how was your day?

[reprise85]

- female, from south florida (usa)
- 29 years old
- agnostic/athiest. culturally jewish.
- dark brown hair/brown eyes
- i am very fat, to be blunt
- i agree that sushi is awesome
- i consider myself bisexual but i havent had a relationship in many years
- studying psychology, just in my second year now. plan on going to a phd and working with prisoners eventually
- im in the honors program and have 4.0 gpa, which is important because im trying to stay is south fl and getting into UM or Barry is very hard
- work at a grocery store part time
- my family is really fucked up, or was fucked up. i guess things are better now but we aren't close
- have ptsd, go to therapy 2x a week
- didnt work or go to school for 5 years from about 2007-2012 because of depression and ptsd
- i do have a little self esteem where i used to have none

hoping on working on my weight problems this year as well as getting through a tough year of school to get thru my AA by this time next year

[Jerry's Ray]

Originally Posted by reprise85

- female, from south florida (usa)
- 29 years old
- agnostic/athiest. culturally jewish.
- dark brown hair/brown eyes
- i am very fat, to be blunt
- i agree that sushi is awesome
- i consider myself bisexual but i havent had a relationship in many years
- studying psychology, just in my second year now. plan on going to a phd and working with prisoners eventually
- im in the honors program and have 4.0 gpa, which is important because im trying to stay is south fl and getting into UM or Barry is very hard
- work at a grocery store part time
- my family is really fucked up, or was fucked up. i guess things are better now but we aren't close
- have ptsd, go to therapy 2x a week
- didnt work or go to school for 5 years from about 2007-2012 because of depression and ptsd
- i do have a little self esteem where i used to have none

hoping on working on my weight problems this year as well as getting through a tough year of school to get thru my AA by this time next year

Ok, you win the award for best New Years Resolution.

[reprise85]

thanks.

not sure why i am still awake. its almost 5am. errggg ok sleep time

[Jerry's Ray]

Originally Posted by reprise85

- female, from south florida (usa)
- 29 years old
- agnostic/athiest. culturally jewish.
- dark brown hair/brown eyes
- i am very fat, to be blunt
- i agree that sushi is awesome
- i consider myself bisexual but i havent had a relationship in many years
- studying psychology, just in my second year now. plan on going to a phd and working with prisoners eventually
- im in the honors program and have 4.0 gpa, which is important because im trying to stay is south fl and getting into UM or Barry is very hard
- work at a grocery store part time
- my family is really fucked up, or was fucked up. i guess things are better now but we aren't close
- have ptsd, go to therapy 2x a week
- didnt work or go to school for 5 years from about 2007-2012 because of depression and ptsd
- i do have a little self esteem where i used to have none

hoping on working on my weight problems this year as well as getting through a tough year of school to get thru my AA by this time next year

Also, I hope things get better for you. It sounds like you're very smart and it sux that you're going thru the things you are.

[reprise85]

thanks. things are actually really good for me. i mean i have shit to deal with but im functional and enjoying my life for the most part, after years of being in and out of mental hospitals and stuff. therapy has really helped me and my life is fairly normal considering everything

i used to be a drug addict too, i forgot to mention that i guess.

really though things are awesome, it is a miracle i am alive and functional and im not going to take that for granted

[vixnix]

I remember you getting your job at publix, reprise, you're doing amazingly well I reckon. I can't believe how different things are for you now, given how things were when I first 'met' you. It makes me really happy to hear how well things are going for you right now.

Where in Aus are you Jerry? I'm in Seedney.

[Cool As Ice Cream]

Originally Posted by Belteshazzar

You have my sympathies in more ways than you realize. I can relate to some of that.

it's the brown hair and eyes, isn't it?

[reprise85]

Originally Posted by vixnix

I remember you getting your job at publix, reprise, you're doing amazingly well I reckon. I can't believe how different things are for you now, given how things were when I first 'met' you. It makes me really happy to hear how well things are going for you right now.

Where in Aus are you Jerry? I'm in Seedney.

thanks

i woke up anxious as fuck this morning, still kind of reeling from it. almost panic attack level. im trying to figure out what is up because this sucks. it may just be the time of year plus the extra free time giving my brain room to think. whatever it is it is shitty.

[Jerry's Ray]

Originally Posted by vixnix

Where in Aus are you Jerry? I'm in Seedney.

Love seedney!
I'm melbourne. South east. Near oakleigh.

[great poster]

i ate lunch with some family today and returned home to find my bird dead in his cage

[slunken]

damn dude...

[slunken]

do you live in a mine, by chance?

[great poster]

i also just misplaced a 100 dollar giftcard too and now i can't find it what the fuck is with today

[great poster]

i had it in front of me to add it to my amazon account then i got up to clean something and it wasn't there when i got back

[yo soy el mejor]

Originally Posted by slunken

They just added five new seasons of locked up abroad on Netflix.

unf!!!

[yo soy el mejor]

came back to chicago today. i went to the airport with 3 bags and checked 2. i got one back and the other could/cannot be located. i'm trying not to think about it too much. right now i am still hopeful it will turn up. especially since i didn't just "lose" it. i mean, i checked both bags at the same time. how can i have one but not the other? ugh. it's very annoying, though. and i am going to be goddamn upset if i don't get it back.

they said if it was found it would be delivered to my apartment. it's possible it ended up on another flight. i am going to try to stay up because they will deliver up to 1 a.m. i just called to check on it a few minutes ago and i was told they are still "actively looking for it." this sucks!

and i am missing two packages, but i think i figured that all out. won't get them until monday, though. i just need to chill out.

[yo soy el mejor]

maybe watch a little banged up abroad

[yo soy el mejor]

holy crap. they found it. now i have to stay up. @_@

[I'm Hardcore]

getting older.


so slow after a drunk night. not hungover, as such. just slow. useless.

[I'm Hardcore]

ya feel me?

[yo soy el mejor]

Hush, he said. … You know I’ll always take care of you. I thought, already he’s starting to patronize me. Then I thought, already you’re starting to get paranoid.

[fuzzyroes]

Originally Posted by reprise85

thanks. things are actually really good for me. i mean i have shit to deal with but im functional and enjoying my life for the most part, after years of being in and out of mental hospitals and stuff. therapy has really helped me and my life is fairly normal considering everything

i used to be a drug addict too, i forgot to mention that i guess.

really though things are awesome, it is a miracle i am alive and functional and im not going to take that for granted

It's awesome that you've had the willpower and desire to begin to turn things around. It's not easy, but you've got the hardest part outta the way and have started living again.

[hnibos]

Got to work super early so I can watch the spurs- man united game in peace. No score at half. Lots of end to end action. United is clearly the better team though.