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07-02-2017, 11:51 AM | #61 |
Socialphobic
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Really sorry to hear reprise. From the sounds of it, this is something you're super ashamed of and aren't too keen to do again. Maybe you had to fall into it one last time to get it out of your system?
I know you don't *need* advice, but try and continue looking forward and try not to punish yourself over the past. From the sounds of things, you have a good future ahead of you. The road is long and dark and seems daunting, but you will get there. |
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07-02-2017, 11:52 AM | #62 |
Socialphobic
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Also, when my mom moved to Florida from Maine with her three cats, she got medication from the vet that helped them relax/sleep during the lengthy car-ride and everything was fine.
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07-02-2017, 12:00 PM | #63 |
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fwiw , it's not like there's a code or etiquette for being a fucking lowlife drug dealer, but dragging (or making an attempt to drag) somebody who you KNOW is clean back into a habit, let alone somebody who has made progress that you respect, is just such a shitty thing to do.
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07-02-2017, 12:05 PM | #64 |
Socialphobic
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Yeah, I don't think anyone would argue that this isn't a guy who deserves to get his nuts curb-stomped.
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07-02-2017, 03:06 PM | #65 |
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He just texted me asking me if I wanted anything. And I said no thanks and he said what about Thursday (which is the day we both get paid). I just told him that this is a big problem for me, and I have a lot to lose if I get caught or hooked again, and I need to step away.
I hate that I entertained the thought for like 2 seconds though. He just said "that's fine" |
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07-02-2017, 03:11 PM | #66 | |||
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07-02-2017, 03:12 PM | #67 |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
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and now it's 3pm and i want drugs
i left work early because i've been feeling nauseated. my manager was not pleased. |
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07-02-2017, 04:28 PM | #68 |
Virgo
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So begins the downward spiral.
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07-02-2017, 05:03 PM | #69 | |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
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07-02-2017, 05:28 PM | #70 |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
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maybe. but really i'm just a drug addict.
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07-02-2017, 05:28 PM | #71 |
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07-02-2017, 07:51 PM | #72 |
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I think you should just cut ties with this dude Reprise. I know it's nice being reacquainted with an old friend and all, and you probably had fun but it's not gonna benefit you in the long run.
It might be hard to fathom or see clearly at the moment but you'll have far more fulfillment in the future if you just nip this in the bud and be done with the guy. |
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07-02-2017, 09:18 PM | #73 |
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thank you fuzzy. you're right of course. i'mma have to delete/block him for my own good. it's too bad i can always find him again on facebook if i decide to be stupid. not like the old days where if you got a new phone # or whatever that was the end of it
how are you doing with the drinking? |
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07-02-2017, 10:45 PM | #74 |
Minion of Satan
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Ever seen Oxyana, Er'?
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07-02-2017, 11:10 PM | #75 |
Braindead
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i did
wait, it's more like actually |
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07-02-2017, 11:24 PM | #76 |
Minion of Satan
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Between that and watching bits of Intervention Canada when there's nothing else on, I am quietly confident that opiate addiction isn't on my horizon.
I suppose you do have to allow for the possibility that a crew of Tres Puntos will drop me onto a fire hydrant, severely injuring my back. |
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07-02-2017, 11:27 PM | #77 |
Braindead
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is this some kind of a Batman reference?
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07-02-2017, 11:39 PM | #78 |
Minion of Satan
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Close!
It was Blood In Blood Out. |
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07-02-2017, 11:40 PM | #79 |
Minion of Satan
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Spoiler alert.
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07-03-2017, 12:39 AM | #80 |
Consume my pants.
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BIBO was one of my favorite movies as a teen. 🌹
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07-03-2017, 08:24 AM | #81 |
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07-03-2017, 08:28 AM | #82 |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
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btw i got more pills last night.
i just texted my psychiatrist. my therapist is out of town. i'm gonna talk to him. i think it'll help. right now i feel ok. |
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07-03-2017, 09:01 PM | #83 |
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07-03-2017, 09:02 PM | #84 | |
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07-03-2017, 09:32 PM | #85 |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
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thanks FG
well my psychiatrist never called me back. he must have just forgot. i haven't "emergency" called him in a really long time, but in the past I've talked to him at like one in the morning without a problem reaching him. I'm actually not even worried, I'm sorta glad he forgot. I just want to talk to my therapist, really. I texted his assistant, she told me she told him and then at like 6pm said if he hasn't called you I'll remind him again, so I said thanks please do... and now it's almost 10. whatever. she even offered to get me in today to speak to him but i quite frankly can't afford it (lol) and i know he will harp on me about going to NA or whatever tomorrow I'm going to a 4th of july thing and then my sister is coming in at like midnight so i need to go to ft lauderdale to pick her up |
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07-03-2017, 10:07 PM | #86 | |
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I know it's not full on straight edge, but It's not the approach I really wanna take. I suppose the goal is just drinking a little bit when the time calls for it and not when I'm by myself and bored. |
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07-03-2017, 10:08 PM | #87 |
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07-03-2017, 10:18 PM | #88 |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
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they are long gone of course. but i didnt do anything else today. tomorrow i have a place i'll be all day for the fourth. wed i have class and i won't do drugs before class. thursday i see my therapist. i think i'm ok
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07-03-2017, 10:35 PM | #89 |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
Location: I'm faced with so many changes that I just might change my face
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lol he just fucking texted me saying sorry and if i still wanted to talk he's in the office. i think i'm just going to leave it at this point. would have been nice to talk to him earlier but now i'm just not looking forward to it whatsoever. i'm just going to have a good time tomorrow and light some fireworks and go in the pool and forget about this whole mess
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07-03-2017, 10:36 PM | #90 |
Braindead
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don't buy any more pills please
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