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Old 10-13-2017, 08:24 AM   #391
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Old 10-13-2017, 08:26 AM   #392
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But yeah I wasn't sure if you where a commentator or what either. so you are in charge of the whole broadcast? That's awesome ram. how long have you been involved in this.

i bet purdue has a killer library full of rare hawthorne editions.

 
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Old 10-13-2017, 09:41 AM   #393
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yeah i guess it's hard to explain. but basically i was in charge of the whole broadcast

i've been doing that stuff for about a year. a year ago i was just one of the camera operators, now i'm in charge

gonna look for those fuckin hawthorne books once i sober up

 
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Old 10-13-2017, 09:58 AM   #394
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Hell yeah ram nice going. Is this just a hobby or are you going to build on it in the future?

If you liked Scarlett Letter you should def check out Seven Gables. Not as grim and way more fantastic.

 
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Old 10-13-2017, 09:59 AM   #395
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Wait you are still drunk?

 
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Old 10-13-2017, 10:12 AM   #396
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Hell yeah ram nice going. Is this just a hobby or are you going to build on it in the future?

If you liked Scarlett Letter you should def check out Seven Gables. Not as grim and way more fantastic.
both, kinda. i'm not majoring in anything close to it but i love it a lot

gonna go to the library and check that out

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Wait you are still drunk?
yeah. this is terrible but i woke up at like 6 and felt really nervous and weird for some reason so i just started drinking. it's friday and i have no classes.



gonna just drum along to Hummer and Rocket instead of being academic

 
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Old 10-13-2017, 10:31 AM   #397
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Yeah, I don't know if your immediate response to anxiety at the kind of time birds wake up at should be drinking booze.

 
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Old 10-13-2017, 10:49 AM   #398
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Take it easy ram. The morning is not the best time for drinking.

I tried it once. Fell asleep by noon heh.

 
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Old 10-13-2017, 10:53 AM   #399
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Substance abuse and self-destructive behavior in general are properties of the evening is what we're saying.

 
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Old 10-13-2017, 10:59 AM   #400
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groovy. will take that into account in the future

 
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Old 10-13-2017, 11:00 AM   #401
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Indeed. Which is why I like to smoke two bowls before breakfast.

 
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Old 10-13-2017, 11:19 AM   #402
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hahahahaha

my roommate is out of weed and she's my only source

weed is so cool. like, it's so mild, really. how the fuck is it a schedule 1 drug?

 
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Old 10-13-2017, 11:22 AM   #403
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Substance abuse and self-destructive behavior in general are properties of the evening is what we're saying.
by starlight i'll smoke you

as lonely as a wish granted true

my life has been empty

my life has been a joint

 
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Old 10-13-2017, 12:14 PM   #404
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gonna just drum along to Hummer and Rocket instead of being academic
ahem

 
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Old 10-13-2017, 12:15 PM   #405
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Yeah, I don't know if your immediate response to anxiety at the kind of time birds wake up at should be drinking booze.
or at any hour, while we're at it

 
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Old 10-13-2017, 12:26 PM   #406
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about to see my thesis adviser about my progress and also going to ask him to do letters of recommendation for me. bit nervous

also my thesis is almost at 10,000 words praise jebus

 
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Old 10-13-2017, 12:37 PM   #407
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Nice. What is the required minimum?

 
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Old 10-14-2017, 05:58 PM   #408
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what the FUCK guys

what the fuck

i tried really really fucking hard. i still failed

i know you don't understand how this class works but bear with me, i suck at explaining just like i suck at everything else

so i did that thing on thursday, and it went really well. everyone said i did good, even the professor.

they today, he promotes this other girl in the class to the spot i was trying for.

i don't understand why life has to be so fucking hard. i don't understand what i'm supposed to do

i tried so fucking hard. i tried as hard as i've tried at anything ever. and i did it! but still managed to fail!

i don't give a shit anymore really. about anything. it's all shit

here's that downward spiral for you @b0lly

what a shitty fucking fucking year this was

that was a fun two days of good mood. now back to your regularly scheduled depression

 
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Old 10-14-2017, 06:03 PM   #409
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should i listen to something angry like XYU, or something sad like stumbleine?

i'm not even mad. there's nothing to be mad about. i just can't believe that every single fucking day of this fucking year has to be sad.

even the ones that aren't sad, it's just false hope to make later ones even sadder.

 
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Old 10-14-2017, 06:07 PM   #410
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and i can't even play my fucking drums now cause it's fucking evening and my fucking roommate is here. not the cool one, the other one.

 
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Old 10-14-2017, 06:22 PM   #411
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and fuck, i don't even wanna drink now

drinking will make it seem like everything's okay. nothing's okay

 
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Old 10-14-2017, 07:26 PM   #412
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and fuck, i don't even wanna drink now

drinking will make it seem like everything's okay. nothing's okay
it's really tough when you're hopeful and blindsided by disappointment

you tried your hardest and that's the most you could ask of yourself and all you could do, really. everything else is out of your control. it sucks we can't will things to happen so as to avoid things that make us sad. but someone is always going to end up sad, we just don't want it to be us.

please reconsider giving up. it says a lot to feel like a failure, but persist anyway. our feelings aren't always indicative of how things really are. try hard again. it can only make things better.

 
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Old 10-14-2017, 07:28 PM   #413
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Old 10-14-2017, 07:42 PM   #414
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what the FUCK guys

what the fuck

i tried really really fucking hard. i still failed

i know you don't understand how this class works but bear with me, i suck at explaining just like i suck at everything else

so i did that thing on thursday, and it went really well. everyone said i did good, even the professor.

they today, he promotes this other girl in the class to the spot i was trying for.

i don't understand why life has to be so fucking hard. i don't understand what i'm supposed to do

i tried so fucking hard. i tried as hard as i've tried at anything ever. and i did it! but still managed to fail!

i don't give a shit anymore really. about anything. it's all shit

here's that downward spiral for you @b0lly

what a shitty fucking fucking year this was

that was a fun two days of good mood. now back to your regularly scheduled depression
you didn't fail, you did a great job! but it sounds like there was only one position and they picked someone else despite you also doing well.

i know it feels like shit but you didnt do anything wrong and you didnt fail. sorry you didnt get what you wanted but i hope you can be proud of what you did

 
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Old 10-14-2017, 10:19 PM   #415
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thank you guys for your kind words as always.

i really appreciate it....these black pages bear remarkable comfort

 
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Old 10-14-2017, 10:27 PM   #416
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it's the truth

 
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Old 10-17-2017, 11:47 AM   #417
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love you all so much guys

_____

have an exam at 3 today. trying to study (and thanks to my lovely roommate for "study aids") but i keep getting distracted by how fucking pointless this info is

things common to all software projects are requirements, which ******* defining the problem, gathering the requirements, requirements analysis, and organizing the requirements

i just wanna go play fuckin drums or something

 
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Old 10-17-2017, 12:15 PM   #418
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cherish the fact that you get to be in school

 
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Old 10-17-2017, 01:58 PM   #419
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cherish the fact that you get to be in school
you're too middle-class/rich to say stuff like that to anyone and not look like a jerk

 
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Old 10-17-2017, 06:12 PM   #420
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is that so

 
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