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Old 04-26-2020, 11:34 PM   #331
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If I was only wise enough
to know everything sure and true about myself,
you would not be here.
What have I brought you to, my love, that you have followed me?
It is all my heart is worth
and more than I would ask of you.

 
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Old 04-26-2020, 11:40 PM   #332
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But now you don't see me trying, do you?

 
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Old 04-26-2020, 11:56 PM   #333
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and I'm so unsurprised
i remember i remember
why i dream in black and white

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:03 AM   #334
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You must spread some reputation around before giving it to buzzard again

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:06 AM   #335
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Buzz I'd like to thank you. You're one of people that has helped to make this period of my life tolerable and I really appreciate you for it

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:07 AM   #336
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Tyler View Post
But now you don't see me trying, do you?
For I am a coward. But I'm trying to be more honest

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:12 AM   #337
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Look here's the thing: these threads are just outlets for heavy emotions. I've got that old bipolar II and I've lost my insurance and access to medication. But music helps. I've a thread for depression and one for hypomania. I can't reasonably expect anyone in my personal life to put up with this shit so I let it out here and hope that no one will be too annoyed by it. I appreciate the tolerance that many of you have shown and I hope that maybe you've even enjoyed a bit of my nonsense along the way

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:19 AM   #338
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Somehow I've decided this is a good time to start copping to my own queerness as well and it turns out there are some heavy emotions that have come with that decision as well

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:20 AM   #339
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PLEASE TURN OUT THE LIGHT

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:20 AM   #340
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I GET A SICK CONFUSION HEADACHE
TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHO'S RIGHT

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:20 AM   #341
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Goddammit this song is so fucking good

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:22 AM   #342
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There's something that I'll tell you now
Now that no one else is around
The sort of lesson that I learned from you
Not quite the way you planned
But I know you'll understand

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:23 AM   #343
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Goes to show my continual decline

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:23 AM   #344
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They say that I'll recover

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:23 AM   #345
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But I don't know

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:23 AM   #346
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I don't think so

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:24 AM   #347
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:25 AM   #348
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Don't read any of this okay

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:25 AM   #349
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:26 AM   #350
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Aren't covers great

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:26 AM   #351
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POST POST BURY BURY

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:28 AM   #352
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I really love the feeling of driving a car with the windows down and the heat on when it's cold outside

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:30 AM   #353
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:32 AM   #354
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But I don't really need that now
I never really did anyhow
I only really needed alcohol

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:33 AM   #355
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LORD JESUS PLEASE I'M READY

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:34 AM   #356
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Clearly I'm not ready

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:37 AM   #357
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:40 AM   #358
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I know how to turn others inside out
I can't stand by here waiting while they dumb me down
I fit the perfect picture that you want for all
The fix is in I'm going where I don't belong

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:41 AM   #359
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Nothing's gonna make me shy

 
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Old 04-27-2020, 12:43 AM   #360
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