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07-11-2017, 12:25 AM | #2401 | |
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07-11-2017, 12:25 AM | #2402 | |
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07-11-2017, 12:34 AM | #2403 | ||
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07-11-2017, 12:36 AM | #2404 |
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another job I am working on rn is a research associate for a public policy and law institute that focuses on social justice issues. probably boring but also entry level and also pays well. my self-esteem has just been destroyed over the last few years and I have come to believe I am not capable of anything
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07-11-2017, 01:06 AM | #2405 | ||
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07-11-2017, 03:25 AM | #2406 |
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Don't trip chocolate chip
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07-11-2017, 03:30 AM | #2407 |
Minion of Satan
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May it comfort you that nearly everybody is useless, no matter where you go or what you do there. You could be the new guy on an international space station and realize within a few days that the nuclear batrachologist in Quadrant 29L is dumb as shit.
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07-11-2017, 03:43 PM | #2408 |
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that's not comforting at all!
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07-11-2017, 07:11 PM | #2409 |
Minion of Satan
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Jobs are the worst. I've been hopping from job to job while attempting to make my way onto a career path. Hopefully I get there soon cause I don't know how much longer I'll make it
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07-11-2017, 07:12 PM | #2410 |
Minion of Satan
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Have you considered organized crime?
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07-11-2017, 07:25 PM | #2411 |
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Im getting real good at Super Smash Brothers I feel like i could win locals as an addition to my just above minimum wage job wouldn't that be rad
Placed top 24 in my first attempt |
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07-11-2017, 07:31 PM | #2412 |
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I guess the problem is only a tiny fraction of the population gets real freedom everyone else has to idolize these few and report to their careers
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07-12-2017, 02:17 AM | #2413 |
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07-12-2017, 04:12 AM | #2414 |
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we're all slaves selling our souls for paper with numbers on it
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07-12-2017, 04:21 AM | #2415 |
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concert tickets? correct.
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07-12-2017, 09:42 AM | #2416 |
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My sister's bf got this tiny nintendo that comes with a whole bunch of games.
I think I want one of those now |
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07-12-2017, 11:49 AM | #2417 |
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07-13-2017, 01:19 PM | #2418 |
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good afternoon netphoria
I'm home from therapy, eating a PB&J, and drinking a celery soda https://taldepot.com/media/catalog/p...ds-1224-cy.jpg |
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07-13-2017, 01:31 PM | #2419 |
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07-13-2017, 01:51 PM | #2420 | |
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He is also supportive of me trying medication to see if it can balance my mood and help me escape crippling anxiety. Based on what I have told him he thinks there is an outside chance I could be diagnosed with bipolar 2, but most likely just anxiety and major depression since my manic episodes aren't extreme enough to regularly cause serious problems. In terms of my obsession with my former friend with benefits/sex and relationships/codependency in general I think he has less idea of what to tell me. I asked him directly about codependency problems a few sessions ago and he said that basically codependency is a very poorly defined and varying set of ideas and it is not recognized by the DSM, so it's hard to say exactly what the problem is. We've talked a lot about how lots of people have individual sets of mental issues that don't fit neatly into the frameworks psychology employs |
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07-13-2017, 01:54 PM | #2421 |
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oh he also suggested I try the Shorter Typology
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07-13-2017, 02:33 PM | #2422 |
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I was an extreme night owl forever, but having a kid forced me to go to bed on time. It actually is amazing how much more time you have in the morning (in the daylight!). Just get in bed with a good book, or some articles/books/comics on an ipad, pop some melotonin if needed, and you'll be out. don't drink any caffeine after 5pm.
also don't smoke cigarettes if you do. detox that shit. |
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07-13-2017, 02:53 PM | #2423 |
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no cigs for me thank god but since March when my friend moved back to the states and I have been obsessing over her, I have been drinking almost every night, usually 2-3 beers and it has definitely just made my ability to function worse. I feel better after just three days of not drinking. I bottomed out last weekend when I went to Baltimore I think. Woke up at my friend's house with vomit in my beard
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07-13-2017, 02:54 PM | #2424 |
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I also have been going to the gym 2-3 times a week which seems to help a bit. Really just trying to change whatever I can right now.
and yes to melatonin, it has been helping me get sleepy without weed or alcohol. My usual bedtime is like 3-4 but the last few nights I have been trying really hard to lie down by 1 or 2, pop a melatonin, read some Anna Karenina and listen to ASMR videos as I fall asleep |
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07-13-2017, 03:43 PM | #2425 |
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oh yeah audiobooks will do the trick too
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07-13-2017, 03:54 PM | #2426 |
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hot take: I hate audiobooks. I really do not like being read to, tbh. To fully immerse myself in a book I need to read it myself, at my own pace, and let my imagination fill in everything it possibly can. I like to stop and think about sentences, reread stuff, skip back to connect things mentally... having a book read to you is a two-dimensional experience in comparison, and sometimes really annoying to me like when people play audiobooks in the car
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07-13-2017, 10:20 PM | #2427 |
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yeah i also stop, re-read, go a few pages back, inspect a sentence, etc etc
my first job fresh outta sound engineering school was recording audiobooks with TEH CELEBZ in Israel, aimed to be this interest-peaking project. it was the most bullshit fucking job and i hated it, and the boss was basically an aggro lunatic who was later really shitty to me, but i did get to work with one or two people i really appreciate so that was awesome (one of them being a dubbing artist who voiced all my favorite Disney movies and cartoons as a kid - major 'whoa' moment, haha). AAAANYWAY so as somebody who had to listen to books being read way more that i would have liked to, my theory is that it's so fucking grating just because it's so incredibly 'incorrectly' different than the way your inner voice sounds when you read a book. there's such a jarring difference between the pacing and the tone and the nuances that make up 'correct' reading to you, that it makes listening to somebody else doing it for you an incredibly fruitful exercise in frustration. |
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07-13-2017, 10:30 PM | #2428 |
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What disney movies? What voices did he do?
I am intrigued. |
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07-13-2017, 10:31 PM | #2429 |
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Oh and yeah fuck audiobooks. I can read thank you very much. Maybe if I was blind. BUT I'M NOT OK
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07-13-2017, 10:35 PM | #2430 |
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why don't you guys think of the blind more?
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