KEEP CALM AND STUDY ON: NETPHORIANS IN COLLEGE - WORLD TOUR 2016/2017 - Page 14

FoolofaTook · 10-13-2017, 08:24 AM

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Originally Posted by Ram27

love you took

Do you believe in life after love
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough

FoolofaTook · 10-13-2017, 08:26 AM

But yeah I wasn't sure if you where a commentator or what either. so you are in charge of the whole broadcast? That's awesome ram. how long have you been involved in this.

i bet purdue has a killer library full of rare hawthorne editions.

Ram27 · 10-13-2017, 09:41 AM

yeah i guess it's hard to explain. but basically i was in charge of the whole broadcast

i've been doing that stuff for about a year. a year ago i was just one of the camera operators, now i'm in charge

gonna look for those fuckin hawthorne books once i sober up

FoolofaTook · 10-13-2017, 09:58 AM

Hell yeah ram nice going. Is this just a hobby or are you going to build on it in the future?

If you liked Scarlett Letter you should def check out Seven Gables. Not as grim and way more fantastic.

FoolofaTook · 10-13-2017, 09:59 AM

Wait you are still drunk?

Ram27 · 10-13-2017, 10:12 AM

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Originally Posted by FoolofaTook

Hell yeah ram nice going. Is this just a hobby or are you going to build on it in the future?

If you liked Scarlett Letter you should def check out Seven Gables. Not as grim and way more fantastic.

both, kinda. i'm not majoring in anything close to it but i love it a lot

gonna go to the library and check that out

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Originally Posted by FoolofaTook

Wait you are still drunk?

yeah. this is terrible but i woke up at like 6 and felt really nervous and weird for some reason so i just started drinking. it's friday and i have no classes.

gonna just drum along to Hummer and Rocket instead of being academic

buzzard · 10-13-2017, 10:31 AM

Yeah, I don't know if your immediate response to anxiety at the kind of time birds wake up at should be drinking booze.

FoolofaTook · 10-13-2017, 10:49 AM

Take it easy ram. The morning is not the best time for drinking.

I tried it once. Fell asleep by noon heh.

buzzard · 10-13-2017, 10:53 AM

Substance abuse and self-destructive behavior in general are properties of the evening is what we're saying.

Ram27 · 10-13-2017, 10:59 AM

groovy. will take that into account in the future

FoolofaTook · 10-13-2017, 11:00 AM

Indeed. Which is why I like to smoke two bowls before breakfast.

Ram27 · 09:56 AM

Ram27 · 09:56 AM

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Originally Posted by buzzard

Substance abuse and self-destructive behavior in general are properties of the evening is what we're saying.

edit

cork_soaker · 10-13-2017, 12:14 PM

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Originally Posted by Ram27

gonna just drum along to Hummer and Rocket instead of being academic

ahem

cork_soaker · 10-13-2017, 12:15 PM

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Originally Posted by buzzard

Yeah, I don't know if your immediate response to anxiety at the kind of time birds wake up at should be drinking booze.

or at any hour, while we're at it

reprise85 · 10-13-2017, 12:26 PM

about to see my thesis adviser about my progress and also going to ask him to do letters of recommendation for me. bit nervous

also my thesis is almost at 10,000 words praise jebus

FoolofaTook · 10-13-2017, 12:37 PM

Nice. What is the required minimum?

Ram27 · 10-14-2017, 05:58 PM

what the FUCK guys

what the fuck

i tried really really fucking hard. i still failed

i know you don't understand how this class works but bear with me, i suck at explaining just like i suck at everything else

so i did that thing on thursday, and it went really well. everyone said i did good, even the professor.

they today, he promotes this other girl in the class to the spot i was trying for.

i don't understand why life has to be so fucking hard. i don't understand what i'm supposed to do

i tried so fucking hard. i tried as hard as i've tried at anything ever. and i did it! but still managed to fail!

i don't give a shit anymore really. about anything. it's all shit

here's that downward spiral for you @b0lly

what a shitty fucking fucking year this was

that was a fun two days of good mood. now back to your regularly scheduled depression

Ram27 · 10-14-2017, 06:03 PM

should i listen to something angry like XYU, or something sad like stumbleine?

i'm not even mad. there's nothing to be mad about. i just can't believe that every single fucking day of this fucking year has to be sad.

even the ones that aren't sad, it's just false hope to make later ones even sadder.

Ram27 · 10-14-2017, 06:07 PM

and i can't even play my fucking drums now cause it's fucking evening and my fucking roommate is here. not the cool one, the other one.

Ram27 · 10-14-2017, 06:22 PM

and fuck, i don't even wanna drink now

drinking will make it seem like everything's okay. nothing's okay

yo soy el mejor · 10-14-2017, 07:26 PM

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Originally Posted by Ram27

and fuck, i don't even wanna drink now

drinking will make it seem like everything's okay. nothing's okay

it's really tough when you're hopeful and blindsided by disappointment

you tried your hardest and that's the most you could ask of yourself and all you could do, really. everything else is out of your control. it sucks we can't will things to happen so as to avoid things that make us sad. but someone is always going to end up sad, we just don't want it to be us.

please reconsider giving up. it says a lot to feel like a failure, but persist anyway. our feelings aren't always indicative of how things really are. try hard again. it can only make things better.

FoolofaTook · 10-14-2017, 07:28 PM

reprise85 · 10-14-2017, 07:42 PM

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Originally Posted by Ram27

what the FUCK guys

what the fuck

i tried really really fucking hard. i still failed

i know you don't understand how this class works but bear with me, i suck at explaining just like i suck at everything else

so i did that thing on thursday, and it went really well. everyone said i did good, even the professor.

they today, he promotes this other girl in the class to the spot i was trying for.

i don't understand why life has to be so fucking hard. i don't understand what i'm supposed to do

i tried so fucking hard. i tried as hard as i've tried at anything ever. and i did it! but still managed to fail!

i don't give a shit anymore really. about anything. it's all shit

here's that downward spiral for you @b0lly

what a shitty fucking fucking year this was

that was a fun two days of good mood. now back to your regularly scheduled depression

you didn't fail, you did a great job! but it sounds like there was only one position and they picked someone else despite you also doing well.

i know it feels like shit but you didnt do anything wrong and you didnt fail. sorry you didnt get what you wanted but i hope you can be proud of what you did

Ram27 · 10-14-2017, 10:19 PM

thank you guys for your kind words as always.

i really appreciate it....these black pages bear remarkable comfort

reprise85 · 10-14-2017, 10:27 PM

it's the truth

Ram27 · 10-17-2017, 11:47 AM

love you all so much guys

_____

have an exam at 3 today. trying to study (and thanks to my lovely roommate for "study aids") but i keep getting distracted by how fucking pointless this info is

things common to all software projects are requirements, which ******* defining the problem, gathering the requirements, requirements analysis, and organizing the requirements

i just wanna go play fuckin drums or something

Elphenor · 10-17-2017, 12:15 PM

cherish the fact that you get to be in school

yo soy el mejor · 10-17-2017, 01:58 PM

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Originally Posted by Elphenor

cherish the fact that you get to be in school

you're too middle-class/rich to say stuff like that to anyone and not look like a jerk

Elphenor · 10-17-2017, 06:12 PM

is that so

10-13-2017, 11:19 AM	#402
Ram27 who's jimmy Location: you know i pay a lot to cry to try to understand Posts: 8,448	edit Last edited by Ram27 : 12-26-2017 at 09:56 AM.

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10-13-2017, 08:26 AM	#392
FoolofaTook Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: un poco loco Posts: 36,085	But yeah I wasn't sure if you where a commentator or what either. so you are in charge of the whole broadcast? That's awesome ram. how long have you been involved in this. i bet purdue has a killer library full of rare hawthorne editions.

10-13-2017, 09:41 AM	#393
Ram27 who's jimmy Location: you know i pay a lot to cry to try to understand Posts: 8,448	yeah i guess it's hard to explain. but basically i was in charge of the whole broadcast i've been doing that stuff for about a year. a year ago i was just one of the camera operators, now i'm in charge gonna look for those fuckin hawthorne books once i sober up

10-13-2017, 09:58 AM	#394
FoolofaTook Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: un poco loco Posts: 36,085	Hell yeah ram nice going. Is this just a hobby or are you going to build on it in the future? If you liked Scarlett Letter you should def check out Seven Gables. Not as grim and way more fantastic.

10-13-2017, 09:59 AM	#395
FoolofaTook Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: un poco loco Posts: 36,085	Wait you are still drunk?

10-13-2017, 10:31 AM	#397
buzzard Minion of Satan Posts: 6,590	Yeah, I don't know if your immediate response to anxiety at the kind of time birds wake up at should be drinking booze.

10-13-2017, 10:49 AM	#398
FoolofaTook Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: un poco loco Posts: 36,085	Take it easy ram. The morning is not the best time for drinking. I tried it once. Fell asleep by noon heh.

10-13-2017, 10:53 AM	#399
buzzard Minion of Satan Posts: 6,590	Substance abuse and self-destructive behavior in general are properties of the evening is what we're saying.

10-13-2017, 10:59 AM	#400
Ram27 who's jimmy Location: you know i pay a lot to cry to try to understand Posts: 8,448	groovy. will take that into account in the future

10-13-2017, 11:00 AM	#401
FoolofaTook Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: un poco loco Posts: 36,085	Indeed. Which is why I like to smoke two bowls before breakfast.

10-13-2017, 12:26 PM	#406
reprise85 BOTTLEG ILLEGAL Location: I'm faced with so many changes that I just might change my face Posts: 31,966	about to see my thesis adviser about my progress and also going to ask him to do letters of recommendation for me. bit nervous also my thesis is almost at 10,000 words praise jebus

10-13-2017, 12:37 PM	#407
FoolofaTook Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: un poco loco Posts: 36,085	Nice. What is the required minimum?

10-14-2017, 05:58 PM	#408
Ram27 who's jimmy Location: you know i pay a lot to cry to try to understand Posts: 8,448	what the FUCK guys what the fuck i tried really really fucking hard. i still failed i know you don't understand how this class works but bear with me, i suck at explaining just like i suck at everything else so i did that thing on thursday, and it went really well. everyone said i did good, even the professor. they today, he promotes this other girl in the class to the spot i was trying for. i don't understand why life has to be so fucking hard. i don't understand what i'm supposed to do i tried so fucking hard. i tried as hard as i've tried at anything ever. and i did it! but still managed to fail! i don't give a shit anymore really. about anything. it's all shit here's that downward spiral for you @b0lly what a shitty fucking fucking year this was that was a fun two days of good mood. now back to your regularly scheduled depression

10-14-2017, 06:03 PM	#409
Ram27 who's jimmy Location: you know i pay a lot to cry to try to understand Posts: 8,448	should i listen to something angry like XYU, or something sad like stumbleine? i'm not even mad. there's nothing to be mad about. i just can't believe that every single fucking day of this fucking year has to be sad. even the ones that aren't sad, it's just false hope to make later ones even sadder.

10-14-2017, 06:07 PM	#410
Ram27 who's jimmy Location: you know i pay a lot to cry to try to understand Posts: 8,448	and i can't even play my fucking drums now cause it's fucking evening and my fucking roommate is here. not the cool one, the other one.

10-14-2017, 06:22 PM	#411
Ram27 who's jimmy Location: you know i pay a lot to cry to try to understand Posts: 8,448	and fuck, i don't even wanna drink now drinking will make it seem like everything's okay. nothing's okay

10-14-2017, 07:28 PM	#413
FoolofaTook Just Hook it to My Veins! Location: un poco loco Posts: 36,085

10-14-2017, 10:19 PM	#415
Ram27 who's jimmy Location: you know i pay a lot to cry to try to understand Posts: 8,448	thank you guys for your kind words as always. i really appreciate it....these black pages bear remarkable comfort

10-14-2017, 10:27 PM	#416
reprise85 BOTTLEG ILLEGAL Location: I'm faced with so many changes that I just might change my face Posts: 31,966	it's the truth

10-17-2017, 11:47 AM	#417
Ram27 who's jimmy Location: you know i pay a lot to cry to try to understand Posts: 8,448	love you all so much guys _____ have an exam at 3 today. trying to study (and thanks to my lovely roommate for "study aids") but i keep getting distracted by how fucking pointless this info is things common to all software projects are requirements, which ******* defining the problem, gathering the requirements, requirements analysis, and organizing the requirements i just wanna go play fuckin drums or something

10-17-2017, 12:15 PM	#418
Elphenor Braindead Location: Shivers Posts: 16,149	cherish the fact that you get to be in school

10-17-2017, 06:12 PM	#420
Elphenor Braindead Location: Shivers Posts: 16,149	is that so