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09-03-2014, 10:15 AM | #1 |
Apocalyptic Poster
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Hello.
Cheer me up. I am not doing well. Apparently I have borderline personality disorder. I used to come to this place but I only recognize 2/3 screen names. I have nothing of worth to contribute.
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09-03-2014, 10:15 AM | #2 |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
Location: František! How's the foot of your turtle?
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get lost.
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09-03-2014, 10:16 AM | #3 |
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Thank you.
Oh, and I am lost. |
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09-03-2014, 10:20 AM | #4 |
Shut the fuck up!
Location: "Okay, white power feminist" - yo soy el mejor
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BPD?
How do we know you're not lying? |
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09-03-2014, 10:20 AM | #5 |
Apocalyptic Poster
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Has anyone else noticed that days are too long these days? How am I expected to be awake for around sixteen hours at a time? Where's my incentive?
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09-03-2014, 10:21 AM | #6 |
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09-03-2014, 10:24 AM | #7 |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
Location: František! How's the foot of your turtle?
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piss off
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09-03-2014, 10:25 AM | #8 |
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Thank you.
Oh, and I am pissed off. |
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09-03-2014, 10:29 AM | #9 |
Apocalyptic Poster
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Well, maybe not pissed off. Numb, really. I don't really relate to the core features of BPD, just the "negative" ones like emptiness and a lack of self. That could be anything, though.
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09-03-2014, 10:30 AM | #10 |
Apocalyptic Poster
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And what am I meant to do with this constant pain down below, which has been with me SEVEN YEARS?! That can't be a symptom of BPD. It's unbearable.
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09-03-2014, 10:45 AM | #11 |
Demi-God
Location: weet woo
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cut it off
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09-03-2014, 10:48 AM | #12 |
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You know, it's that bad I feel like it, but I don't fancy bleeding to death. I suppose I'll have to see another doctor who'll say, "Well, I can see no physical cause. Have you tried talking therapy?" Because I've been a mental patient, they all lazily and unhelpfully assume it's psychosomatic. Really, it makes no difference what it is, it's real as hell to me and I can't talk or think my way out of it, otherwise I surely would've had some let up by now.
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09-03-2014, 10:51 AM | #13 |
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I am brightening this place up already.
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09-03-2014, 10:55 AM | #14 |
Demi-God
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well that's not hard with all the white writing on a black background
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09-03-2014, 10:56 AM | #15 |
Demi-God
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also you don't have to bleed to death. just get some gunpowder. it will hurt but not for 7 years, and then the doctors won't think your pain is psychosomatic
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09-03-2014, 10:58 AM | #16 |
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I don't think an explosion will be precise enough. The question is whether I'm willing to lose some limbs along with the source of the pain. I'm not that brave.
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09-03-2014, 11:02 AM | #17 |
Demi-God
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I'm not sure you'd lose limbs. just burn them pretty badly
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09-03-2014, 11:04 AM | #18 |
Apocalyptic Poster
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Yeah, well. It's not just physical -- having painful, dead genitals means I have no libido and complete anhedonia, among infinite other problems. Freud or Reich would've had a field day with me.
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09-03-2014, 11:06 AM | #19 |
Demi-God
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this a trotsky troll?
i vote yes |
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09-03-2014, 11:10 AM | #20 |
Demi-God
Location: weet woo
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do you think they would actually admit that?
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09-03-2014, 11:19 AM | #21 |
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I wish I were a troll.
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09-03-2014, 11:21 AM | #22 |
Demi-God
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I heard trolls smell bad. do you really want that?
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09-03-2014, 11:23 AM | #23 |
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I'd rather be smelly and happy than fresh and miserable.
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09-03-2014, 11:26 AM | #24 |
Demi-God
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touchee
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09-03-2014, 12:21 PM | #25 |
Braindead
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Someone's off their meds.
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09-03-2014, 01:45 PM | #26 |
Apocalyptic Poster
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Can you not delete threads anymore? This one was misjudged and a parody of miserable.
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09-03-2014, 05:08 PM | #27 |
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09-03-2014, 08:30 PM | #28 |
Banned
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