I am afraid

[MyOneAndOnly]

stop it with the down thread margin posts

[The exploding boy]

Im actually pretty annoyed i keep hitting the margins

[Shallowed]

Originally Posted by scottytheoneand

stop it with the down thread margin posts

What are you afraid of, huh?

[yo soy el mejor]

you're afraid, too, man!

[Trotskilicious]

i'm afraid of americans

[Trotskilicious]

but seriously, spiders. other horrible, horrible bugs like centipedes

i cannot, CANNOT swim in open bodies of water. Lakes, rivers, oceans. Absolutely terrified of whatever's in it. Fuckin snappin turtles, gators, barracudas, sharks

[Trotskilicious]

giant squid

[Order 66]

all i'm really afraid of is cancer. and getting fired

[fuzzyroes]

I was terrified of everything growing up, now I just kinda numb myself and keep trucking along

[redbreegull]

Originally Posted by Trotskilicious

i cannot, CANNOT swim in open bodies of water. Lakes, rivers, oceans. Absolutely terrified of whatever's in it. Fuckin snappin turtles, gators, barracudas, sharks

and things which have yet to enter our darkest nightmares...

[redbreegull]

http://static.ddmcdn.com/gif/goblin-shark-622x363.jpg

[Order 66]

zion banker shark

[Trotskilicious]

Originally Posted by Order 66

all i'm really afraid of is cancer.

it's pretty horrible and you have a 50/50 chance

[Trotskilicious]

although they act like if you live long enough you're GOING to get prostate cancer

which i like to call the communist cancer.

[Trotskilicious]

it's a david bowie song

[Shallowed]

I'm afraid that I might be starting my sentences with "I" too much

[noyen]

megalodon. any sharks. the ocean is generally scary but also amazing like space.
intimacy.

[The exploding boy]

Yeah cancer. Death in general and illnesses of all kind.

Also growing old, partly because of death but because growing older means less opportunities. I'm mid thirties and pretty much feel like all i can do now is try to salvage the rest of my life and make something half decent of it since the opportunity to make something GOOD of it has come and gone already. I suppose i'd feel different if i'd spent my youth working towards a future, like most people.

[noyen]

embrace that death shit. looking forward to it myself.

[Trotskilicious]

you know after you say intimacy i realize i'm lying to myself if that wasn't my single greatest fear coupled with love and basically anything involving coupling in anyway

honestly at this point it's a serious problem and i'm really fucking weird

[noyen]

Originally Posted by Trotskilicious

you know after you say intimacy i realize i'm lying to myself if that wasn't my single greatest fear coupled with love and basically anything involving coupling in anyway

honestly at this point it's a serious problem and i'm really fucking weird

its a weird paradox but i think a lot of people are that way. they want love like crazy but are completely terrified by it.

[Trotskilicious]

not scared of death

scared of horrible, painful death probably. Early death. But you know like Louis CK was talking about sometimes you're just like Gosh, what if I just died? Wouldn't that be nice?

[Trotskilicious]

Originally Posted by noyen

its a weird paradox but i think a lot of people are that way. they want love like crazy but are completely terrified by it.

there's that yeah but i think most people are more experience with coupling than i am at this stage

[The exploding boy]

I dread being in a couple before intimacy. Basically i don't feel comfortable in a relationship until it's there. And as a result i try to make it happen as fast as possible. I was once in a 6 months relationship with this girl and she was basically not seeking intimacy and i never got comfortable around her and i knew it was doomed because of that.

the kind that absolutely has to close the door if she's peeing and stuff (i mean after 3 or 4 months if you're not over this, fuck off. I've seen your genitals. i'm aware you use them to piss. what's the problem? I'm not saying i want to LOOK but i'm just saying it shouldn't matter if say i'm in the bath and you want to go). That just weirded me out. Ultimately I felt like i was supposed to pretend to be someone i'm not. I know that's more physical intimacy but yeah. Like i wouldn't have felt comfortable telling her how i really felt about this or that and really she didn't seem like she wanted to know. It's like she wanted to keep "mystery" alive.....forever.... stupid.

In contrast there's absolutely NOTHING i haven't told my gf. Even the shit i thought for sure i'd never ever tell anyone. If she wanted to ruin my reputation (that's a funny thing, like i have any), she could in a heartbeat.

[yo soy el mejor]

i would do anything for love.

[yo soy el mejor]

but i won't do that.

[noyen]

no shame in paying for sex..

[noyen]

They need love hotels and host/hostess bars in america like they do in Japan where you can hang out and have a pretend girlfriend and fill that void. It's kinda convenient and perfect for lonely people with money.

[Trotskilicious]

so you go on your own
and you leave on your own
and you go home
and you cry and you want to die

[Trotskilicious]

Originally Posted by The exploding boy

In contrast there's absolutely NOTHING i haven't told my gf. Even the shit i thought for sure i'd never ever tell anyone. If she wanted to ruin my reputation (that's a funny thing, like i have any), she could in a heartbeat.

well jesus given what you've shared with us, if she hasn't run for the hills you better marry that damn girl because she's a keeper and loves you terribly