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Old 10-30-2014, 08:29 AM   #1
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Arrow Announce something private or candid about yourself.

I'l go first.

Since about the age of ten I've always felt like an outsider, and I think it's partly my fault because if people try to get too close to me I have a habit of pushing them away or sabotaging it in some way.

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 09:20 AM   #2
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I'm kinda like that. Well for me...its complicated. I can't nurture/maintain friendships basically and part of it is because i'm uncomfortable around people and in some ways paranoid about how they must really feel about me. I'm not the person calling others saying we should hang out and such, when i did it was extremely hard and awkward and with usually bad results probably because people could feel it was forced. So after some years of making friends to lose them shortly after anyway, i just stopped having them entirely. I haven't hung out with anyone that wasnt family or girlfriend in something like 4 years and the last time i had an actual social circle was maybe 9 to 8 years ago.

And turns out too if you don't have any friends its really hard to make new ones because there comes the awkward moment when the person realises that...wait...i'm your only friend aren't i? ::slowly backs away:: I mean at 20 it was like whatever but at 36 it's just creepy/sad. People don't want to be sole responsible for your social life. and i understand that.

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 09:24 AM   #3
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you and everyone else. not much of an announcement there, dinks.

you're an outsider and push people away? you poor thing. you're brave for admitting such a private or candid thing to us.

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 09:29 AM   #4
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It's not an appeal for sympathy, and I kinda knew many here would relate. So sorry for my announcement being boring. How can I ever make it up?

This was sort of based on a Derren Brown show I saw, where he does "psychic readings" for a group of people and they all read them and are astounded at how accurate and personal they all are. And then it's revealed that they all got the same "reading" and realised there was nothing psychic about it but that they were all a lot more similar than they realised. My modest goal with this thread was to heal the whole board of emotional suffering and to bring us together as one happy family.

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 09:29 AM   #5
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haha

as for me, I'm into dudes

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 09:36 AM   #6
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Anyway, I've got juicer "announcements" up my sleeve, but I'll hold onto them for a bit.

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 10:18 AM   #7
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No thanks

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 10:22 AM   #8
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Get involved!

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 10:32 AM   #9
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you and everyone else. not much of an announcement there, dinks.

you're an outsider and push people away? you poor thing. you're brave for admitting such a private or candid thing to us.
Would it be so much to ask to stop being such a fucking cunt. Like seriously i don't get your point on this forum (yes, it's me telling you this, oh the irony). From what i noticed you spend half your time here making short trite comments ("i am protective of my brother too and very affectionate!" or whatever that was) that certainly don't contribute any more or less than my long winded rambling or trying-to-be-clever-but-failing ones ones and the other half making snide remarks. i think you might have repped my comments more than anyone else here, congrats, which by the way i find a bit cowardly...like oh i want to tell you how much you suck but not like totally publicly. Don't worry, nobody likes me here, flame away. And your constant tone of "wow ::insert sarcasm here:: is fucking boring (yes yes the irony again). I thought you should know.

and like Elijah, what i said has nothing to do with looking for sympathy. If i was, i THINK i'd go elsewhere than netphoria. I mean considering the people here. It would be lile looking for love in all the wrong places.

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 10:35 AM   #10
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i cant trust anyone

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 10:56 AM   #11
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I sleep with my laptop.

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 11:22 AM   #12
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well that was candid.

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 11:28 AM   #13
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you lost me at the C word

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 12:23 PM   #14
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Oh please. fine. dick? I mean don't make this a gender thing when it isnt. Also i claim cunt as gender neutral because i only started using from being around my gf which being british uses it that way. And i know it makes me sound like a cunt to say this but its just fact, non native speakers get influenced easily in the language they use.

I think everyone should be able to call anyone a cunt without the misogynist/sexist connotation. I know why its there, i understand, but i think it needs to go. I hate letting morons ruin words.

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 12:29 PM   #15
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candid cunt walks......doooooown.

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 12:31 PM   #16
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board is unbearable

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 12:31 PM   #17
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i cant bear it

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 01:20 PM   #18
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Too much bickering, not enough mind-blowing announcements and revelations.

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 02:10 PM   #19
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Somehow I was in a three-year relationship once, living together for most of it. Looking back, I was sabotaging it with drink, drugs and staying in touch with my ex, but for some reason it lasted that long.

I do have a few close friends I met in school who I still keep in touch with, so I can't be too unbearable. And I keep in touch with lots of people I've met at various times, but it's mostly through Facebook, to be honest.

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 02:43 PM   #20
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Yeah I'm pretty much the worst person ever.

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 03:42 PM   #21
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I have social life, it sucks, I would exchange all my friends and nights out for an xbox and endless final fantasy games

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 04:22 PM   #22
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no you wouldn.t

I mean you would for a while but then you wouldn't. This is my life and im telling you it sucks. Well except i don't have a xbox and i hate FF but video gaming i mean.

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 05:11 PM   #23
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Old 10-30-2014, 06:29 PM   #24
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Im just a humble motherfucker wit a big ass dick

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 06:33 PM   #25
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a big ass-dick?

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 06:50 PM   #26
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Yup. Sticks right outta my ass

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 07:06 PM   #27
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I bought something at Target called the ManGroomer ($11.99)

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 07:09 PM   #28
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also

I want to know everything
I want to be everywhere
I want to fuck everyone in the world
I want to do something that matters

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 07:11 PM   #29
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yes

 
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Old 10-30-2014, 07:13 PM   #30
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http://i207.photobucket.com/albums/b...ps060e51ee.jpg

 
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