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run2pee · 08-09-2018, 08:58 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by teh b0lly!!1

specifically now i haven't smoked in about a week, but generally speaking i have been smoking these days. i was doing as well as i'd ever been for a while, but the past few months it's like something finally snapped in me and my mental state has been plummeting rapidly. undeniably and inescapably. weight loss (4-5 kg now), inability to find pleasure in nearly anything, sleeping problems, many thoughts of ending it, disassociation, apathy, relentless physical and emotional fatigue. honestly i'm basically completely incapacitated these days and do only a little bit less than the bare minimum i must do to get by. hence the weight loss. i simply cannot do anything more.

with that in mind, i kinda stopped caring about the whole 'drugs are bad mkay' thing. i smoke weed because it is literally the only thing that helps take the pain away. for just a little while. it's literally almost like physical pain. i do not respect myself for being that weak and avoidant, but there simply is no other way right now. internally i feel like i'd given up on life a while ago, and am no longer a participant in it the way other people seem to be.

sorry i know it's the same old samey bullshit. that's why i've been refraining from posting about it. but you asked.

Sorry man, i feel u

i hope the winds change for you soon

Glad the smokies are helping a little bit

Ihaguitar · 08-09-2018, 10:15 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by FoolofaTook

Cheer up Teh B0lli. Neige loves TSP. All is right in the universe!

The Smashing Pumpkins – Siamese Dream (Virgin, 1993)
“It’s my favourite record of all time. The songwriting is exceptional, the songs are so complex, the guitar-lines are incredible. It’s the first record I heard that had so many major chords; it has this summery, happy feel that unlocked something in my mind. I thought heavy music had to be dark and angry, but what I hear in this record is the most ecstatic sound. I got very inspired by this record, especially for the first album. I tried major chords myself after hearing this.”

Who?

FoolofaTook · 08-09-2018, 10:41 AM

Ihaguitar · 08-09-2018, 10:42 AM

Man or woman?

vixnix · 08-09-2018, 11:14 AM

I had a limoncello margarita today, it was good, but they added extra limoncello to it, and I lost my feckin glasses overboard, so the alcohol really finished me off.

FoolofaTook · 08-09-2018, 11:49 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Ihaguitar

Man or woman?

Arch-Mage, bitch.

qwerty sp · 08-09-2018, 09:23 PM

Watch the potty mouth

FoolofaTook · 08-10-2018, 01:08 AM

he started it, trying to talk shit about alcest

pshaw!

Fonzie · 08-10-2018, 03:47 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by vixnix

I had a limoncello margarita today, it was good, but they added extra limoncello to it, and I lost my feckin glasses overboard, so the alcohol really finished me off.

There’s a lot missing from this story.

Shallowed · 08-10-2018, 04:13 AM

yes hello i am drunk

Cool As Ice Cream · 08-10-2018, 04:23 AM

that's great

hi

FoolofaTook · 08-10-2018, 04:24 AM

i'm high

Cool As Ice Cream · 08-10-2018, 04:25 AM

high on life

Cool As Ice Cream · 08-10-2018, 04:25 AM

university of life

Cool As Ice Cream · 08-10-2018, 04:25 AM

life
oh life

Cool As Ice Cream · 08-10-2018, 04:26 AM

especially when i'm in a park

smashingjj · 08-10-2018, 04:38 AM

Lijf
Olijf

Shallowed · 08-10-2018, 04:39 AM

yes hello

Shallowed · 08-10-2018, 04:40 AM

i can speak your language

Shallowed · 08-10-2018, 04:40 AM

wait no i cant

Shallowed · 08-10-2018, 04:40 AM

what in fukc are yous aying

Cool As Ice Cream · 08-10-2018, 04:41 AM

body
olive

LaBelle · 08-10-2018, 06:56 AM

Mojitos are the best goddamn.

Shallowed · 08-10-2018, 12:12 PM

Here ago again on my own
Going down the only poads I've ever known

Shallowed · 08-10-2018, 12:13 PM

"poads" is a word you auto correct fuck

Shallowed · 08-10-2018, 12:15 PM

Wait no it's not

Shallowed · 05:55 AM

Shallowed · 08-10-2018, 12:18 PM

Hooo location

FoolofaTook · 08-10-2018, 12:48 PM

still drinking huh

Shallowed · 08-10-2018, 12:50 PM

No

Just experiencing repercussions

08-10-2018, 12:17 PM	#2577
Shallowed Braindead Posts: 18,608	. Last edited by Shallowed : 05-10-2022 at 05:55 AM.

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08-09-2018, 10:41 AM	#2553
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08-09-2018, 10:42 AM	#2554
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08-09-2018, 11:14 AM	#2555
vixnix Socialphobic Location: we are champions, bathed in the heat of a thousand flame wars in the grim future of the internet there is only netphoria Posts: 12,467	I had a limoncello margarita today, it was good, but they added extra limoncello to it, and I lost my feckin glasses overboard, so the alcohol really finished me off.

08-09-2018, 09:23 PM	#2557
qwerty sp Apocalyptic Poster Posts: 1,764	Watch the potty mouth

08-10-2018, 01:08 AM	#2558
FoolofaTook Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: Donald Trump of Netphoria Posts: 37,218	he started it, trying to talk shit about alcest pshaw!

08-10-2018, 04:13 AM	#2560
Shallowed Braindead Posts: 18,608	yes hello i am drunk

08-10-2018, 04:23 AM	#2561
Cool As Ice Cream Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: František! How's the foot of your turtle? Posts: 32,743	that's great hi

08-10-2018, 04:24 AM	#2562
FoolofaTook Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: Donald Trump of Netphoria Posts: 37,218	i'm high

08-10-2018, 04:25 AM	#2563
Cool As Ice Cream Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: František! How's the foot of your turtle? Posts: 32,743	high on life

08-10-2018, 04:25 AM	#2564
Cool As Ice Cream Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: František! How's the foot of your turtle? Posts: 32,743	university of life

08-10-2018, 04:25 AM	#2565
Cool As Ice Cream Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: František! How's the foot of your turtle? Posts: 32,743	life oh life

08-10-2018, 04:26 AM	#2566
Cool As Ice Cream Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: František! How's the foot of your turtle? Posts: 32,743	especially when i'm in a park

08-10-2018, 04:38 AM	#2567
smashingjj real estate cowboy Location: if Monsanto and Purdue Pharma had a baby Posts: 36,902	Lijf Olijf

08-10-2018, 04:39 AM	#2568
Shallowed Braindead Posts: 18,608	yes hello

08-10-2018, 04:40 AM	#2569
Shallowed Braindead Posts: 18,608	i can speak your language

08-10-2018, 04:40 AM	#2570
Shallowed Braindead Posts: 18,608	wait no i cant

08-10-2018, 04:40 AM	#2571
Shallowed Braindead Posts: 18,608	what in fukc are yous aying

08-10-2018, 04:41 AM	#2572
Cool As Ice Cream Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: František! How's the foot of your turtle? Posts: 32,743	body olive

08-10-2018, 06:56 AM	#2573
LaBelle Socialphobic Location: Away Posts: 11,398	Mojitos are the best goddamn.

08-10-2018, 12:12 PM	#2574
Shallowed Braindead Posts: 18,608	Here ago again on my own Going down the only poads I've ever known

08-10-2018, 12:13 PM	#2575
Shallowed Braindead Posts: 18,608	"poads" is a word you auto correct fuck

08-10-2018, 12:15 PM	#2576
Shallowed Braindead Posts: 18,608	Wait no it's not

08-10-2018, 12:18 PM	#2578
Shallowed Braindead Posts: 18,608	Hooo location

08-10-2018, 12:48 PM	#2579
FoolofaTook Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: Donald Trump of Netphoria Posts: 37,218	still drinking huh

08-10-2018, 12:50 PM	#2580
Shallowed Braindead Posts: 18,608	No Just experiencing repercussions