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Old 01-10-2012, 10:09 AM   #61
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Old 01-10-2012, 10:20 AM   #62
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i don't even do drugs anymore but i would like to trip again some day for sure and smoke pot occasionally

i cant control myself with downers :/
I don't even feel like I'm on drugs when I'm on downers, I feel like I've become regular again. Perhaps a better way to say that is I get pretty irritated when I don't have any weed.

Pills are the easiest thing to lose track of for me. I never pay attention to how many I take and suddenly I am asleep. It's not really a matter of control, it's more my inability to feel the pills until I've taken enough to knock me out. I'm bad at remaining in the haze..I'm either asleep or sober. It's a relaxing process though

 
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Old 01-10-2012, 10:31 AM   #63
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Old 01-10-2012, 11:13 AM   #64
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I don't even feel like I'm on drugs when I'm on downers, I feel like I've become regular again. Perhaps a better way to say that is I get pretty irritated when I don't have any weed.

Pills are the easiest thing to lose track of for me. I never pay attention to how many I take and suddenly I am asleep. It's not really a matter of control, it's more my inability to feel the pills until I've taken enough to knock me out. I'm bad at remaining in the haze..I'm either asleep or sober. It's a relaxing process though
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Old 01-10-2012, 12:49 PM   #65
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Quitting these is weird too. I haven't been successful entirely but I've taken long breaks. I love pills, but sometimes I cannot fucking think when I have been eating them a lot. When it gets to the point that I don't remember if I'm high or not I think it's break time. That should happen again in a few weeks...

Sometimes benzos make me outrageously angry. Has this happened to you? I find that odd because they are used as anti-anxiety medicine and yet they are increasing my tension. This only happens when I have been using them for many days in a row though, so I guess that's all I need to know.
eh. i don't abuse them but i use them pretty much everyday. i'm chemically dependent. today would've been day 3 but i realized that starting benzo detox 2 days before a 10 day trip to mexico is just asking for trouble. and just the small amout of withdrawal that i've experienced so far is enough to get an idea of what the rest of the week will be like.

full steam when I get back, though. i have special vitamins for withdrawal, and will be receiving treatment out-patient. my parents are ready, i'm ready. not gonna be fun though.

p.s. do you take just hand fulls of pills or do you space them out at all?

 
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Old 01-10-2012, 02:55 PM   #66
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One or two at a time

 
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Old 01-10-2012, 02:57 PM   #67
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I'm bad at remaining in the haze..I'm either asleep or sober.
i've been thinking about this process a lot lately do you have any links handy where i could possibly read more on it?

 
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Old 01-10-2012, 02:58 PM   #68
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and no don't refer me to hypnogogia

 
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Old 01-11-2012, 07:43 PM   #69
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i haven't had a cigarette in thirty-six hours. and won't be having another.
how is it going?

 
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Old 01-11-2012, 10:17 PM   #70
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One or two at a time
how many times a day?

 
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Old 01-17-2012, 04:07 PM   #71
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I am going to stop too. I fear car rides and the urge to light up. Do you do anything to subdue cravings?

 
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Old 01-17-2012, 05:58 PM   #72
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i got twizzlers and when i wanted to smoke i chewed on a few. helped with the oral fixation a little i guess. its been like 18 days now and i'm not having cravings at all except tiny ones when i am driving and see someone else smoking and driving. i actually went past someone at the grocery store today and smelled smoke on them and it made me a little nauseous.

when do you want to plan to stop?

 
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Old 01-17-2012, 05:59 PM   #73
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i got twizzlers and when i wanted to smoke i chewed on a few. helped with the oral fixation a little i guess. its been like 18 days now and i'm not having cravings at all except tiny ones when i am driving and see someone else smoking and driving. i actually went past someone in the store today and smelled smoke on them and it made me a little nauseous. that's probably a good thing.

when do you want to stop?
Have you tried nicoderm?

The gum thing?

Just curious

 
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Old 01-17-2012, 06:10 PM   #74
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When I was in the hospital a few times and couldn't smoke I had them. I've never used them to try and quit, no.

 
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Old 01-17-2012, 06:20 PM   #75
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seventeen days no smokes. no cravings. passed three drunken tests so far. mind you i've been using an e-cig.
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Old 01-17-2012, 08:56 PM   #76
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Does anyone here chew tobacco?

My brother does.

He would leave empty cups/bottles of chew everywhere, it was disgusting.

He also found a couple of cancerous sores in his mouth, and he still continued to chew...

My dad had the same empty bottle/cup/tin habit

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Old 01-17-2012, 08:57 PM   #77
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Then around the house I would find various tins of Kodiak/Copenhagen/Grizzly.

HE would always be like "Damnit, lost my chew!!!"

Then I would find 3 tins and say "Hey, found your dip!"

 
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Old 01-17-2012, 08:58 PM   #78
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When I was in the hospital a few times and couldn't smoke I had them. I've never used them to try and quit, no.
Did they work?

 
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Old 01-17-2012, 09:33 PM   #79
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reprise: I am going to stop tomorrow. I got to a pack every two days, so now I know it's getting out of hand (for me anyway). I feel like i am going to really want to replace the cigs with something else.

Mooney: How much was the e-cig? You recommend it?

 
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Old 01-17-2012, 09:49 PM   #80
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You'll quit eventually. You don't seem to have an uber-addictive personality, so I would enjoy it personally...

No pills for me though or coke/h etc, weed only and some psychedelics when my brain is healthier
psychedelics and weed are probably the worst shit someone with a dissociative disorder could do.

jus sayin'

 
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Old 01-17-2012, 09:53 PM   #81
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reprise is her own therapist

 
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Old 01-17-2012, 11:18 PM   #82
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Well done to everyone quitting so far!

 
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Old 01-18-2012, 01:15 AM   #83
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psychedelics and weed are probably the worst shit someone with a dissociative disorder could do.

jus sayin'
good point on the weed, but i think psychedelics could go either way. wouldn't be for a long time anyway if it ever happens, i'm not in any rush

 
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Old 01-18-2012, 01:17 AM   #84
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Did they work?
Yeah, they definitely took away any cravings and did a little for the oral fixation. Taste horrible though, although maybe that's a good thing. I'm sure there are some better tasting brands out there than whatever I had.

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seventeen days no smokes. no cravings. passed three drunken tests so far. mind you i've been using an e-cig.
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Well done to everyone quitting so far!
thanks

kelsome, keep us updated, gl

 
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Old 01-26-2012, 09:34 AM   #85
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I have a month now

How are you doing kelsome and Mooney?

 
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Old 01-26-2012, 10:36 AM   #86
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Bad. I'm smoking right now.

 
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Old 01-26-2012, 11:05 AM   #87
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4th day no cigarettes. last night in my dream i played an electric guitar rendition of happy birthday to tim.

 
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Old 01-26-2012, 01:14 PM   #88
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still having them when i drink

i've also had about two sober ones in the last couple of weeks.

whatev. progress is being made.

 
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Old 01-26-2012, 02:43 PM   #89
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You guys are all kickin' ass.

 
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Old 01-26-2012, 03:42 PM   #90
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Bad. I'm smoking right now.
perhaps a new strategy? e-cigs?

 
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