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11-15-2017, 11:39 PM | #4592 |
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i feel lowkey blessed in that i don't like weed. it doesn't make me hungry, doesn't really even make me feel good. it kinda feels like caffeine for me. and i hate caffeine
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11-15-2017, 11:39 PM | #4593 |
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11-15-2017, 11:48 PM | #4594 |
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i think you may have smoked oregano
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11-15-2017, 11:51 PM | #4595 | |
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i super-admire people who abstain from everything, though. it just seems so badass and brave to only ever be yourself without drugs or alcohol. |
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11-15-2017, 11:52 PM | #4596 |
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in the words of seminal 90s rockers The Offspring
driving down to the barrio going 15 mph cause i'm already stoned give the guy a 20 and I wait in the car he tosses me a baggy then he runs real far I take a hit but it smells like a clove oh fuck I got a baggy of oregano |
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11-15-2017, 11:53 PM | #4597 |
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omg lol
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11-16-2017, 09:42 PM | #4598 | |
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you may not like weed, but it should be a very powerful feeling either way |
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11-16-2017, 09:44 PM | #4599 |
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Yeah it took (MELCHIZEDEK) me three tries. Like reprise said, I wasn't inhaling properly.
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11-16-2017, 09:46 PM | #4600 |
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I am.so fucking broke I did my laundry in the tub. Now I've got the heating way up to dry my jeans. It's like a fucking sauna in here!!
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11-16-2017, 09:46 PM | #4601 |
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Condensation on the windows and shit?
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11-16-2017, 10:31 PM | #4602 | |
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Resisting temptation builds self of steam It's like a microhit 4 yur soulpower |
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11-16-2017, 11:59 PM | #4603 |
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lol at comparing abstaining to getting high
staying sober feels so good its like a drug maaan |
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11-16-2017, 11:59 PM | #4604 |
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it's called being proud of yourself or whatever. ain't no shame in that.
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11-17-2017, 12:02 AM | #4605 |
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he compared it to a microhit
are you trying to be dense? |
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11-17-2017, 12:04 AM | #4606 | |
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and then i learned to inhale and it was glorious |
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11-17-2017, 12:04 AM | #4607 |
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i just came in this thread to tell about the guy i bunked in the head with my elbow on the plane. he was in the seat in front of me and when we were de-boarding i stood up while he was still sitting and as i moved towards the aisle i felt myself hit him.
i instinctively gently grabbed the whole top of his head (to stabilize it?) and said "oh my gosh, i'm so sorry" and he laughed and said it was okay probably because i grabbed his head. /chat thread |
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11-17-2017, 12:05 AM | #4608 |
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11-17-2017, 12:22 AM | #4609 |
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I don't know if I am proud of myself for being clean yet, it's just something I have to do. I'm proud I was able to do it but don't think I would have without there being a baby involved. Hopefully these years help stabilize me and let me learn more about life than the bottom of a bowl or rig and then I can be proud. I don't think I am explaining this right but whatever.
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11-17-2017, 12:26 AM | #4610 |
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I am proud of throwing that pack of smokes away though. And I haven't gone back luckily. But I still miss getting royally fucked up and that gets in the way of being proud of my sobriety. It's still a new battle. I'll dream about getting high and wake up happy it was just a dream, though. /headdesk
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11-17-2017, 12:28 AM | #4611 |
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i used to have dreams about smoking weed. i could never get high. either something would happen before i could smoke or i would smoke and nothing would happen.
then i would wake up. in jail. |
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11-17-2017, 12:28 AM | #4612 |
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it'll get better. i still dream about getting high sometimes, but usually i wake up before it happens or i get caught in the dream or otherwise keep missing out on getting it. and then sometimes i get drug tested in dreams and shit.
i often dream about smoking cigs though, usually i'm like fuck why am i smoking |
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11-17-2017, 12:31 AM | #4613 |
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my thesis is above 15,000 words now, 43 pages plus like 8 pages of references. a couple parts need some tweaking, and i need to totally re-do the conclusion and the abstract. but like it is 90% done. feels good.
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11-17-2017, 12:33 AM | #4614 |
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ilp, you don't have to explain things to us or anyone when it comes to how you feel. you have every right to feel proud of yourself for every small step you make towards any goal you have.
i really do hope the best for you and your daughter. i know you don't want to let her down and so far you've done an excellent job of making sure you're the best mom you can be. Last edited by yo soy el mejor : 11-17-2017 at 12:34 AM. Reason: for ilp |
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11-17-2017, 12:36 AM | #4615 |
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When I dream about getting high I really feel it. It's very fucking alarming to wake up and tell myself it didn't really happen. Maybe there's still chemicals floating around in my body or something. Or I just have the sensation memorized too well from all the years of drug abuse. It's not a pleasant experience because I only dream about getting high when I know I shouldn't be getting high.
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11-17-2017, 12:36 AM | #4616 |
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that's awesome reprise
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11-17-2017, 12:38 AM | #4617 |
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Thank you, yse-m. I appreciate that more than you know. I have to believe I'll find another way to be happy, besides the obvious joy that my daughter brings. You know, like an internal personal happiness. I never had to step up before and am relieved to know I did it. I'm not going to let her down and if that is the start of a good path than I love her even more for being born.
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11-17-2017, 12:39 AM | #4618 |
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And damn reprise, you're gonna be such an awesome professional.
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11-17-2017, 12:42 AM | #4619 |
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Yeah. Forensic psychology right? That's awesome.
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11-17-2017, 12:53 AM | #4620 |
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i still dream about drinking all the damn time, 7 yrs off the sauce. can taste it and feel it in my scrote just like old times
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