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01-02-2012, 05:48 PM | #31 |
Ownz
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01-03-2012, 09:26 AM | #32 |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
Location: I'm faced with so many changes that I just might change my face
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still going strong. i had a dream about smoking and woke up thinking i had done it but i didn't. i have two cigs on my desk just sitting there, it gives me comfort or something. they are still there so i didn't smoke
how is everyone? |
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01-03-2012, 09:49 AM | #33 |
huh
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i had one on the first.
last sober cigarette was the 24th. not beating myself over drunk cigarettes yet. and those are becoming a lot less frequent anyway. |
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01-03-2012, 10:00 AM | #34 |
Braindead
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the thing with me is i keep my addiction at bay for at least the past 7 years, but it's pretty strongly rooted... i almost never smoke during the day, maybe one with a friend or something from a time to time. but at night i always smoke 1-2 cigs or joints.
it's been that way for years, with occasional withdrawls, but i always come back. it's most definitely not dependency on nicotine, or whatever - simply the ritual of closing the day with it. the occasional daytime cig is like what order_66 said - social smoking |
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01-03-2012, 01:57 PM | #35 |
Ownz
Location: You're the rotted root in the family tree
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You guys give me hope that my brother will quit smoking one day.
Then I look outside and reality hits *sigh* |
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01-03-2012, 03:25 PM | #36 |
Braindead
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01-03-2012, 04:07 PM | #37 |
Ownz
Location: You're the rotted root in the family tree
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LOL
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01-09-2012, 09:35 PM | #38 |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
Location: I'm faced with so many changes that I just might change my face
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still going good
day 10 whoever says cigs are harder to quit than opiates has never been addicted to opiates |
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01-09-2012, 09:40 PM | #39 |
Virgo
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maybe you're an outlier
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01-09-2012, 09:53 PM | #40 |
Socialphobic
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nine days and had to pass the first drunken test on friday. passed with flying carpets.
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01-09-2012, 10:13 PM | #41 |
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01-09-2012, 11:10 PM | #42 |
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01-09-2012, 11:41 PM | #43 |
Socialphobic
Location: you look like you like to hang out. you look like you like to hang out and drink soda
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2 days off benzos?
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01-09-2012, 11:44 PM | #44 |
Socialphobic
Location: you look like you like to hang out. you look like you like to hang out and drink soda
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ps congrats on all you now-non-smokers
make it a netphoria challenge. |
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01-09-2012, 11:56 PM | #45 |
Braindead
Location: i like traffic lights, but only when they're green.
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y'all a bunch of sissies
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01-09-2012, 11:57 PM | #46 |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
Location: I'm faced with so many changes that I just might change my face
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post/av
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01-10-2012, 10:09 AM | #47 |
Braindead
Location: Ignore List
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01-10-2012, 10:12 AM | #48 |
Braindead
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Quitting these is weird too. I haven't been successful entirely but I've taken long breaks. I love pills, but sometimes I cannot fucking think when I have been eating them a lot. When it gets to the point that I don't remember if I'm high or not I think it's break time. That should happen again in a few weeks...
Sometimes benzos make me outrageously angry. Has this happened to you? I find that odd because they are used as anti-anxiety medicine and yet they are increasing my tension. This only happens when I have been using them for many days in a row though, so I guess that's all I need to know. Last edited by ilikeplanets : 01-10-2012 at 11:08 AM. |
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01-10-2012, 10:27 AM | #49 |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
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yeah i've seen people in benzo rages before, it's a paradoxical reaction but isn't super rare, afaik
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01-10-2012, 10:41 AM | #50 |
Banned
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whenever i try to quit i get really really depressed and hate everything that ever existed
like that thread about how empty and hollow life is was 48 hours without a smoke |
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01-10-2012, 11:09 AM | #51 |
Braindead
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01-10-2012, 11:33 AM | #52 |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
Location: I'm faced with so many changes that I just might change my face
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i don't even do drugs anymore but i would like to trip again some day for sure and smoke pot occasionally
i cant control myself with downers :/ |
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01-10-2012, 11:34 AM | #53 |
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awww poor reprise85
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01-10-2012, 11:46 AM | #54 |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
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i know, im so deprived
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01-10-2012, 11:47 AM | #55 |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
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dean are you addicted to anything besides suicidal ideation
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01-10-2012, 11:53 AM | #56 |
Braindead
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now that i finally have a job i find myself smoking much more, ironically.
WHAT ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ON MY BREAK |
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01-10-2012, 12:00 PM | #57 |
Apocalyptic Poster
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i'm DEPENDANT on my mediction, without it i feel like i'm being judged and prosecuted for a crime i didn't commit. with the medication i feel like i'm being judged and prosecuted for a crime i did commit.
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01-10-2012, 12:07 PM | #58 |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
Location: František! How's the foot of your turtle?
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dean, i will always judge you.
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01-10-2012, 12:09 PM | #59 |
Apocalyptic Poster
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i mean persecuted. i think.
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01-10-2012, 12:09 PM | #60 |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
Location: I'm faced with so many changes that I just might change my face
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i see, that's not too great of a choice... paranoia vs guilt. sorry it's like that for you
and i get the difference between dependence and addiction Last edited by reprise85 : 01-10-2012 at 12:09 PM. Reason: beat me to it |
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