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04-09-2020, 09:07 AM | #31 |
real estate cowboy
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Well luckily he's not here to say that, is he, leave me alone will you? as Freddie Mercury once proudly sang, "fuck off and die"
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04-09-2020, 09:08 AM | #32 |
Janis Jopleybird
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When I was really little, kindergarten-age or so, I used to have these dreams where the situation seemed normal and happy at first. And then inevitably there'd suddenly be this menacing vibe, like once I was in this big play area with other kids, and this one kid suddenly looked scared and kept silently shaking his head no, no, no. The dreams would always end with me looking down at my stomach and feeling this tugging around my belly button from behind, as though I had a rope going through my body and out my back. And I would slowly be dragged backward toward this thing I could never see, but at the same time knew was some kind of hooded figure with kind of a large aura of shadow around it. I'd wake up terrified before it actually grabbed me, but it all felt so inevitable, as though I'd known all along that I only had so much time before the figure would appear.
This maybe doesn't count, but for a long time I would have dreams where I was back in my home town, and nothing really connected them except for how the town looked: it was all wrong, but it was consistently all wrong from dream to dream, like the high school was always the same building that just didn't happen to look anything like my real school. |
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04-09-2020, 10:00 AM | #33 |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
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1. i find out my grandmother is still alive, and that she's been dying for years, and i haven't visited her this entire time (she died in 2011)
2. similar, i find myself in some way with my friend Scott who died a few years ago and I'm like "I knew you didn't really die!" 3. i go back to Louisiana to be with my ex, and once I'm there I realize I've left without telling anyone, and either try to arrange to come back or decide to keep living there but not with my ex. I often have the though that I've dreamed this before but it's really happening now. 4. I had left my cats in LA alone and my ex left them alone and they starved, so I thought (not for real, in the dream world). I go back to our trailer for some reason or another and my cats are still alive! Apparently we left enough food out for them to eat this entire time (since 2004...). 5. I have to pee but can't find a bathroom/there's huge lines/all of the stalls are dirty 6. I realize I've been missing college classes and am now failing 7. my therapist decides she doesn't want to treat me anymore, for no reason, and i'm upset and confused 8. drug related dreams, i've gotten drugs somehow (buy/stealing/finding) and either can't take them for some reason (want to find a needle or something to smoke with) or I do take them but don't feel anything I also have some recurring nightmares around sexual abuse but I don't really want to detail them. Suffice to say, they are fucked up. |
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04-09-2020, 10:02 AM | #34 |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
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04-09-2020, 10:03 AM | #35 |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
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i have tons of weed dreams. about buying or hiding or preparing for a session. and i never get to smoke or get high. something always happens to ruin it.
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04-09-2020, 10:05 AM | #36 |
Shut the fuck up!
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04-09-2020, 10:08 AM | #37 |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
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Shit I wish. Two and a half years now since I was blazing proper.
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04-09-2020, 10:13 AM | #38 |
real estate cowboy
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04-09-2020, 10:23 AM | #39 |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
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Luke Parker took Hannah B on his hometown date during last night’s episode of The Bachelorette. Here, he opened up about his religion and his church, bringing her along to a meeting where he could talk openly about his past experiences.
Throughout the episode, Luke talked about his church, but never really narrowed down what religion he was. As it turns out, he calls himself a good Christian boy in his ABC Bachelorette bio. During the episode last night, he revealed that his high school years had introduced him to a world of partying and that’s what his world was all about. He also revealed that his college years were all about chasing sex. Until one day when he was taking a shower. That’s when he claims he had a connection with God, who sent him on a brighter path. He also claims he saw a piece of heaven that day. Since then, he has changed his ways. This isn’t the first time that viewers have heard about his sexual escapades from college and how he used to chase girls around. But it is the first time that he’s opening up about his dedication to the church. His Bachelorette bio also reveals that Luke has now decided that when he dates, it’s for marriage. He’s excited about what the future brings, but as viewers know, his comments about Hannah’s sex life on next week’s episode may just send him home. He claims that if she has had sex while filming the show, he doesn’t want to continue the journey. Even though he has changed his ways since college, it seems a bit hypocritical from a man who admits he chased sex throughout college. |
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04-09-2020, 10:24 AM | #40 | |
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04-09-2020, 10:25 AM | #41 | |
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04-09-2020, 10:26 AM | #42 | |
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04-09-2020, 10:27 AM | #43 |
full of longing
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hidden rooms in my grandparents' house — doors in the back of closets that open into tunnels descending into cavernous spaces where the ground is littered with the ruins of things
very house of leaves-y |
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04-09-2020, 10:27 AM | #44 | |
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04-09-2020, 10:41 AM | #45 |
Minion of Satan
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i had a dream a couple of nights ago that ended with me swimming around a pool like a dolphin then getting out to hear from my mother that Billy Corgan was just joined on stage by Donald Trump to announce the upcoming Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness musical
Then my mom started crying & said she really didn't want Trump to be president, which is when I realized it was a dream |
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04-09-2020, 10:47 AM | #46 |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
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04-09-2020, 10:54 AM | #47 |
Minion of Satan
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i haven't really had recurring dreams in a long time...
the only pattern i noticed in the last year is when I have high anxiety, I might dream about my parents and/or brother living with me. as opposed to me living with my parents... I am clearly in my own apartment. |
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04-09-2020, 10:55 AM | #48 |
Minion of Satan
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oh yeah and sometimes i discover that my apartment is much much bigger or different than I thought
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04-09-2020, 11:01 AM | #49 | |
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04-09-2020, 07:35 PM | #50 |
Just Hook it to My Veins!
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in the last few years I have had lots of recurring nightmares where I can't move, speak, breathe, or otherwise do something I am physically trying to do. Sometimes these dreams are that I am trying to harm myself by smashing my body into things but the way my body is reacting is like if I were very drunk. It kind of feels like sleep paralysis, but I am also familiar with demon in your room hag in your doorway sleep paralysis hallucinations, and these are a lot more like dreams than open-eye sleep hallucinations. Sometimes it's bad enough that I wake up struggling or even recently, shouting.
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04-09-2020, 08:30 PM | #51 | |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
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oh i have another one where i go on a trip and forget about my cat or get committed or in some other way am on a trip or stay longer out on a trip and forget to feed my cat and am rushing home to see if she is ok |
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04-09-2020, 08:33 PM | #52 |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
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04-09-2020, 08:35 PM | #53 | |
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
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