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06-22-2017, 06:21 AM | #31 |
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I spilled water on the floor then when I refilled an ice cube tray last night. I used ice, salt, and dish soap to clean my chemex
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06-22-2017, 08:06 AM | #32 |
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nerthing
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06-22-2017, 08:21 AM | #33 |
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The only thing that's wrong right now is that my life is almost TOO good.
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06-22-2017, 08:21 AM | #34 |
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Bragpost not intended as a bragpost.
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06-22-2017, 02:24 PM | #35 | |
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Hopefully I'm just overreacting to a rough couple of weeks. |
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06-22-2017, 02:25 PM | #36 |
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06-22-2017, 05:32 PM | #37 |
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06-22-2017, 05:52 PM | #38 |
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06-22-2017, 05:57 PM | #39 |
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Re-post from the music board, but since no one reads it, fuck it.
I just went to buy tickets for Queens of the Stone Age in October and they've already sold out. I hate life sometimes. I get so few opportunities to go out and have a good time and this one flies right out the window before I even have a chance. I'm just going to be over here stewing in my corner for the next few hours. |
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06-22-2017, 06:04 PM | #40 | |
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06-22-2017, 06:26 PM | #41 | |
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i feel you on a lot of it because most of it is stuff i myself tend to repeat in my head all day. but it's ok to feel that way, even if a large portion of it is false. |
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06-22-2017, 06:42 PM | #42 |
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Your life is built up from a traumatic event. It's like, a few bricks in the foundation but the house that's being built on top is beautiful and has many rooms
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06-22-2017, 07:01 PM | #43 |
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thanks guys i appreciate the encouragement. even if i think every one of those things is true
my life has moved on from the traumatic event in a lot of ways. it just sucks because whenever i have movement it's like LOL YOU HAVE ISSUES OVER THIS for everything. recently it's been about talking to others, like i'm not "supposed to" make friends with people, people aren't supposed to voluntarily want my company. so yesterday for example i realized i've kinda fallen into a small group of people that hang out before my one class, which is a great thing, but just realizing this made me dissociate for the past day. it's like this for almost everything. but there are a lot of things it used to be like this for, but isn't anymore. like being around children is a big one. it used to be so hard for me for terrible reasons i won't go into. now it's usually no big deal |
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06-22-2017, 07:16 PM | #44 |
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Do you attribute any of your healing to netphoria?
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06-22-2017, 07:16 PM | #45 |
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Also where's my joke
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06-22-2017, 07:19 PM | #46 |
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netphoria taught me to not take things personally
and just having a place to interact with people, even over a computer, was really important for me. still is. it's different than just commenting or being in some huge community. we know each other for a long time, and then there are new people, but it's small enough to be pretty personal |
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06-22-2017, 07:19 PM | #47 |
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06-22-2017, 07:23 PM | #48 |
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On Sunday?
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06-22-2017, 07:29 PM | #49 | |
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i feel those feelings one way or another, too. it boils down to my just not feeling good enough to deserve anything good. but i go for shit i want, anyway. it just causes me anxiety to freaking exist sometimes. but, just, but, just. |
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06-22-2017, 07:33 PM | #50 |
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Yeah I constantly struggle with wanting to give up. But like, if I give up at this point in life I'm gonna really give up. So things would have to get pretty bad first. But I still think about it all the time. I wonder if that feeling ever goes away.
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06-22-2017, 07:36 PM | #51 |
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pay now or pay later
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06-22-2017, 07:36 PM | #52 |
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then we die
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06-22-2017, 07:49 PM | #53 |
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Can't I leave my debts to be paid by whoever is my liable next of kin? that would be swell.
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06-22-2017, 07:50 PM | #54 |
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that's why we get high
cause you never know when you're gonna go |
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06-23-2017, 03:24 AM | #55 |
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