chat 2: the redemption

[vixnix]

Originally Posted by D.

Not a good time to post this, as we are knee deep in ass implant debate. I made the same mistake a few pagesago trying to chat about my new bullet-resistent vest.

Sorry D., I was too full of my rage to ask you more about this. Is it filled with sand or something? Is it heavy to wear??

Originally Posted by reprise85

So a few hours ago I get a call from a familiar looking number, but not sure who it was, so I let it ring. They left a message.

"Hi, this is [person] from Dr. [whoever]'s office. We got your lab test results and the doctor wants to see you tomorrow. Please call me back tonight to make an appointment."

really freaky, no? I made an appointment and she said the major problem is high liver enzymes. which could mean a ton of things, or nothing. but im not sure where it will go.

such a weird feeling

I hope this is all very unproblematic/easy to fix. Are any of your meds known to disrupt normal liver function?

[slunken]

[Trotskilicious]

Originally Posted by yo soy el mejor

fat people don't disgust me in general no more than malnourished people. just fake body parts, celeb worship, and trots who happens to be fat and worship celeb women and demand other women he calls disgusting bitches to worship them, too.

lol what are you even on about

i dont think you should be catty about how other women look, as you can see others have noticed how gross you are about it and you manage to do exactly what i said you were doing: making other women feel bad about the way they look

i had a one line post about nicki manaj, followed by several people, yourself included because you are ALWAYS ready to talk shit because of your obvious insecurity, ready to say she and others were "disgusting" or "science experiments"

i already told pave idgaf if you dont find someone attractive but if you want to feign feminism then you should consider not attacking other women based on the way they look and how big their tits are

[reprise85]

Originally Posted by vixnix

I hope this is all very unproblematic/easy to fix. Are any of your meds known to disrupt normal liver function?

Thanks, and yeah. Buproprion and Cymbalta can both do it. I've had this before but the way they called me makes me think it's really really high. They tested me for Hep C already so I know it's not that. Probably just from being obese. Hypothyroidism can do it too.

[vixnix]

That is hopefully an easy fix.

I didn't know that about Cymbalta. I've been told to come back down to 60mg and I feel better than when I was taking 120mg so hopefully they can reduce it for you, too, if it is Cymbalta that's causing the problems.

I've only just connected this to your dream...yeah that is freaky. I'm glad you have two therapy appointments a week to test your beliefs surrounding that one lol!!!!

[D.]

Originally Posted by vixnix

Sorry D., I was too full of my rage to ask you more about this. Is it filled with sand or something? Is it heavy to wear??

Plates! and it's pretty uncomfortable but my main problem with it is that the back of the vest looks weird as hell under my uniform shirt. the two straps kind of poke up a bit, making it looks like little truncated wings,

[D.]

see that little flap behind dude's shoulder? kinda like that

http://ep.yimg.com/ay/yhst-646175917...oof-vest-5.jpg

[vixnix]

Haha!! You should make corny jokes about it to customers, about being sent from heaven and having to cram your angels wings under your shirt.

Haven't heard of plates - are yours ceramic or metal? Is one better than the other?

[reprise85]

Originally Posted by vixnix

That is hopefully an easy fix.

I didn't know that about Cymbalta. I've been told to come back down to 60mg and I feel better than when I was taking 120mg so hopefully they can reduce it for you, too, if it is Cymbalta that's causing the problems.

I've only just connected this to your dream...yeah that is freaky. I'm glad you have two therapy appointments a week to test your beliefs surrounding that one lol!!!!

i've been on 120mg cymbalta for something like 8 years straight, and then about 1-2 more before that, with trying other things like effexor in between. so reducing would be scary but i could feel exactly the same. whatever we have to do, we will do.

[duovamp]

That guy looks like Stannis.

[vixnix]

Originally Posted by reprise85

i've been on 120mg cymbalta for something like 8 years straight, and then about 1-2 more before that, with trying other things like effexor in between. so reducing would be scary but i could feel exactly the same. whatever we have to do, we will do.

Wow. Yeah, absolutely scary. It's so hard to balance all the health needs.

[D.]

Originally Posted by vixnix

Haha!! You should make corny jokes about it to customers, about being sent from heaven and having to cram your angels wings under your shirt.

Haven't heard of plates - are yours ceramic or metal? Is one better than the other?

more info (oh, and sillier pics, but one that shows the actual back of it)

http://www.bulletsafe.com/bullet-proof-vest.html

[Trotskilicious]

Originally Posted by duovamp

That guy looks like Stannis.

[noyen]

I quit my antidepressants cold turkey 30 days ago today. I can't afford them anymore. I've decided to stop going to the doctor for the same reasons. There is so much going downhill so fast there are like 2 things left I wanna do. One is go surfing.. Or learn it first. But I think k I'd pick it up.fast. I feel like I already know how.. The sads knowing I never will. I'm just letting the cards fall, I can't get my affairs in order and I can't go surfing and one by one the oblivious strut by and ask me to do things for them, so I do them and I'm bothered by how quickly the line builds to take a piece of me. I'm down to my last stash of cash. One month maybe. I cant see beyond that. Nobody knows me. No one ever did.

[pavementtune]

Originally Posted by D.

more info (oh, and sillier pics, but one that shows the actual back of it)

http://www.bulletsafe.com/bullet-proof-vest.html

these vest specifics say up to 0.44 Magnum handgun rounds, $300.

yet this one
http://www.vestguard.co.uk/covert-ni...y-armour_3.htm
http://images.vestguard.co.uk/3/1411488559_89.jpg

says 9mm, for over $600.
is yours a super extra special deal?

[hnibos]

Originally Posted by noyen

I quit my antidepressants cold turkey 30 days ago today. I can't afford them anymore. I've decided to stop going to the doctor for the same reasons. There is so much going downhill so fast there are like 2 things left I wanna do. One is go surfing.. Or learn it first. But I think k I'd pick it up.fast. I feel like I already know how.. The sads knowing I never will. I'm just letting the cards fall, I can't get my affairs in order and I can't go surfing and one by one the oblivious strut by and ask me to do things for them, so I do them and I'm bothered by how quickly the line builds to take a piece of me. I'm down to my last stash of cash. One month maybe. I cant see beyond that. Nobody knows me. No one ever did.

What's the other thing you want to do?

[vixnix]

Originally Posted by pavementtune

these vest specifics say up to 0.44 Magnum handgun rounds, $300.

yet this one
http://www.vestguard.co.uk/covert-ni...y-armour_3.htm
http://images.vestguard.co.uk/3/1411488559_89.jpg

says 9mm, for over $600.
is yours a super extra special deal?

I think the one you found is more contoured/slimline, to avoid the "stunted wings" effect D. mentioned...plus they say everything is manufactured in the UK, so that might up the price a bit, too...

[reprise85]

Originally Posted by noyen

I quit my antidepressants cold turkey 30 days ago today. I can't afford them anymore. I've decided to stop going to the doctor for the same reasons. There is so much going downhill so fast there are like 2 things left I wanna do. One is go surfing.. Or learn it first. But I think k I'd pick it up.fast. I feel like I already know how.. The sads knowing I never will. I'm just letting the cards fall, I can't get my affairs in order and I can't go surfing and one by one the oblivious strut by and ask me to do things for them, so I do them and I'm bothered by how quickly the line builds to take a piece of me. I'm down to my last stash of cash. One month maybe. I cant see beyond that. Nobody knows me. No one ever did.

dude, im so sorry this is happening to you. i dont know what i could do to help you, but if you ever want to talk there is PM or i would be happy to give you my phone number

[duovamp]

Originally Posted by noyen

I quit my antidepressants cold turkey 30 days ago today. I can't afford them anymore. I've decided to stop going to the doctor for the same reasons. There is so much going downhill so fast there are like 2 things left I wanna do. One is go surfing.. Or learn it first. But I think k I'd pick it up.fast. I feel like I already know how.. The sads knowing I never will. I'm just letting the cards fall, I can't get my affairs in order and I can't go surfing and one by one the oblivious strut by and ask me to do things for them, so I do them and I'm bothered by how quickly the line builds to take a piece of me. I'm down to my last stash of cash. One month maybe. I cant see beyond that. Nobody knows me. No one ever did.

What's happening or happened? Are you okay?

[noyen]

Originally Posted by reprise85

dude, im so sorry this is happening to you. i dont know what i could do to help you, but if you ever want to talk there is PM or i would be happy to give you my phone number

I regret venting, Ill be okay promise. Just having a bad run. I wish I could talk more but I am so tired and should sleep. Please don't take offense, I generally pull away. Youre a remarkable group of people, love you.

[noyen]

Originally Posted by hnibos

What's the other thing you want to do?

Be surrounded by peace and love for like a week by the ocean or a lake cabin gorging on delicious food, fucking and driving motorcycles, skydiving, excess, drugs. just a huge festival of excess and shit like that. tacos. blowjobs. butts.

That's not really the other thing but its another one that comes to mind. I guess i could surf some killer waves and hang 10 off a dolphin .

[noyen]

Originally Posted by duovamp

What's happening or happened? Are you okay?

Just too much blah.. I am okay. Pissed off and stuff. Nothing I wanna detail or go into, it doesn't matter much.

Can you believe that journalist kicking and tripping those refugees? Thats some fucked up shit.

[D.]

Originally Posted by pavementtune

these vest specifics say up to 0.44 Magnum handgun rounds, $300.

yet this one
http://www.vestguard.co.uk/covert-ni...y-armour_3.htm
http://images.vestguard.co.uk/3/1411488559_89.jpg

says 9mm, for over $600.
is yours a super extra special deal?

i guess i'll have to get shot to find out.

[hnibos]

And aren't most people in hungary descendants of refugees?

[The exploding boy]

Originally Posted by Trotskilicious

calling a woman "disgusting" because youre not sexually attracted to her is fucking inexcusable and i dont give a FUCK about your lengthy justification or your fucked up list

considering how someone like nicki minaj presents herself publicly i think i'm actually pretty much entirely entitled to rate her on how sexually attracted to her or not i am. Though her looks is not by far the only reason why i find her disgusting overall. But you can't present yourself in such an overtly sexual way, woman or man, and not expect people to consider your sexual attraction level.

and no i don't call all women i'm not sexually attracted to disgusting. For me to consider people disgusting to it's usually a whole looks+personality/public persona thing.

[D.]

Originally Posted by noyen

Can you believe that journalist kicking and tripping those refugees? Thats some fucked up shit.

That person is a boot-licking piece of human excrement. She got fired and I hope her career is ruined.

[FoolofaTook]

who nicki minaj?

(take that t-lish!)

[noyen]

nicki minaj seems to be as polarizing as apple. SUCCESS AMERICAN DREAM BUILT (in china).

[MyOneAndOnly]

Originally Posted by The exploding boy

considering how someone like nicki minaj presents herself publicly i think i'm actually pretty much entirely entitled to rate her on how sexually attracted to her or not i am. Though her looks is not by far the only reason why i find her disgusting overall. But you can't present yourself in such an overtly sexual way, woman or man, and not expect people to consider your sexual attraction level.

and no i don't call all women i'm not sexually attracted to disgusting. For me to consider people disgusting to it's usually a whole looks+personality/public persona thing.

so you aren't just any misogynist, when you do it it's whole person slut shaming

[MyOneAndOnly]

I can not enjoy or care for NM's music and whatever without commenting on her appearance. Not unlike the Kardashians. I don't enjoy their work (whatever it is). Short, tall, big ass or whatever it has little to do with the fact that they produce vapid, hollow entertainment content.