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Old 05-26-2017, 11:37 PM   #9271
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Old 05-26-2017, 11:53 PM   #9272
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Old 05-27-2017, 12:16 AM   #9273
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Old 05-27-2017, 12:40 AM   #9274
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p sure it's not

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 12:42 AM   #9275
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what are your guys' experiences with benzodiazepines?

i took one or two a few months ago and it was as fucked up as i ever was in my life. like, i couldn't remember anything that happened for like 1-3 days, was feeling really phased out and weird, couldn't get it up, etc

it was during a night of drinking though

it was interesting to explore but i don't think i wanna do that again anytime soon

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 12:46 AM   #9276
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I have been on benzos since 2005 off and on. currently on.

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 12:48 AM   #9277
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Mixing with alcohol is a bad idea... I used to pop Xanax bars and drink insane amounts and black out.... It is a wonderous drug for panic attacks and social anxiety

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 01:01 AM   #9278
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it was really fun in the moment, but the aftermath of being fuzzed out for like 3 days is a bit alarming

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 01:02 AM   #9279
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yeah I think I recently regaled everyone with the tale of how I drank a bunch and then took a xanax, couldn't focus my eyes on the screen to play video games with my friend, accidentally tipped the pizza guy twice (I think? I don't even remember us ordering the food....) and then had to run away from the door so I didn't vomit on him

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 01:03 AM   #9280
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that was in 2015 I'm a different person now

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 01:03 AM   #9281
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sike where's the tramadol

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 01:15 AM   #9282
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5 hours ago

former friend with benefits: I have to go to sleep soon
me: ok





now (2:19 AM)

*5 hours into a convo sending me Rihanna music videos and talking about masturbation











 
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Old 05-27-2017, 01:15 AM   #9283
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wtf is going on

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 01:24 AM   #9284
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Does anyone feel completely alone in this life?

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 01:25 AM   #9285
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I don't like benzos. They just knock me out and when I wake I'm groggy all next day.

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 01:27 AM   #9286
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Does anyone feel completely alone in this life?
Yes. I have no friends. Literally.

It's ok I listen to Xasthur and watch Totoro.

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 01:31 AM   #9287
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wtf is going on
She's has two boyfriends

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 01:31 AM   #9288
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yeah I think I recently regaled everyone with the tale of how I drank a bunch and then took a xanax, couldn't focus my eyes on the screen to play video games with my friend, accidentally tipped the pizza guy twice (I think? I don't even remember us ordering the food....) and then had to run away from the door so I didn't vomit on him
Last year I took some xanax and drank after a fight and I remember looking up at the drop ceiling after crying and it was fuzzy and then I slept

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 01:57 AM   #9289
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Yes. I have no friends. Literally.

It's ok I listen to Xasthur and watch Totoro.
That can't add up to happiness

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 02:00 AM   #9290
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She's has two boyfriends
ok this is what my sis says (she is crazy so I take this with a grain of salt):

my friend is confused. duh. but this shit just really came to the surface for her, as opposed to me, who has been obsessing over it for months. so I need to keep talking to her regularly and not let her fall off the map again, but it's NOT time to offer an ultimatum yet. she needs to ruminate on what has happened, and there is a built in ticker on this thing too, cause she is supposed to go back to Asia in September. So she said I need to hold my horses and be patient for the time being

thoughts?

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 02:04 AM   #9291
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Is that fair to you? What do you want? I mean other people can be so fickle. It's a good interpretation but the problem is that people tend to project their own lives into it ya know

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 02:21 AM   #9292
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it's never been fair to me. She has apologized to me 20 dozen times since last weekend for being a bad friend and not treating me how I deserve. I don't know what to say. I know this is bad, but it's not about what is fair to me or what is "right" at this point, I see it being about what is the best way to show her I am the one she should be with

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 02:22 AM   #9293
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rbg i think you're placing too much emphasis on your actions, thinking that something you might do (or not do) is going to affect the whole trajectory of your conjoined futures.

if she really is interested in you as you are in her, and if she's ready to abandon her relationship, it'll happen over time on her own terms. just try not to rock the boat too hard meanwhile.

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 02:22 AM   #9294
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I mean tbh if I were going to treat this as an issue of fairness to me, I would have told her to get fucked 2 years ago and never talked to her again. It has sucked for me so long, maybe waiting a few more months before jumping off a skyscraper is doable

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 07:44 AM   #9295
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ok this is what my sis says (she is crazy so I take this with a grain of salt):

my friend is confused. duh. but this shit just really came to the surface for her, as opposed to me, who has been obsessing over it for months. so I need to keep talking to her regularly and not let her fall off the map again, but it's NOT time to offer an ultimatum yet. she needs to ruminate on what has happened, and there is a built in ticker on this thing too, cause she is supposed to go back to Asia in September. So she said I need to hold my horses and be patient for the time being

thoughts?
I agree with your sister.

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 08:39 AM   #9296
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I mean tbh if I were going to treat this as an issue of fairness to me, I would have told her to get fucked 2 years ago and never talked to her again. It has sucked for me so long, maybe waiting a few more months before jumping off a skyscraper is doable
You need to tell her to get fucked and just put the ball in her court. The uncertainty doesn't seem to be healthy for you bro

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 08:40 AM   #9297
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Your sister's advice is fucking horrible and will only lead to misery

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 08:40 AM   #9298
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Think about all the people you've potentially missed out on while texting her for eight hours every day

 
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Old 05-27-2017, 08:41 AM   #9299
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I have listened to all 552 episodes of savage love. I am An Expert

 
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