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09-08-2012, 03:14 AM | #151 |
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he did some kinda baptism thing to me too, memory is hazy
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09-08-2012, 03:19 AM | #152 |
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09-08-2012, 03:21 AM | #153 |
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am i the only one who thinks the kidnapping children part is by far the most fucked up? how far did he take this? why isn't he in prison?
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09-08-2012, 03:22 AM | #154 |
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there were a few close-ish calls. too close for comfort but no attempts or anything i dont think now he did tell me about past deeds, abuse of family members when he was younger and they were very small children. but this was before i knew him, and i told the FBI everythng i knew about all that i have no doubt whatsoever that he was testing out how he could do this and i was his first experiment. what he did to me might legally be considered kidnapping, but either way i am talking about much more overt kidnapping his basic life goal is to trap women/young women and breed with them, and then fuck his children and breed more children etc. i dont know why he isnt in prison. they told me they were investigating him for at least creating and distributing child pornography. but that was in 2008-09 and he is still free. there is no possible way he could stop this behavior so it will go on until he dies or gets caught he is also capable of murder no doubt, and i came perilously close to it it is very likely that if he gets anywhere near his goal before getting caught or they catch him and find material related to me that it could be some kind of national news story. the fbi people were sort of preparing me for that in the beginning but then they just seemed to drop the ball really its my fault for not calling the cops while i was there or as soon as a left but he had me convinced of a lot of things, including that i'd get in trouble too and that since i legally owned the house we were in he could blame it all on me. not to mention i seriously did not even have it as a possibility in my mind that i could leave. and not to mention there were things going on in my family of origin that made me 1) want to kill myself 2) want to move away at 15 and 3) allowed me to move away at 15 i also felt it was my duty to sabotage his efforts for a long time. but eventually it was try to escape or die or kill him it just keeps getting pushed a little further and a little further and all of a sudden you're a million miles away from sanity and you didnt even realize you moved at all Last edited by reprise85 : 09-08-2012 at 03:33 AM. |
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09-08-2012, 03:33 AM | #156 |
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so he actually did abuse children? and he "created" child pornography? jesus christ man. and isn't just preparing a kidnapping already a crime worthy of jailtime
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09-08-2012, 03:34 AM | #157 |
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a million miles from sanity would be a good name for the horrible lifetime movie they could make from this story
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im pretty convinced he abused children while i was there, but i dont remember it and/or i wasnt aware of it as it was happening. i know for sure he did before he met me, specifically one member of his family many times. he most definitely tried to create opportunity, but he was still figuring out how he was going to do it and get away with it. i think he wanted to use me as a shield sorta like a paul bernardo/karla holmoka kinda thing. he was trying to transform me into a predator which not only wasn't possible but made him waste a lot of time thinking he could do it. i think anyway. once he figured out he couldnt do it and i was actually sabotaging things stuff got a lot worse for me in general as far as day to day abuse. sleep deprivation, bathroom deprivation, food restriction. i ate potatoes only almost every day except sunday (when his family had dinner together - shudder) for about 6 months during this at one point they have to have evidence to arrest him though and they apparently cant take my word for it. i have no doubt the agent believed me, he got lots of details from me, but ultimately i think i was just too late to be the only evidence needed for a warrant Last edited by reprise85 : 09-08-2012 at 03:44 AM. |
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09-08-2012, 03:39 AM | #159 |
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oh. i don't think nude pictures of people 14 years and older would constitute "child pornography" in germany. it's not legal to sell i guess but teenagers can send each other pictures of their junk as much as they want
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09-08-2012, 03:44 AM | #160 |
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people are fucked up huh
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09-08-2012, 03:45 AM | #161 |
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taking videos of you raping 15 year olds would probably do it dont you think
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09-08-2012, 03:46 AM | #162 |
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i don't think that specfic bit is anywhere near as fucked up as most of what you've been telling us
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09-08-2012, 03:47 AM | #163 |
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well, rape is a crime, also i'm above 17 so that changes the legal situation. and filming someone against their will is clearly illegal also. it's wrong, but it's not "child pornography" in our laws i think
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09-08-2012, 03:47 AM | #164 |
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ok
anyway that shit is bad enough but he is capable of really ruining people, creating some kind of cult like thing. that is what he wants to do. and he is no doubt trying to find a partner because he is too creepy and old to get away with stuff by himself for a long time he will end up killing people if he hasnt yet. i dont know what makes, for example, a jeffrey dahmer or ted bundy go from flashing people to molesting them to murder/rape but he is on the road... |
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So got your parents charged with anything? Like neglecting a minor? Or did you get an emancipated status before moving in with him?
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09-08-2012, 03:56 AM | #166 |
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i got emancipated status about 9 months after moving.
it's 16 years old in florida, but 15 is louisiana (or at least was in 2000-2001). it probably wasnt legal because they were FL residents. but surely they could have gotten in trouble. they were questioned about it some years later but i signed something about not prosecuting, plus some other things also two therapists knew and were obligated to tell police and did not lots of people dropped the ball |
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Did those "therapists" at least loose their license???
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09-08-2012, 04:00 AM | #168 |
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nope, it never got brought up. since i stayed there and "nothing happened" and no police got involved... well... nothing happened
my grandmother was seeing the same therapist who saw me before i moved for a while. this was after i came back but before i dealt with any of this at all but seeing her when i drove my grandma was all kinds of fucked up. she's retired now. because you see, I was just "defiant" and I would "come back in a week" and was "testing" my parents and blah blah blah oppositional defiant disorder is totally abused that way sometimes. its not your fault your child is acting out or wanting to leave - they're "defiant" - they have a character flaw |
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09-08-2012, 04:29 AM | #170 |
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for people who want to feel like shit, yes. lars von trier could make a movie about this
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09-08-2012, 04:35 AM | #171 |
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i like you erica i think you are probably one of the only good people on here but you keep looking for understanding from a bunch of jackasses
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09-08-2012, 04:42 AM | #172 |
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I didn't know about sex until I was 13 and it messed with me and I have the worst attitude about it
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09-08-2012, 04:53 AM | #173 |
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09-08-2012, 04:55 AM | #174 |
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i can't remember not knowing about it. i know that i understood "where kids come from" when i was 6. i discovered masturbation at about the age of 8. sexuality has always been the most natural thing in the world for me. it's not, strictly speaking, but i don't have any weird puritan guilt shit going on in my brain like you fucked up americans
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09-08-2012, 04:56 AM | #175 |
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You think it is guilt
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09-08-2012, 04:58 AM | #176 |
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Well go to hell
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09-08-2012, 04:59 AM | #177 |
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don't you think so? sex is continually treated like this big mystery or this "naughty secret" that you're supposed to hide in everyday life. that's the only reason why people go apeshit as soon as B-celebrity XYZ wears a slightly more revealing bra, like they've discovered this magic potion or something
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09-08-2012, 05:00 AM | #178 |
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No. not for me anyway
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09-08-2012, 05:01 AM | #179 |
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I don't care where babies come from or when people have consensual sex and don't take it too seriously but when they do
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09-08-2012, 05:02 AM | #180 |
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All men are rapists
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