Friday/Saturday drunk or otherwise thread

[redbreegull]

I work with some crazy saws at work now so it's given me some new and gruesome things to ruminate.

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Originally Posted by yo soy el mejor

other days i pace around the platform and pop my head over the tracks every so often to see if the train is coming. when the train is approaching i get a little worried and excited (in the original sense of the word) that i might lose my mind for a second and jump.

it's just freaky that it should be so easy. the mind of a commuter wanders a lot - nothing else to do.

what about windows on tall buildings
I always look down and imagine myself falling down

but

Originally Posted by redbreegull

I don't even mean that in a depressing oh woe is me way. I'm just so used to thinking about it that it often crosses my mind in a completely casual, emotionally disconnected way.

[redbreegull]

actually heights freak me out a bit. The thoughts still do occur to me when I am up high somewhere, but I am scared of going close to a high edge and I would never never kill myself like that

[MyOneAndOnly]

so drunk. home from work and thought I'd have just one...

LOL

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I'm very afraid of heights, but it's like the abyss calling me

I also imagine the bus I take to visit my parents falling from the cliff/road

http://www.salini-impregilo.com/stat...grantes-11.jpg

[teh b0lly!!1]

Originally Posted by scottytheoneand

so drunk. home from work and thought I'd have just one...

LOL

i love this post so much. LOL!

[teh b0lly!!1]

Originally Posted by redbreegull

I work with some crazy saws at work now so it's given me some new and gruesome things to ruminate.

for some time now i've been having this strange recurring thought that seemingly bled into my mind from nowhere at all, where i insert my fingers into a bread slicer machine. it's really offputting

[reprise85]

Originally Posted by redbreegull

actually heights freak me out a bit. The thoughts still do occur to me when I am up high somewhere, but I am scared of going close to a high edge and I would never never kill myself like that

pretty sure if i ever do it it'll be jumping. i do get weak impulses to jump sometimes, also at times to drive my car into something. i used to be into chemical means but physical means are so much more lethal. only problem is the mess but :shrug: really the best way is gun but i don't believe i'd pass a background check and it's hard to do it in a way that wouldn't really fuck up whoever found you. have to do it in a car in a parking lot overnight or something. though i suppose if i jumped off of something the person who found me would have a hard time of it, too

of course this is all very passive but i do have it just like you guys do, unfortunately.

[buzzard]

As tempting as it is to contribute sweet suicide method suggestions, it'd be a bit shit if somebody was so taken by one of my ideas that I ended up burdened with vague and fleeting feelings of guilt.

[reprise85]

it's not as if we are coming up with novel ways suicidal people have never thought of

but yeah i get what you're saying, it'd be shitty if someone took one of our ideas to heart

[teh b0lly!!1]

i always had this mental barrier of, "i won't be able to kill myself with a gun cause i can't get a gun"

but the other day it occurred to me that getting one illegally probably isn't very difficult. it almost brings me comfort. god we're all so fucked up here

[reprise85]

i'm really not too sure. i'm sure i could get one here but not the legal way or illegally through anyone i know, so i'd have to ask on craigslist or something lol

[reprise85]

on a lighter note my university got flooded yesterday (library, breezeway and parking lots under water) where they had to close everything and then today they closed at 2pm to continue working on the library and also because more bad storms were forecasted. the mall also got flooded, which is like 5 miles away, so it was fairly widespread flash flooding. obv south florida gets torrential rain a lot, so it's a testament to how bad this was that it fucked everything up.

we have an onion-type online newspaper thing that had a great headline/story:

God Throws Good Friday Pool Party in Boca

made me laff

some other good headlines

Absentee Voter Gives Up on Democracy Due to Lack of Sticker
BREAKING: Student Finds Parking Spot
Report: Dickwad Squirrels Move for Nobody
Jeb Bush to Run for FAU Student Body President

[reprise85]

i also got a 76 on a test but 93 and 100 on two others, with one more i'm waiting for results on

[redbreegull]

I played an open mic tonight and that 20 year old girl I was interested in awhile back brought a boy and made out with him during my song! p. gross

[duovamp]

Sounds like she wants ur d bro.

[run2pee]

Originally Posted by reprise85

on a lighter note my university got flooded yesterday (library, breezeway and parking lots under water) where they had to close everything and then today they closed at 2pm to continue working on the library and also because more bad storms were forecasted. the mall also got flooded, which is like 5 miles away, so it was fairly widespread flash flooding. obv south florida gets torrential rain a lot, so it's a testament to how bad this was that it fucked everything up.

we have an onion-type online newspaper thing that had a great headline/story:

God Throws Good Friday Pool Party in Boca

made me laff

some other good headlines

Absentee Voter Gives Up on Democracy Due to Lack of Sticker
BREAKING: Student Finds Parking Spot
Report: Dickwad Squirrels Move for Nobody
Jeb Bush to Run for FAU Student Body President

That's a funny article, brought the hoots

Must be fun to write for

[ilikeplanets]

The call of the void....ah so romantic!

[FoolofaTook]

sounds nihilistic to me. like an immortal song title or something.

[buzzard]

The Call of the Northern Void (of Frost)

[teh b0lly!!1]

so, the girl i've been seeing broke up with me via text.
it's because she believes in jesus and i don't.

it's stupid and i shouldn't feel this way but it still punched a hole in me. why do i even bother

[reprise85]

but did you get head

[reprise85]

just kidding, sorry man.

[redbreegull]

she didn't believe in jesus enough to not fornicate though

[teh b0lly!!1]

i know right
can't make sense of it

[teh b0lly!!1]

it probably made me feel bad because of how much it triggered the memory of reading "teh letter" from my ex.

[redbreegull]

Rejection hurts even if you've only been seeing each other a short time. I'm so anxious about this woman having a bad time on our upcoming thing and not wanting to hang out again. I might even cry. Probably be depressed for days. Sometimes I think there are regular people, and people who feel everything ten times deeper than regular people. Pretty much everyone here is the second category.

[redbreegull]

also your ex broke up with you in a letter? that's pretty lame

[teh b0lly!!1]

it was worse than that, actually

but fuck that dumb bitch. hello anger phase.

[redbreegull]

how long ago did you guys break up?