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Old 09-03-2014, 10:15 AM   #1
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Cheer me up. I am not doing well. Apparently I have borderline personality disorder. I used to come to this place but I only recognize 2/3 screen names. I have nothing of worth to contribute.

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 10:15 AM   #2
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get lost.

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 10:16 AM   #3
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Thank you.

Oh, and I am lost.

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 10:20 AM   #4
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BPD?

How do we know you're not lying?

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 10:20 AM   #5
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Has anyone else noticed that days are too long these days? How am I expected to be awake for around sixteen hours at a time? Where's my incentive?

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 10:21 AM   #6
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BPD?

How do we know you're not lying?
I get it. It's disputable that people with BPD lie more than other people, though.

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 10:24 AM   #7
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piss off

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 10:25 AM   #8
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Thank you.

Oh, and I am pissed off.

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 10:29 AM   #9
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Well, maybe not pissed off. Numb, really. I don't really relate to the core features of BPD, just the "negative" ones like emptiness and a lack of self. That could be anything, though.

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 10:30 AM   #10
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And what am I meant to do with this constant pain down below, which has been with me SEVEN YEARS?! That can't be a symptom of BPD. It's unbearable.

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 10:45 AM   #11
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cut it off

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 10:48 AM   #12
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You know, it's that bad I feel like it, but I don't fancy bleeding to death. I suppose I'll have to see another doctor who'll say, "Well, I can see no physical cause. Have you tried talking therapy?" Because I've been a mental patient, they all lazily and unhelpfully assume it's psychosomatic. Really, it makes no difference what it is, it's real as hell to me and I can't talk or think my way out of it, otherwise I surely would've had some let up by now.

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 10:51 AM   #13
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I am brightening this place up already.

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 10:55 AM   #14
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well that's not hard with all the white writing on a black background

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 10:56 AM   #15
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also you don't have to bleed to death. just get some gunpowder. it will hurt but not for 7 years, and then the doctors won't think your pain is psychosomatic

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 10:58 AM   #16
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I don't think an explosion will be precise enough. The question is whether I'm willing to lose some limbs along with the source of the pain. I'm not that brave.

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 11:02 AM   #17
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I'm not sure you'd lose limbs. just burn them pretty badly

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 11:04 AM   #18
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Yeah, well. It's not just physical -- having painful, dead genitals means I have no libido and complete anhedonia, among infinite other problems. Freud or Reich would've had a field day with me.

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 11:06 AM   #19
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this a trotsky troll?

i vote yes

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 11:10 AM   #20
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do you think they would actually admit that?

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 11:19 AM   #21
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I wish I were a troll.

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 11:21 AM   #22
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I heard trolls smell bad. do you really want that?

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 11:23 AM   #23
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I'd rather be smelly and happy than fresh and miserable.

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 11:26 AM   #24
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touchee

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 12:21 PM   #25
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Someone's off their meds.

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 01:45 PM   #26
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Can you not delete threads anymore? This one was misjudged and a parody of miserable.

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 05:08 PM   #27
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Someone's off their meds.
http://i207.photobucket.com/albums/b...2at25611AM.png

 
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Old 09-03-2014, 08:30 PM   #28
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this a trotsky troll?

i vote yes
Why would i bother registering and logging in as a different user just to troll people, esecially considering i troll on this account

 
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