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Old 09-27-2021, 08:50 AM   #1
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Old 09-27-2021, 08:51 AM   #2
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Old 09-27-2021, 03:01 PM   #3
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First question: Are you okay?

 
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Old 09-27-2021, 03:04 PM   #5
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Old 09-27-2021, 04:12 PM   #6
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I’m ok after a fashion. Living in a super 8 at the moment. Benzos and tranqs have almost worn off. The nurse thought I was lying about my alcohol intake so they had me on a lot of tranqs. When they wore off i realized i was in the worst place i have ever been

It was terrible. Worst most traumatic experience of my life. Imagine prison but the only people there are virulently insane and they swarmed me b/c i am quiet and nonthreatening

 
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Old 09-27-2021, 04:12 PM   #7
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Old 09-27-2021, 04:30 PM   #8
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sorry man

been there myself

how long did they keep you?

 
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Old 09-27-2021, 05:13 PM   #9
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That sucks. I haven't been hospitalized since I was a young teenager, and I am still haunted by some of those memories. It's scary as fuck. I hope you were able to come up with some sort of management strategy, with or without the hospital. Glad you're still here and still funny. <3

 
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Old 09-27-2021, 06:16 PM   #10
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sorry man

been there myself

how long did they keep you?
5 days

Told em my youngest was in ER for pneumonia so the fucken psych let me out against medical advice which lady said means insurance wont fucken pay

So yay now im also poor in addition to an escaped mental patient

 
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Old 09-27-2021, 06:18 PM   #11
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That sucks. I haven't been hospitalized since I was a young teenager, and I am still haunted by some of those memories. It's scary as fuck. I hope you were able to come up with some sort of management strategy, with or without the hospital. Glad you're still here and still funny. <3
The thjng is some of the groups were helpful for the 1st 5 mins

Then rose started to yell how they’d stolen her Victoria secret pants and some motherfucker gonna get punched cause she can’t take no mother fuckers anymore

Then big tim would go respectfully let me just say that today is the 24 which adds up to 6 and my sister is 6 years old so respectfully *violent motions* i would like to get out to see her today *big tech comes in to get Tim to stop yelling in group

 
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Old 09-27-2021, 06:19 PM   #12
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Also

Learned about a dozen more ways to kill thineself that had never even crossed my most severely depressed fantasies of parking with a garden hose

 
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Old 09-27-2021, 06:21 PM   #13
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TRIGGGGGGGGGGGGR WARNING

Select above to read the rest of the post but only if u beware that there is self harm talk

 
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Old 09-27-2021, 06:26 PM   #14
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sorry man

been there myself

how long did they keep you?
If u don’t mind sharing, how was your experience
How long were u in

 
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Old 09-27-2021, 11:24 PM   #15
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If u don’t mind sharing, how was your experience
How long were u in
i went in willingly a bunch of times (to female-only ptsd clinic)

probably like 3-4 months total in 2 years

one time I was committed it was for about three weeks and in mixed gender and it was much worse, as you can imagine

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Old 09-27-2021, 11:25 PM   #16
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The thjng is some of the groups were helpful for the 1st 5 mins

Then rose started to yell how they’d stolen her Victoria secret pants and some motherfucker gonna get punched cause she can’t take no mother fuckers anymore

Then big tim would go respectfully let me just say that today is the 24 which adds up to 6 and my sister is 6 years old so respectfully *violent motions* i would like to get out to see her today *big tech comes in to get Tim to stop yelling in group
where i was sectioned they separated the actively psychotic and personality disordered from the depressed and not-obviously-psychotic, so there wasn't too much of this

but some guy with NPD really liked me and would just come into the other group and make it all about himself

i also got propositioned by at least 3 men plus this creepy fucker (aforementioned guy with NPD) who wanted to start a band with me called "kidnapped" or "the kidnapped" or something after hearing about my experiences

 
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Old 09-27-2021, 11:29 PM   #17
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5 days

Told em my youngest was in ER for pneumonia so the fucken psych let me out against medical advice which lady said means insurance wont fucken pay

So yay now im also poor in addition to an escaped mental patient
if they couldn't legally hold you I think they may pay if you appeal. i have heard of this happening before.

the whole point of being sectioned is if you are actively a danger and it's a stupid line to walk to say you weren't dangerous enough to hold but still too dangerous to leave

 
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Old 09-28-2021, 12:40 AM   #18
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i went in willingly a bunch of times (to female-only ptsd clinic)

probably like 3-4 months total in 2 years

one time I was committed it was for about three weeks and in mixed gender and it was much worse, as you can imagine
Yeah i went willingly. My bipolar meds and the Zoloft had me like 6/10 manic. And there was a lot of alcohol not too proud to say. Relapse lasted a year almost to the day

But anyway they had no business tranquilzing me for three days i was not gona remotely DT

 
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Old 09-28-2021, 12:41 AM   #19
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Also btw this is yet another First Night of not drinking. After escaping the bedlam hell last night it whenever it was, Went ahead and got myself two six packs of my favorite local, and some Copenhagen

Mixed real nice with the benzos etc still in my legs
Oh what a nite at the super 8 watching late nite Christian get rich scams

 
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Old 09-28-2021, 12:43 AM   #20
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Now i can’t get my stupid 3ds to connect to the super 8 to let me download metroid samus return

Still have my psych ward bracelets on (saving em for a sorta fairy locket i bought) so if i go down to the desk and start yelling about wi fi he may call the authority

 
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Yeah i went willingly. My bipolar meds and the Zoloft had me like 6/10 manic. And there was a lot of alcohol not too proud to say. Relapse lasted a year almost to the day

But anyway they had no business tranquilzing me for three days i was not gona remotely DT
places are so different, where I was they gave people fucking librium when they were in active DTs and if you were there to detox from benzos themselves you got jack shit, I saw someone have a seizure. it's like they were trying to punish people

 
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i got sectioned because i was having bad panic attack/flashback combos and took I think 6mg of lorazepam (or maybe 8mg) and stupidly told them and they said I tried to kill myself lol

you could take 600mg of lorazepam and you wouldn't die unless you mixed it

 
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Last night was probably my alcoholic low

This is not a war story. This is not cool. This is gross. Ok get ready

Took a hot bath because i thought my body was like, only thing i can think of to explain it was the universe

So here i am in my hot bath on like beer 10

And i puked that beer all over my hairy belly and legs and into that hot water where it surrounded my beavescrote with a quickness

Oh it was just beer u say. But along with the 6ers and chew, i also got sour cream Pringle’s u can’t stop? And one but not two but two whole bags of sour gummi lolli thingers

So yay! The bottoms at least for me at least for beer

 
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i woke up in a concrete room with a camera on me, outside the room was a round hallway with a few other concrete rooms and a nursing station in the middle. they had knocked me out with something and I had no idea what was going on and no one would tell me shit

 
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Last night was probably my alcoholic low

This is not a war story. This is not cool. This is gross. Ok get ready

Took a hot bath because i thought my body was like, only thing i can think of to explain it was the universe

So here i am in my hot bath on like beer 10

And i puked that beer all over my hairy belly and legs and into that hot water where it surrounded my beavescrote with a quickness

Oh it was just beer u say. But along with the 6ers and chew, i also got sour cream Pringle’s u can’t stop? And one but not two but two whole bags of sour gummi lolli thingers

So yay! The bottoms at least for me at least for beer
super gross 9/10

 
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sorry you are suffering though hope things get better :/ alcohol sux

 
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Old 09-28-2021, 01:01 AM   #27
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i woke up in a concrete room with a camera on me, outside the room was a round hallway with a few other concrete rooms and a nursing station in the middle. they had knocked me out with something and I had no idea what was going on and no one would tell me shit
Holy shit

That makes my shit sound like Malibu Celeb Rehab Golf Club Nice View Free Wi Fi

 
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it was only for like 12-24 hours I think
then I got taken in an ambulance to another facility that was much better but still kindergarten prison

 
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where i was sectioned they separated the actively psychotic and personality disordered from the depressed and not-obviously-psychotic, so there wasn't too much of this

but some guy with NPD really liked me and would just come into the other group and make it all about himself

i also got propositioned by at least 3 men plus this creepy fucker (aforementioned guy with NPD) who wanted to start a band with me called "kidnapped" or "the kidnapped" or something after hearing about my experiences
Sounds like a sound practice to separate the differnt ones from the other ones

Sorry u got creeped on by the band fucker

 
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places are so different, where I was they gave people fucking librium when they were in active DTs and if you were there to detox from benzos themselves you got jack shit, I saw someone have a seizure. it's like they were trying to punish people
They gave me Librium the minute i walked in. The nurse told me i was lying about my intake (3-4/nite, 6-10/weekend, 15 on rare binge. “So 15 she says.”

So i was on that, gabapentim, some other thing i can’t remmebr they kept bringing me for my 10/10 anxiety (probably Valium)

 
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