: 24,316	Oh that clears things up.

07-11-2007, 12:18 AM	#3
Ihaman Sometimes, though. Location: Hazard, California Posts: 21,274	It happened maybe 6 months ago. Before it happened i had a lot of friends and i was a really outgoing positive person. Since it happened I rarely have any human contact of any kinds and just live routinely and mundanely.

07-11-2007, 12:18 AM	#4
firewoman Ownz Posts: 536	what was your dog's name?

07-11-2007, 12:19 AM	#5
waltermcphilp Socialphobic Location: I DO C-C-C-COCAINE Posts: 11,142	you and Byron Barnes should go bowling.

07-11-2007, 12:19 AM	#6
Ihaman Sometimes, though. Location: Hazard, California Posts: 21,274	Ollie Man I miss him.

07-11-2007, 12:22 AM	#7
firewoman Ownz Posts: 536	smart looking dog. I'm sorry about your loss

07-11-2007, 12:23 AM	#8
Ihaman Sometimes, though. Location: Hazard, California Posts: 21,274	well it was so long ago, i'm over the loss. I'm just facing this weird fucked up thing that happened to my personality since it happened. I feel like an old widow.

07-11-2007, 12:26 AM	#9
firewoman Ownz Posts: 536	did you get a new one?

07-11-2007, 12:33 AM	#10
firewoman Ownz Posts: 536	sorry. off day

07-11-2007, 12:34 AM	#11
smurfing Apocalyptic Poster Location: quit netphor til nov 5, 2007. Posts: 4,360	did u suck the adrenaline from his glands while his heart was still beating? that would explain it...

07-11-2007, 07:50 AM	#16
ChristHimself! mental problems angel Location: i want u 2 caress me like a tropical priest Posts: 20,594	he looked at me like this

07-11-2007, 07:38 AM	#13
D. Consume my pants. Location: Missouri Posts: 36,063	i cant imagine losing a pet you loved dearly. most people scoff, but if my cat ever died i would be heart broken.

07-11-2007, 07:49 AM	#14
mirrar Braindead Location: in our bedroom, after the war. Posts: 19,826	losing the cat i tamed far too early fucked with me really bad. i retreated into myself for a while after that.

07-11-2007, 07:54 AM	#18
Starla ***** Posts: 15,778	Sorry you lost your dog (seriously) He is trying to communicate with me from the other side. He's very happy right now and fucking 72 virgins. Don't be sad anymore.

07-11-2007, 12:06 PM	#19
Karl Connor ADMlNISTRATOR Posts: 18,933	my dog of 15 yrs died last february. definitely was a paradigm shift of thought in me about mortality and all that shit. yet, yknow,.... he was a dog. so.... kind of goofy to get overly emotional. but i really miss him though

07-11-2007, 12:17 PM	#21
bardy Immortal Location: helllllloooooo!! Posts: 20,831	maybe the change in your personality was the cause to your dogs death and not an effect

07-11-2007, 12:18 PM	#22
KrazeeStacee Immortal Location: Sherwood Forest Posts: 21,296	Sorry to hear Matt, it's a tragic thing and it never gets any easier. It doesn't matter if it's a dog or a family member, they become family members and life seems a lot emptier without them around. They're innocent creatures so thinking about them suffering or imagining their last moment of confusion is absolutely heartbreaking. I still cry because I miss Jack so much. It's definitely something that can change you.

07-11-2007, 12:26 PM	#23
bardy Immortal Location: helllllloooooo!! Posts: 20,831	Was he there for a large part of your childhood? You could have associated him with your childhood. I had this cat named Violet (she was ugly/funny looking, I have posted pics of her on here before) growing up. I can't remember NOT having her... I think we got her when I was 4 or 5. Anyway... she died the last semester of my senior year in college. Man I was so uspet about it, and none of my friends understood. To them it was "just a cat." I think part of my childhood died with her.

07-11-2007, 01:02 PM	#24
KrazeeStacee Immortal Location: Sherwood Forest Posts: 21,296	I'm glad I have friends that understand that stuff and don't think it's "just an animal". I'd punch someone if they tried to give me shit for being so torn up about it.