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Old 05-19-2020, 06:28 PM   #511
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Old 05-19-2020, 06:28 PM   #512
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Good news is on the way

 
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Old 05-19-2020, 07:31 PM   #513
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Fucken finally. Ive been waiting for this comment to show up in one of these threads for precisely 593 days now. Thank you

 
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Old 05-19-2020, 07:45 PM   #514
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FUCK THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE

 
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Old 05-20-2020, 10:49 PM   #515
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Old 05-20-2020, 10:55 PM   #516
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Old 05-20-2020, 10:56 PM   #517
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Call me out, it's all I ask
Put me on trial for all that I have

 
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Old 05-20-2020, 11:01 PM   #518
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I can't run anymore, I'm trying
to show you what I am

 
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Old 05-21-2020, 01:24 AM   #519
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Been a while since I’ve know what I wanted
It’s you ‘til the days that we’re rotten

 
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Old 05-21-2020, 01:26 AM   #520
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We just met, girl, I know
but you had me pressed on arrival

 
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Old 05-21-2020, 01:27 AM   #521
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You call me pathetic, at least I tried
Couldn't keep these feelings tucked inside

 
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Old 05-21-2020, 01:27 AM   #522
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I'll keep you safe, girl, hold my arm
I'll bury those who mean you harm

 
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Old 05-21-2020, 01:28 AM   #523
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I’m on ice

 
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Old 05-21-2020, 01:35 AM   #524
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MY HEART'S SO S T I L L

 
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Old 05-21-2020, 02:02 AM   #525
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We'll all float on okay?

 
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Old 05-21-2020, 02:06 AM   #526
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Even if things end up a bit too heavy

 
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Old 05-21-2020, 02:21 AM   #527
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Old 05-21-2020, 02:21 AM   #528
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I'm the same as I was when I was six years old

 
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Old 05-21-2020, 07:08 AM   #529
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Old 05-21-2020, 09:20 AM   #530
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Old 05-22-2020, 10:47 PM   #531
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Old 05-22-2020, 10:48 PM   #532
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A MIND THAT KNOWS ITSELF
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Old 05-22-2020, 10:50 PM   #533
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MY HEART'S SO S T I L L
Because you suffered long enough. Youve spent years alone by this fire, wallowing in your loss, asking your dogs over and over whether they love you. You hoard your pain because the more you suffer, the more the world becomes an outrage. You weep because weeping has become evidence. See what youve done to me! you cry. And you hold court night after night, condemning the circumstances that have condemned you by reliving your anguish. You torment yourself in order to hold the world accountable to your torment.

 
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Old 05-22-2020, 10:51 PM   #534
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And later my macabre joy sours and I’m weeping for myself, unable to find solace in any of this, crying out, sobbing, “I just want to be loved,” cursing the earth and everything I have been taught: principles, distinctions, choices, morals, compromises, knowledge, unity, prayer—all of it was wrong, without any final purpose. All it came down to was: die or adapt.

I imagine my own vacant face, the disembodied voice coming from its mouth: “Help me I am in hell.”

 
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Old 05-22-2020, 10:52 PM   #535
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Old 05-22-2020, 10:56 PM   #536
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i kiss you and i can taste the girlhood i never had
i was dead for 26 years
i feel so, so stupid for waiting
that i am so close to giving up
its ontological fate
every transition is done too late

- - -

and the boys want her but pretend they dont
and write her love letters concealed as threats
and she stops coming to school
and maybe has a quiet overdose
and drops out into camming
and she has a friend like her
and shes broken too
but even when we were assaulted,
again and again
its better to be broken together
even death is tolerable if there is truth
and were truth
and i am so scared that all this possible pain
is still better than being a corpse in a closet
waiting for right moment
not for for me, for everybody else
and even more scared that i did know
but pretended i didnt
a safe and slow rot
seems good enough
right up to the moment of birth

i wish i always were
me
because
hell is fine if i am woman there too

and hell is my truth

 
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Old 05-22-2020, 10:59 PM   #537
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Hello friends

My name is Alice now

 
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Old 05-23-2020, 08:02 AM   #538
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Old 05-23-2020, 08:05 AM   #539
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We talk outside the board, Alice, so I'll keep my HECK YES, I'm happy for you! babbling there.

I do have the urge to do this before someone else does it, someone will, and you'll forgive more easily! (Maybe)

 
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