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Old 08-04-2018, 03:32 AM   #2491
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I'm a grown-ass crying man standing amongst a bunch of dancing people.

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 03:34 AM   #2492
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I lack the neurological hardware to be happy.

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 03:34 AM   #2493
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It's raining outside. At least my tears won't be noticeable.

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 03:36 AM   #2494
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I also lack the neurologival hardware to be fappy. sounds like is time to go home

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 03:36 AM   #2495
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time for a looooonf sleeeep

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 03:39 AM   #2496
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Still haven't worked up the courage to walk through the crowd of happy people to get my bag.

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 03:40 AM   #2497
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gte yo bag

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 03:41 AM   #2498
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GET IT

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 03:46 AM   #2499
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oh man I might throw up

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 04:14 AM   #2500
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guys i hope you start feeling better :/

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 04:47 AM   #2501
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don't throw up in dick-so-king's bag!

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 05:22 AM   #2502
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i wonder what happened. rbg probs threw up and is sleeping by the toilet. dk... ?

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 05:23 AM   #2503
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i did some gravity bong rips and ate a mango. highly recommended.

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 05:46 AM   #2504
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i wonder what happened. rbg probs threw up and is sleeping by the toilet. dk... ?
rbg might realize later today that what he keeps telling fuzzy about being an alcoholic applies to him as well. maybe! (too soon?)



and dk hopefully got his bag with books.
I started having a tiny mp3 player on me for social gatherings a couple of years ago. sometimes I just can't handle it and still have to show up.
standing in a corner for 5 minutes and listening to a The Cure song that is dedicated to this purpose helps.




So I'm clutching it tight
Another glass in my hand
And my mouth and the smiles
Moving up as I stand up
Too close and too wide
And the smiles are too bright
And I breathe in too deep
And my head's getting light
But the air is getting heavier and it's closer
I'm starting to sway
And the hands all on my shoulders don't have names
And won't go away

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 06:38 AM   #2505
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maybe kill each other?

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 03:20 PM   #2506
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rbg might realize later today that what he keeps telling fuzzy about being an alcoholic applies to him as well. maybe! (too soon?)
I'm aware. I don't think I even drink like this because I want to get that drunk, it's like a way to harm myself and show everyone how worthless I am. Or something.

sad thing is I woke up this morning and was basically fine. went to work and now my only problem is I am out of beer again

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 03:24 PM   #2507
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it's like when I feel so bad and negative, I literally cannot figure out how to alleviate those feelings or express my self-loathing other than to get fucked up

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 04:16 PM   #2508
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maybe kill each other?
Good idea, JJ. RBG, you kill me, and I promise I'll return the favour.

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 04:25 PM   #2509
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I don't even get fucked up when I'm sad, because I feel like it'll probably make it worse, rather than alleviate the pain. I rarely get drunk, but I've seen too many drunk crying people (most of them were my father) to be convinced that alcohol is an analgesic.

Most people with social anxiety probably drink to lower their inhibitions, but I'm too terrified of losing control and making an ass of myself, so ironically, my maladaptive fear of embarrassment actually prevents harmful behaviour that usually occurs with the illness.

Most I do is take some edible gummies so I fall asleep quicker and don't have to be conscious and sad as long. Well, I'm probably still sad in my dreams, but I never remember them, anyhow.

I have taken an asparin when feeling sad, because I reasoned that if emotional pain seems to be felt physically as well as mentally (that feeling in your chest when you're heartbroken, for instance), painkillers should alleviate it in a similar manner to how they alleviate physiological pain (I need to find a better word for that— the brain is still part of our physiology).

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 04:30 PM   #2510
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it's a good kinda sad that kicks in

 
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Old 08-04-2018, 06:15 PM   #2511
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sorry bout last night guys I was kind of over the top.

 
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Old 08-05-2018, 12:30 AM   #2512
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Welcome to my world

 
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Old 08-05-2018, 12:41 AM   #2513
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Old 08-05-2018, 05:11 AM   #2514
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I drank a few beers earlier and passed out, then woke up at 3 AM. Now it's 5:44 and I'm listening to Wish. and having one more beer. I think I'm near the end of my bender.

 
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Old 08-05-2018, 06:06 AM   #2515
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Old 08-05-2018, 06:08 AM   #2516
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What show were you at?

 
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Old 08-05-2018, 11:47 AM   #2517
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yes, that's the pressing question

 
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Old 08-05-2018, 05:01 PM   #2518
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I don’t know how people drink so much all the time. You must be as hard a nails, rbg. I drank too much beer two nights in a row because I was with my cousin and 48 hours later I still feel revolting.

 
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Old 08-05-2018, 05:11 PM   #2519
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What show were you at?
It was all local bands.

 
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Old 08-05-2018, 05:17 PM   #2520
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GIVE US NAMES

 
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