how do you know you're not a sociopath

[null123]

or at least a narcissist

[D.]

def a narcissist. on the internet. and probably in real life.

but then, i don't like too much attention. like, the dude in elite gymnastics was talking on his tumblr about the time he decided to hang up the "fuck real life" shirt because he was out and some kid saw it and asked his dad what "fuck real life" means and he felt uncomfortable.

i like attention that i can control, if that makes sense.

[D.]

we went to a gay bar tonight and some guy told me i have a nice cock in the bathroom.

[null123]

are you talking about j_brooks

[D.]

yeah

i love reading his 'personal' blog.

he says 'like' too much tho

I have surprisingly few of the list of narcissist symptoms from what I remember when I checked
I thought it just meant self obsessed but there was a lot of shit that just did not apply to me

[D.]

i feel like i can't break the ice in a group setting until i make a well-thought out joke that everyone hears and laughs at.

then i'm like, "fuck yes, i'm the funny guy."

b's cousin told me tonight that he liked that i was "incredibly down to earth" and un-self-conscious.

Originally Posted by D.

he says 'like' too much tho

I do not see this as a problem

[D.]

i mean, it helps because it feels like i'm reading how he would talk in a conversation but sometimes it's too much

[null123]

i was upset when i realized my irl friend liked elite gymnastics. i was doing a good job of pretending hipinoin didn't exist

[D.]

i found out an e-acquaintance likes them and we had a little bond over it.

apparently he's dating grimes now and someone "ask"ed him about how a "fat/ugly guy got the girl" and i was like who the fuck is that rude

[null123]

j_brooks came up

[D.]

*tear*

i remember real friends

[noyen]

that make me happy hearing elitegz guy is dating grimes. she seems sweet and he seems like he deserves some real love. its cute and i hope they have a goth baby.

[noyen]

i like both their musics a lot. elitegz 2 is better than the plain jane mixes. i love that the lyrics are like love letters.

[D.]

andreja 4 ever or whatever that song is. that shit is pretty coll.

It was fun recognizing some of the spoken word stuff is verbatim posts that he made years ago on the board

Grimes and elite gymnastics is the show I need Xanax for so don't have an anxiety attack before getting on the train

Who I'm really happy for here is blood diamonds
A real fat guy making me proud of my curves

[noyen]

here in heaven makes me cry.

[noyen]

blood diamonds is coll too. i thought he was with her for a while. hes
from kansas, right? im from kansas. we can hang.

[D.]

i'm not a huge fan of blood diamonds.

wait... are you really from kansas? I grew up in Kansas!

[null123]

maybe i should use my most recent hipionion account again. i made some freaky radfem posts before but i could try to fit in

[noyen]

Originally Posted by D.

i'm not a huge fan of blood diamonds.

wait... are you really from kansas? I grew up in Kansas!

yep im a jayhawker. born in topeka. then moved to germany and then charlottesvile and came back between age 6-8 and lived in fort leavenworth. i had a fucked up experience living there but largely a good time. i loved it there even though a lot of bad things happened to me there. it was a fun place to be a kid and get in trouble. last and only time i had a dog was there. all i wanted in life at that point. fluffy, my shetland sheep dog. had to give her away when we moved back to germany.

[noyen]

i like ssion too.

Originally Posted by Charmbag

maybe i should use my most recent hipionion account again. i made some freaky radfem posts before but i could try to fit in

Brooks made a thread about like wishing porn was illegal that obviously got him a lot of shit but I then again they ran off ontheradio for talking about being a feminist basically so maybe just pretend to be a dude :l

[null123]

ayyyyye jayhawks my dad is from Abilene i used to have to go there all the time but my grandparents hate me now

[D.]

Originally Posted by noyen

yep im a jayhawker. born in topeka. then moved to germany and then charlottesvile and came back between age 6-8 and lived in fort leavenworth. i had a fucked up experience living there but largely a good time. i loved it there even though a lot of bad things happened to me there. it was a fun place to be a kid and get in trouble. last and only time i had a dog was there. all i wanted in life at that point. fluffy, my shetland sheep dog. had to give her away when we moved back to germany.

grew up in kck suburbz; not a bad place for the whole innocent childhood thing. hopped the border to missouri when i was 18 and became a traitor mizzou dude. ever been to the royals or chiefs stadiums over here?

i've been to ft leavenworth and topeka both, once.

[null123]

Originally Posted by Graveflower

Brooks made a thread about like wishing porn was illegal that obviously got him a lot of shit but I then again they ran off ontheradio for talking about being a feminist basically so maybe just pretend to be a dude :l

pretending to be a dude is the soundest strategy any woman could ever have in any situation

I mean that wasn't really a suggestion

[D.]

Originally Posted by Charmbag

ayyyyye jayhawks my dad is from Abeline i used to have to go there all the time but my grandparents hate me now

there was a local band called Abilene for a brief period (2005-2009 or so), pretty average pop rock stuff.

never been there.

[D.]

Originally Posted by Charmbag

maybe i should use my most recent hipionion account again. i made some freaky radfem posts before but i could try to fit in

i try to contribute (in the leak thread sometimes) but i get ignored 99% of the time. unless it;s the book thread, then i'm only ignored 98% of the time.