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04-10-2018, 01:57 PM | #1531 |
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me too. i really don't fit in here.
orlando is ridiculously rich. my parents took (ANDALUSIA) me for a walk in winter park. the mansions there are like the ones in saudi arabia. and they have peacocks (ALCEST) just strolling about. |
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04-10-2018, 01:59 PM | #1532 |
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pretty sure i walked by this 'house' |
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in northeastern cities for instance people don't make eye contact and it's generally accepted that no one wants to be talked to. But if you walk down the street in Charleston or Atlanta, strangers will mostly say hello to you and smile. Of course, as soon as you are past they'll be like, "WELL GOD BLESS HER SOUL BUT MY LORD DID YOU SEE HER TATTOOS JESUS HAVE MERCY ON HER SOUL" |
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04-10-2018, 02:24 PM | #1534 |
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lord'amercy she's as crazy as a betsybug, blesserheart!
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04-10-2018, 02:58 PM | #1535 |
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throw in the n word and that's the south in a nutshell
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04-10-2018, 04:48 PM | #1536 |
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lol i just broke down crying in therapy cause i finally realized how much i hated myself, and distance myself from others cause i feel like i’m not good enough, and how that contributed to the absolute lack of personal relationships in my life. growing up with a foreign name and a weird voice in fucking Indiana ruins childhoods. i deeply admire people (this girl i have a crush on, Jimmy, etc) who have traits that i don’t have that i wish i had: jimmy being a confident badass on the kit//in life while i’m insecure. this girl being attractive and positive while i’m neither.
yay yay fun yay this is the drunk thread right Last edited by Ram27 : 04-10-2018 at 05:02 PM. |
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04-10-2018, 05:07 PM | #1537 |
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aw.
many people have far, far more and worse reasons to hate themselves. sooner or later you'll make peace with yourself. |
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04-10-2018, 05:16 PM | #1538 | |
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04-10-2018, 05:52 PM | #1539 |
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your faults give you personality
have you tried volunteering |
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04-10-2018, 06:11 PM | #1540 |
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puzzledmuzzle is right, rammy, we've all been there. it definitely sucks to feel so low. self confidence is rarely a natural thing. i think many people that seem extremely confident are just overcompensating as a coping mechanism. there is definitely peace to be found as you continue to accomplish things in life, but the rock star persona isn't real and most of the people that are idolized are broken puppets. and i know you know that you can't objectively evaluate anyone you're crushing on, lol. no one has a perfect life and it's impossible to know just how fucked up people are really feeling. it's cliche but the more you focus on yourself and your loved ones, and the older you get, things will definitely mellow out and you'll have a more real kind of confidence.
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04-10-2018, 08:08 PM | #1541 |
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sounds like good progress in therapy. you did good work. A+
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04-10-2018, 08:11 PM | #1542 |
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Singapore is nuts for Crazy Rich Asian wealth. Some people who live here, and others who just come to the casino, are just...unspeakably rich.
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04-10-2018, 08:14 PM | #1543 |
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i wish i was rich. i would buy a tiger cub.
and a pound of weed. |
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04-10-2018, 08:18 PM | #1544 |
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puzzledmuzzle is bringing the real talk
all these little troll guys are growing up so fast, right before our eyes |
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04-10-2018, 08:26 PM | #1545 | |
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at least that how it happens to me. take care of yourself, it's hard work. you're doing good. i have the lack of personal relationships, too. it sucks. |
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04-11-2018, 05:40 AM | #1546 | |
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what the hell are you talking about man, that excerpt of you reading text about how rewarding pizza making is was hot shit! you have this breathy, musky male voice that i remember noting for the better when i heard it. relax dude. jimmy c didn't start playing jellybelly when he was sixyearsold. |
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04-11-2018, 08:07 AM | #1547 |
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having a foreign name is badass ram!!!
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04-11-2018, 08:07 AM | #1548 |
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(unless it's somehting lame like stefanovic)
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04-11-2018, 10:09 AM | #1549 |
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indiana isn't the most appreciative of places, though
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04-11-2018, 10:10 AM | #1550 |
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i was always the token jew in the south and it was fucking lame. now my daughter will have to go through the same thing, but in an even smaller town. people r dumm
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04-11-2018, 10:36 AM | #1551 |
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still, nw > south
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04-11-2018, 11:57 AM | #1552 |
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04-11-2018, 12:10 PM | #1553 | |
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I know what you mean, and I'm not as self conscious about it anymore, but growing up being different like that made me damaged for life with regards to social interactions - generally being withdrawn, never being heard, always vaguely fearing speaking to others So basically I'll always be horribly alone, and the thought of that makes getting through college impossible because of the depression. Which also makes me more depressed because the only other real source of positivity in my life was doing well in school I know some people go through dark periods of being alone, and can recover, but that's been literally my whole life. But as a kid I could lie to myself thinking things were fine because I was living with my family and could talk to people in classes. I can't anymore and I'm permanently fucked. woah that was really really dark sorry |
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04-11-2018, 12:52 PM | #1554 |
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aren't you still in college? and don't be sorry, life is dark, it's not your fault.
also it's better to be insecure than over-confident. you'll be ok ram, you are a good guy. |
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04-11-2018, 01:33 PM | #1555 |
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yeah, still in college. for me at least it's an incredibly dark place
thanks a lot man and really, thanks to everyone on the boards for being so cool over the last year or so. i really truly appreciate it |
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04-11-2018, 01:36 PM | #1556 |
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04-11-2018, 03:52 PM | #1557 |
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i only had a handful of friends in college myself, ram. five, to be exact and some of those weren't the best ppl. and yeah, i was all broken up over a girl. i know it sucks. but things always change and that means things might get better.
have you considered getting a cat? i had a couple of kittens/cats during college (baloo and baghera heh) and they really helped me cope. |
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04-11-2018, 03:53 PM | #1558 |
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04-11-2018, 03:54 PM | #1559 |
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04-11-2018, 07:10 PM | #1560 |
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