Netphoria Message Board


Go Back   Netphoria Message Board > Archives > General Chat Archive
Register Netphoria's Amazon.com Link Members List Mark Forums Read

 
 
Thread Tools Display Modes
Old 06-22-2017, 06:21 AM   #31
ohnoitsbonnie
Banned
 
ohnoitsbonnie's Avatar
 
Location: somerville, nj
Posts: 23,382
Default

I spilled water on the floor then when I refilled an ice cube tray last night. I used ice, salt, and dish soap to clean my chemex

 
ohnoitsbonnie is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 08:06 AM   #32
yo soy el mejor
Just Hook it to My Veins!
 
yo soy el mejor's Avatar
 
Location: all over the Internet
Posts: 44,548
Default

nerthing

 
yo soy el mejor is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 08:21 AM   #33
LaBelle
Socialphobic
 
LaBelle's Avatar
 
Location: Away
Posts: 11,398
Default

The only thing that's wrong right now is that my life is almost TOO good.

 
LaBelle is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 08:21 AM   #34
LaBelle
Socialphobic
 
LaBelle's Avatar
 
Location: Away
Posts: 11,398
Default

Bragpost not intended as a bragpost.

 
LaBelle is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 02:24 PM   #35
Alice
Minion of Satan
 
Alice's Avatar
 
Location: i am volatile, a free spirit, a rogue agent
Posts: 6,254
Default

Quote:
Originally Posted by teh b0lly!!1 View Post
what goals?
are you working very long hours or are always preoccupied with work?
Kind of the opposite actually. I'm trying to get work in animation. For some reason I feel like I shouldn't be this specific but I would kind of be a dick if I didn't say at this point, right? Anyway, the problem is that I don't make very much money right now and basically jump from one shitty job to the next because most work makes me miserable and it seems that there is no place for someone who needs a stable temporary position while they work toward other goals. At least not when you have to pay rent in Los Angeles. I do spend a lot of time drawing but not to the point that it affects our relationship.

Hopefully I'm just overreacting to a rough couple of weeks.

 
Alice is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 02:25 PM   #36
Alice
Minion of Satan
 
Alice's Avatar
 
Location: i am volatile, a free spirit, a rogue agent
Posts: 6,254
Default

Quote:
Originally Posted by buzzard View Post
Musician? Actor? Stand-up comic? Solo yachtsman? High concept ice sculptor?
Solo yachtsman is my retirement goal. I wanna die at sea.

 
Alice is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 05:32 PM   #37
FlamingGlobes
Socialphobic
 
FlamingGlobes's Avatar
 
Location: I’ve been trying to move to the Nordic countries for 5 years but the cost is astronomical to become an expatriate
Posts: 14,679
Default

Quote:
Originally Posted by Starla View Post
I want to move out of the city into the country. It's too loud here and creepy drunk people are using the park next to me as their hangout.
Oh, hi. You must live in my neighborhood.

 
FlamingGlobes is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 05:52 PM   #38
cork_soaker
full of longing
 
cork_soaker's Avatar
 
Posts: 11,505
Default

Quote:
Originally Posted by Tyler View Post
Solo yachtsman is my retirement goal. I wanna die at sea.
don't need to be a yachtsman to die at sea, man

https://i.ytimg.com/vi/rQ-bp_A61MI/hqdefault.jpg

 
cork_soaker is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 05:57 PM   #39
FlamingGlobes
Socialphobic
 
FlamingGlobes's Avatar
 
Location: I’ve been trying to move to the Nordic countries for 5 years but the cost is astronomical to become an expatriate
Posts: 14,679
Default

Re-post from the music board, but since no one reads it, fuck it.

I just went to buy tickets for Queens of the Stone Age in October and they've already sold out. I hate life sometimes.

I get so few opportunities to go out and have a good time and this one flies right out the window before I even have a chance.

I'm just going to be over here stewing in my corner for the next few hours.

 
FlamingGlobes is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 06:04 PM   #40
Alice
Minion of Satan
 
Alice's Avatar
 
Location: i am volatile, a free spirit, a rogue agent
Posts: 6,254
Default

Quote:
Originally Posted by cork_soaker View Post
don't need to be a yachtsman to die at sea, man

https://i.ytimg.com/vi/rQ-bp_A61MI/hqdefault.jpg
Is this a threat? Murdered at sea might be pretty cool too. Wait, who wants to help me start that band?

 
Alice is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 06:26 PM   #41
Bread Regal
Banned
 
Posts: 5,711
Default

Quote:
Originally Posted by reprise85 View Post
i'm hugely overweight
i'm questioning if i am capable of achieving my career goals or if i should come up with a second, easier plan
i'm moderately depressed and my daily living function (hygiene, cleaning, taking care of things) is reflecting that
i hate myself
i will never have a relationship
i have nightmares almost every night
i have no money
my life is built on an event that was over more than 10 years ago

i could probably think of some more
it's ok to feel this way about things, even if a lot of it is false.

i feel you on a lot of it because most of it is stuff i myself tend to repeat in my head all day.

but it's ok to feel that way, even if a large portion of it is false.

 
Bread Regal is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 06:42 PM   #42
ohnoitsbonnie
Banned
 
ohnoitsbonnie's Avatar
 
Location: somerville, nj
Posts: 23,382
Default

Your life is built up from a traumatic event. It's like, a few bricks in the foundation but the house that's being built on top is beautiful and has many rooms

 
ohnoitsbonnie is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 07:01 PM   #43
reprise85
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
 
reprise85's Avatar
 
Location: I'm faced with so many changes that I just might change my face
Posts: 32,800
Default

thanks guys i appreciate the encouragement. even if i think every one of those things is true

my life has moved on from the traumatic event in a lot of ways. it just sucks because whenever i have movement it's like LOL YOU HAVE ISSUES OVER THIS for everything. recently it's been about talking to others, like i'm not "supposed to" make friends with people, people aren't supposed to voluntarily want my company. so yesterday for example i realized i've kinda fallen into a small group of people that hang out before my one class, which is a great thing, but just realizing this made me dissociate for the past day. it's like this for almost everything. but there are a lot of things it used to be like this for, but isn't anymore. like being around children is a big one. it used to be so hard for me for terrible reasons i won't go into. now it's usually no big deal

 
reprise85 is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 07:16 PM   #44
ohnoitsbonnie
Banned
 
ohnoitsbonnie's Avatar
 
Location: somerville, nj
Posts: 23,382
Default

Do you attribute any of your healing to netphoria?

 
ohnoitsbonnie is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 07:16 PM   #45
ohnoitsbonnie
Banned
 
ohnoitsbonnie's Avatar
 
Location: somerville, nj
Posts: 23,382
Default

Also where's my joke

 
ohnoitsbonnie is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 07:19 PM   #46
reprise85
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
 
reprise85's Avatar
 
Location: I'm faced with so many changes that I just might change my face
Posts: 32,800
Default

Quote:
Originally Posted by ohnoitsbonnie View Post
Do you attribute any of your healing to netphoria?
netphoria taught me to not take things personally

and just having a place to interact with people, even over a computer, was really important for me. still is. it's different than just commenting or being in some huge community. we know each other for a long time, and then there are new people, but it's small enough to be pretty personal

 
reprise85 is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 07:19 PM   #47
reprise85
BOTTLEG ILLEGAL
 
reprise85's Avatar
 
Location: I'm faced with so many changes that I just might change my face
Posts: 32,800
Default

Quote:
Originally Posted by ohnoitsbonnie View Post
Also where's my joke
ill be right on that

 
reprise85 is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 07:23 PM   #48
Alice
Minion of Satan
 
Alice's Avatar
 
Location: i am volatile, a free spirit, a rogue agent
Posts: 6,254
Default

On Sunday?

 
Alice is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 07:29 PM   #49
yo soy el mejor
Just Hook it to My Veins!
 
yo soy el mejor's Avatar
 
Location: all over the Internet
Posts: 44,548
Default

Quote:
Originally Posted by Bread Regal View Post
it's ok to feel this way about things, even if a lot of it is false.

i feel you on a lot of it because most of it is stuff i myself tend to repeat in my head all day.

but it's ok to feel that way, even if a large portion of it is false.
*grouphug*

i feel those feelings one way or another, too. it boils down to my just not feeling good enough to deserve anything good. but i go for shit i want, anyway. it just causes me anxiety to freaking exist sometimes.

but, just, but, just.

 
yo soy el mejor is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 07:33 PM   #50
Alice
Minion of Satan
 
Alice's Avatar
 
Location: i am volatile, a free spirit, a rogue agent
Posts: 6,254
Default

Yeah I constantly struggle with wanting to give up. But like, if I give up at this point in life I'm gonna really give up. So things would have to get pretty bad first. But I still think about it all the time. I wonder if that feeling ever goes away.

 
Alice is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 07:36 PM   #51
yo soy el mejor
Just Hook it to My Veins!
 
yo soy el mejor's Avatar
 
Location: all over the Internet
Posts: 44,548
Default

pay now or pay later

 
yo soy el mejor is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 07:36 PM   #52
yo soy el mejor
Just Hook it to My Veins!
 
yo soy el mejor's Avatar
 
Location: all over the Internet
Posts: 44,548
Default

then we die

 
yo soy el mejor is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 07:49 PM   #53
LaBelle
Socialphobic
 
LaBelle's Avatar
 
Location: Away
Posts: 11,398
Default

Can't I leave my debts to be paid by whoever is my liable next of kin? that would be swell.

 
LaBelle is offline
Old 06-22-2017, 07:50 PM   #54
Bread Regal
Banned
 
Posts: 5,711
Default

that's why we get high
cause you never know
when you're gonna go

 
Bread Regal is offline
Old 06-23-2017, 03:24 AM   #55
TuralyonW3
Immortal
 
TuralyonW3's Avatar
 
Posts: 25,684
Default

Quote:
Originally Posted by Bread Regal View Post
that's why we get high
cause you never know
when you're gonna go
Fuckin illmatic

WHOSE WORLD IS THIS

 
TuralyonW3 is offline
 


Thread Tools
Display Modes

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

vB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is Off
HTML code is On
Google


Forum Jump

Similar Threads
Thread Thread Starter Forum Replies Last Post
Kick-Ass was a far better movie than I expected Nimrod's Son General Chat Archive 45 06-14-2012 06:02 AM
Asheville #2 - June 24, 2007 Steve Holt Pumpkins Archive 325 06-30-2007 09:24 AM
laradelocke and kristin xp have to be the least sexiest people on this messageboard Mayfuck General Chat Archive 73 06-13-2007 08:22 AM
2007 Pisces Iscariot Reference Virex19 Pumpkins Archive 80 04-29-2007 05:01 AM
what the hell is this jamie foxx thing on nbc Nimrod's Son General Chat Archive 3 01-28-2006 12:38 AM


All times are GMT -4. The time now is 12:51 PM.




Smashing Pumpkins, Alternative Music
& General Discussion Message Board and Forums
www.netphoria.org - Copyright © 1998-2022